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spikeme4now	Re: FIC: A Fluke Between Two Wiccans 6a W/T NC-17	#81	[-]
Posts: 115 (11/05/03 09:56:18) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts	W-w-whats on your m-m-mind, Will? Tara prompted, bringing Willow out of her thoughts. You can ask me anything. I Willow hesitated, embarrassed by all the questions in her head. However, as soon as she opened her mouth, she unconsciously moved into babble mode and all her thoughts came pouring out of her uninhibited. I, umIts just, theres so much II dont know and, um, reading that scene it um, you know, it made me think about what girls do andand whats right and wrong and, and, and do all girls use, um, you know, toys? And, and I, um, I cant stop thinking about the, you know, the taste. What does it feel like to, you know? Have you ever? Oh, sorry, Im way out of line. You dont have to answer that. Its none of my business; Im sorry. I just, II never really knew girls did that either. Well, maybe I did kinda know they did it, but I never knew the details of how they did it and, and it, you know, made me think about it andand what if I dont like it? That would be bad right? Make me a bad lesbian? And Willow realised that she wasnt giving Tara a chance to respond. And if that wasnt bad enough, shed also revealed just a little bit more than shed intended to. She hadnt planned on being quite so open. Taras own cheeks now matched Willows in colour, as she took in the girls thoughts. Even though Willows questions were exactly what shed expected to hear, they were still a little overwhelming. How did she go about answering them? I guess I should start with my own experience and go from there Wow, she ventured with a smile, thats, um, a l-l-lot of questions. B-b-busy thoughts? Yeah, Willow looked down sheepishly. I Oh, no, its okay, Tara reassured. I um, I d-d-dont mind. II just d-d-dont know where to um, start. You see umII havent really ever, um, you know b-b-been with a girl. Not c-c-completely. Ive, umIve only well, umI think Ive gone as far as, um, you and Oz have, you know. I mean, Ive t-t-touched girls b-b-before, but nevernever without c-c-clothes. W-w-well, okay, I-I-I- Ive, umIve had my hands under a-a girls, umsh-sh- shirt a few times. B-b-but thats allIve neverI meannot f-f-furthernot reallynot for longIm stillyou know? Willow blushed at the thought of Taras hands under a girls shirt. She instantly thought of what it would feel like to have Taras hands under her shirt, but quickly pushed the thought out of her mind. She was already flustered enough. However, Willow couldnt help but smile at the idea of Tara still being pretty much untouched. So youve never, um, you knowwith a girl before? Willow just had to askneeding confirmation. Yeah, Tara blushed in response. Ive never. I, umIve never b-b-been in lovebefore You havent? Willow asked softly, her lips curling into a gentle smile. She couldnt help but notice the way Tara trailed off, hinting at something neither of them were ready to deal with just yet. Tara smiled in response, lowering her gaze to the bedspread before continuing. To me, making love is about being in love andand since I havent been in love before, I guess Ive always held that part of myself back. Yeah Willow smiled in agreement. Although, Tara interjected, I understand how youd, umbe worried about the, um, the t-t-taste Willow blushed, embarrassed to have brought it up earlier. but to me, Tara chose to overlook Willows embarrassment, it, um, it wouldnt m-m-matter. Id um, itd b-b-be about l-l-loving the person andand if you l- l-love someone, you love all of them, r-r-right? So their t-t-taste would be just another part of them and Id love it cos it would be th-th-theirs. You know what I-I m-m- mean? I know what you mean, Willow smiled timidly, her embarrassment lessening somewhat. Tara always had a way of making her feel at ease, as if she could tell her anything and it would be okay. Its an expression of l-l- love. So it wouldnt matterit would be spiritual, likelikelike a union of souls Tara couldnt help but smile at Willows romantic notion. Whats more, as she met her gaze, she could feel her cheeks burning with emotion. Willow was looking at her almost as if she was directing the notion at her. But that was impossibleWillow wasnt in love with herwas she? No, she was just reading too much into her words. The girl was merely speaking hypothetically. Willows breathing had now become a little ragged. She couldnt stop thinking about what it would be like to make love with Tara. Reading that book, indulging in her fantasy, and now talking openly about love and sex with Tara, was pushing her hormones into overdrive. Unconsciously, Tara had started to lean in towards Willow as she spoke, so that now their faces were mere inches apart. She could almost feel the girls breath against her lips, and it was causing her mind to freeze up. She knew their relationship needed to remain platonic, but that notion was becoming increasingly difficult to stand by. Especially given their current conversation. Um, yeah Tara choked out awkwardly, forcing down the urge to kiss Willow. Now was not the time. So why were her lips still moving towards Willows? Yeah, Willow whispered back, her eyes dropping to Taras lips. Making love would be aboutabout love. So I guess it, umit also wouldnt matter if you made love to a man or a woman. Would it? R-r-right, Tara agreed breathlessly, as her forehead met Willows. L-l-love is b-b-blind Mmmm, Willow agreed, closing her eyes as she bridged the final gap between their lips. Tara also closed her eyes; the sensation was too much for her not to give in to. Her lips started out by merely brushing against Willows, pressing against them softly and pulling away slightly. This happened repeatedly, only each time her lips met Willows, they lingered just a little bit longer until eventually, they no longer pulled away. Instead, her lips were now opening and closing against Willows, while her hands had reached out to cup the girls face. Willow in turn reached out and wrapped her arms around Taras neck and waist. Her pulse was racing, her panties were soaked through, and in the back of her mind she somehow registered the fact that she could no longer feel her legs. It was an incredible feeling to be kissing Tara. Her lips moved instinctively against the girls, obeying a primal call deep within her. She wasnt acting; she was reacting. Therefore, Willow couldnt help but deepen their kiss even further. She needed to explore; to taste the woman in her arms. Which is why she boldly thrust her tongue between Taras lips, and was now working it around the inside of her mouth. Tara moaned in response and could feel an instant increase in the wetness between her thighs. In fact, as Willows tongue continued to explore her mouth, she began to feel very light-headed. So much so, that pretty soon, she could no longer sustain her upright position, and found herself falling down to the bed, pushing Willow down with her. Mmmm, Willow moaned, surprised to find Taras body draped on top of hers as her head hit the pillow. She instantly moved her hands so that they rested against Taras back. Her legs meanwhile had spread to accommodate Taras, so that the girls thigh was pressing up against the wetness between her legs. Her own thigh was in a similar position, only since Tara was wearing pants, she couldnt quite feel the girls wetness. Tara gasped, moving her lips from Willows as she reacted to their new intimacy. She had direct contact with Willows soaked panties and tights and the girls arousal was so pronounced it was apparent even through Taras cotton pants. Her eyes still closed, Tara moved her lips back to Willows, wanting to have her turn at a little exploration. When she pressed her tongue against Willows however, it caused an increase in her own wetness and when Willows thigh suddenly moved up to press against her heat, she began to tremble. Taras reaction registered in Willows mind, just as her hands moved beneath the edge of the girls blouse. She wasnt thinking coherently though, but was still reacting. Therefore, as Tara shuddered in response to her touch, Willows hands continued to move upwards against the silky skin of her back and her thigh began to press harder and harder into the source of her need. Meanwhile, her own desire was also being fuelled as she instinctively thrust herself against Taras thigh, her skirt riding up higher with every movement. Tara couldnt believe that Willows hands were now pressed against her naked back. The thought didnt quite register properly in her brain. Shed never felt so electrified by another girls touch. It was amazing, and she too was now beginning a rhythmic hip thrustdesperate to relieve the ache in her core. However, when she suddenly felt Willows fingers unsnap her bra-clasp, Tara experienced a brief moment of clarity. The sensation of the metal fastenings being released, acted like a pistol shot in her brain. What the hell was she doing? She and Willow were meant to be keeping things platonicnot helping one another to orgasm. Mustering all her strength and willpower, Tara dragged her lips away from Willows and used her hands to push herself away from the girl. Both girls whimpered at the loss of contact, but Tara remained firm. Now was neither the time nor the place for such intimacies. If and when they made love, their first time could not be about a primal need for release. It had to be because they were both ready to accept who they were, and wanted to show how much they loved one another. And Tara was in no way convinced that Willow was ready to accept her sexuality, let alone that she was actually in love with her. It took Willow a moment to realise Tara had moved away from her and was now standing over the bed. Shed been so absorbed in her own arousal, and she now felt the loss of the girls body keenly. But looking up at Tara, seeing her flustered expression, noticing the way she trembled as she struggled with her bra-clasp, Willow quickly began to feel guilty. Oh, God, Willow sprang out of bed. Im so sorry, she apologised, moving to stand in front of Tara. I-I dont know what came over me. I was all grab-y and molest-y andand I Taras trembling was getting worse by the second; she was frustrated with her inability to re-clasp her own bra. Willow noticed this and moved behind Tara to help. She Qwas responsible for this after all. Here, she pulled Taras hands away, letting the girls blouse fall down over her back. Let me, she continued softly, lifting the material back up to reveal her bra strap. Not waiting for an answer, Willow ignored the sensuous appeal of Taras exposed back and quickly re- clasped her bra. There, she whispered huskily as she moved back to stand in front of Tara. Im really sorry. Oh-oh-oh-oh, n-n-n-n-n-no, Tara finally found her voice, blushing as she realised what had to be said. She was well aware of how sensitive Willow was and didnt want to repeat past mistakes. She had to be totally open with Willow. Its n-n-n-not your f-f-fault Willow, she insisted, reaching for the girls hands. I mean II t-t-too was umI mean, II d-d-dont m-m-m-mind you t-t-touching me. I justI th-th-think itsits too s-s-s-soon. I w-w-want you Willow, but Il-l-like I saidI want my first time to be, you knowabout l-l-love andand r-r-r-right now it was just s-s-s-s-sex. Right? You were r-r-reading that b- b-book andand we were t-t-talking about it andand you know? I mean, all I w-w-wanna do right now is t-t-touch you and k-k-kiss you and t-t-taste you, but Willow could feel her own cheeks warming from Taras words. The girl wanted her. Tara Maclay was attracted to her. And hearing her say she wanted to taste her was like a mind numbing experience. Despite her stutter, or maybe even because of it, Willow felt that the way Tara had said those words had been the most erotic thing shed ever heard. Without thinking, Willow surprised Tara with a forcefully hard kiss. She pressed her lips firmly against Taras, moaning passionately. However, she pulled away before either of them could deepen it, not wanting to lose control again. Tara gazed into Willows eyes as she breathed heavily, doing her best to regain some composure. Shed been caught off guard by Willows kiss and had now forgotten what shed been about to say. Her lips could still feel the impression of Willows and her whole body was buzzing with energy. Willow was also breathing heavily, taking a moment to steady herself, before speaking. So, you want me? she asked huskily, her lips curled in a teasing grin. Tara chuckled softly in response, recognising the humour in Willows voice. You kn-know I do, she blushed. Im sure you could t-t-tell just how m-m-much a minute ago Willow inhaled sharply at Taras response, aroused by the overt sexuality of her words. This was a side of Tara she hadnt seen before and it intrigued her. For such a shy girlshe sure knew how to talk sexy. I-I-I Willow stammered, suddenly at a loss for words. I, um Tara instantly regretted her words, feeling as if shed gone too far. Willow obviously wasnt ready for that much sex-talk. Im sorry, she apologised, giving Willows hands a gentle squeeze. I Willow shook her head at Taras apology. Oh, no, she interrupted. Dont be sorry. I just, you, um, II wasnt expecting you to say that. But I, um, II, um, me too, I mean, I was wet too. I, uh, I still am w Willow blushed as she realised shed gone one step further than Tara in her admittance. She was now more than a little embarrassed. Saying you were wet was more intimate than admitting you were aroused, even if it did essentially mean the same thing. Tara blushed as well, but felt for Willows embarrassment. Hey, she soothed, pulling her student closer towards her. Leaning in, she pressed her lips against Willows right ear. Youre not the only one whos still w-w-wet, she whispered, her blush deepening with every word. Willows eyes widened in shock as she heard Taras revelation. She immediately felt a jolt of arousal rush all the way down to between her legs. Hearing Tara say she was wet, as well as the sensation of the girls breath against her earlobe, caused her knees to wobble and her legs to tremble. As Tara pulled away from Willow, she gave her a shy smile. She was embarrassed by her disclosure, but was pleased to note an answering blush had appeared on Willows cheek. Even though it was best for the two of them to remain platonic for the momentTara knew that it would be hurtful to Willow if she kept her desire a secret. Willow needed to know the truth, especially since she too seemed to have similar stirrings. There was obviously a mutual attraction here, and she would have to tread very carefully. Willow smiled back, her blush deepening as she took a few steadying breaths. I Tara lifted a finger and placed it against Willows lips, silencing her. I know, she smiled warmly, not wanting to travel down that road. The two of them could so easily be dragged into a very revealing conversation that would inevitably end in another heated embrace. That wasnt what she wanted. M-m-maybe we, should, umg-g-go for a walk, she suggested instead. We could, um, get s-s-some d-d-dinner andand f-f-fresh air. Its kinda hot in here Willow chuckled as Tara removed her finger. Yeah, she agreed huskily. Very hot. Willow gave Tara a sly grin, letting her know exactly what she was thinking. Um, yeah, Tara turned around, flushed and embarrassed. Hot So, Willow continued as she followed Tara towards the door. Where do you wanna go? Tara opened the door before turning to face Willow. Um I, uh, how bout the, uh, the Rocket Caf. We can get dinner with my, um d-d-dining card. Okay, Willow smiled in agreement, closing the door behind her as they headed out. *** _____________________________________________________ "I may be love's bitch, but at least I'm man enough to admit it." - Spike Willow and Tara Closeness Spikeme4now_Willow_Tara egroup
spikeme4now	Re: FIC: A Fluke Between Two Wiccans 6a W/T NC-17	#82	[-]
Posts: 115 (11/05/03 09:59:36) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts	Where were you this afternoon? Willow ventured as they approached the Caf, asking the question that had been bothering her earlier. Oh, Tara smiled, Im sorry I was, um, a little late, she apologised. I was j-j-job hunting. Job hunting? Willow raised an eyebrow in response. Yeah, Tara continued with a smile. My, um, my scholarship p-p-pays for my dorm room and basic school expenses like-like text books a-and dining cards a-and stuff, but, it d-d-doesnt cover anything else Oh, Willow smiled, you mean like spell books and candles and Lesbian erotica, Tara finished off with a chuckle, unable to resist. She knew something had to be said to relieve their earlier tension. Willow smiled in response, chuckling under her breath as she blushed. So, she changed the topic, um, did you get a job? Tara shook her head and sighed. Nothe Magick shop isnt hiring at the moment. Oh, Willow replied sympathetically, before she realised exactly what Tara had said. You went for a job at the Magic shop? she burst out excitedly. Thats so cool. A witch in a magick shop. I bet youd get all kinds of discounts too. You could have half priced candles and eyes of newt and Yeah, Tara giggled. It wouldve been great. I guess Ill just have to look somewhere else Right, Willow nodded. Although, working in a magic shop Wouldve been ideal, Tara finished up as they entered the Caf. Therell be other jobs, Willow consoled, reaching out and grabbing a tray for them to share. Thanks Will, Tara smiled at her friend fondly. Its not a big problem though, she explained. I still have my scholarship moneyand I can afford all the basics. Good, Willow smiled, wouldnt want you to starve or something Tara smiled back, before taking the tray from Willow and stepping into the end of the queue. Ill get us some seats, Willow suggested, moving towards the dining area. Okay Will, Tara agreed. * Willow smiled at Tara as she placed the tray on the table. Its Mexican night, Tara said by way of greeting. Oh, cool, Willow noted, Nachos and fajitas, yum. Yeah, Tara agreed as she took a seat opposite her student. I got us a couple of burritos, too. With that, the girls began to dig into the food in front of them. Oh, hey, Willow ventured after a while. Howd it go with the chocolates? Did you sell many? Mmm hmm, Tara nodded, sold both boxes in a couple of minutes. Wow, thats fast. Tara chuckled in response. Not reallytheres a party at Porter dorm tonight and I figured the frat boys would appreciate some chocolate-y goodness Bet you were right, Willow surmised, reaching for more nachos. Yeah, Tara smiled. They said it would go down well during munchie time. Willow chuckled. But thanks though, for, um, selling them. It was so mean of Snyder to talk to you like that. You dont even go to high schooland I bet he doesnt even know Hes just a sad, mean, little man, Tara noted. Right, Willow grinned. The girls giggled before going back to their food. They ate in silence for a while, lost in their own thoughts. Um, Will Tara ventured a minute later. Shed been thinking about their situation and what had happened between them, and had come up with a great idea. Yeah, Willow smiled. Whats up? she prompted. Youre, umResearch Gal, right? Tara began. Willow chuckled as she nodded. Yeah, Research Gal. And somehow I dont think youre talking demons here No, Tara smirked in agreement. No d-demons. But I, um, I guess what Im s-s-saying is that its in your n-nature to wanna know everything about being a, uma lesbian Willow blushed but nodded. YeahIm curious. Especially after reading that, umthat scene she trailed off, giggling nervously. I mean, it umit made me realise theres so much I-I dont know. Like the toy thing That really caught you by surprise, didnt it? Tara noted. Yeah, Willow agreed, blushing furiously. It was just You f-found it sexy? Tara asked softly, forcing herself to be as open and upfront as possible. She wanted Willow to feel comfortable talking to her about this. Just unexpected, Willow clarified with a shy smile. I was surprised andand it made me wonder what else I dont know. You know? Yeah, Tara smiled. I know. I f-f-felt like that too. But now you know things? Willow asked. How? I mean, I- I-I dont mean experience, I meanhave you read stuffyou knowsorry Dont apologise, Tara said softly, giving Willow a warm smile. Its okay for you to ask me stuff. I want you to feel like you can talk to me about anything. Willow smiled at this and reached out, gently squeezing Taras hand before letting it go. Thank you, she said softly. Tara smiled back shyly. Youre w-w-welcome, Will. But, umI guess Im not that big a Knowledge Woman when it comes to being a-a lesbian. I mean, Ive only ever had one real girlfriend and Youve had a girlfriend? Willow interrupted, surprised by the revelation. You never told me youd had a girlfriend I hadnt? Tara frowned in surprise. Nope, Willow shook her head. You said youd gone to like second base before, but you never said you had a girlfriend. Although, now that I think about it, I should have figured youd only do that with a girlfriend. Willow chuckled sheepishly. Youre not the type to just Right, Tara smiled as she blushed. But our r-r- relationship didnt last long Were you in love with her? Willow asked gently. Did she break your heart? Oh wait, you said youd never been in love Taras smile widened at the concern in Willows voice. Yeah, she said softly. It wasnt that serious. We met one night at a youth club. It was an hours bus ride from home, but I used to go there every nightit was part of my r-r-rebellious stage. When my mom died, you remember I told you I? Yeah, Willow interjected, I remember. You put a curse on your family and everything. Kinda ingenious Not really, Tara disagreed. It wasnt a good thing for me to dobut I guess I felt it was my only choice at the time. Willow smiled in response. But, you know, I think it wouldve been cool to see you all rebellious. What did you do? Hey! You didnt start smoking and doing drugs did you? Willow frowned. Cos, you know, smoking kills andand drugs are even worse and I didnt do that, Tara interrupted with a smirk. I just wanted to get away from things, thats all. So you went to a youth club, Willow surmised. What was it like? A bit like the Bronze, Tara explained. Id go there and just sit and read in a corner. Sometimes Id look up and watch people. I liked to wonder what their lives were likewho they were, why they were here, you know? Willow smiled at Taras revelation, pleased to be getting a tour of her psyche. I do that sometimes, too, she admitted. And is that how you met your girlfriender, ex- girlfriend, Willow chuckled at her slip up. Thats right, Tara nodded. Shed noticed me sitting there by myself everyday, and one night she came and sat next to me. We started talking, and I found out she was a freshman at UCLA and that she was taking some time off cause both her parents had just died in a car accident. I told her about my mom and we kinda bonded. Its nice you had someone to talk to, Willow smiled. Yeah it was, Tara agreed. She helped me to finally move past my grief. I think I helped her, too, in a way What happened between you? Willow asked curiously. Tara thought for a second, taking a moment to decide how best to answer Willows question. We started out by meeting each other every night, Tara began. We were just friends at first and wed sit and talk over sodas and coffees, but after a while Things got serious? Willow ventured. Not serious, more likeI dont knowits like we moved into a new level of our friendship, Tara struggled to describe her situation accurately. I mean, we started looking into each others eyes a lot, touching hands frequentlylingering longer than we should. And then one night, she asked me to dance... Tara closed her eyes as she remembered. Thats when things really changed, she continued softly, opening her eyes again. Oh? Willow prompted, even more curious than before. The dance was nice, Tara smiled. It was slow, and I rested my head on her shoulder, and we held each other closecloser than we ever had before. I could feel every part of her against me as we moved and it wasit was, um Willow smiled as Tara blushed, thinking how adorable she looked. She was very pleased the girl felt comfortable enough to share this story with her. And while a part of her didnt like the idea of Tara being so intimate with someone else. She knew it was in the girls past, so that made it okay. Hot? Willow supplied. Taras blush deepened as she nodded. Yeahhot. And afterwards, when we pulled away I felt warm all through andand a little, um Wet? Willow finished off with a smirk. Tara smiled in response, her cheeks turning an even warmer shade of red. Yeah. So thats when things changed? Willow continued. Did you become girlfriends that night? Not exactly, Tara began. That night, when shed walked me to the bus station, we were both feeling a little embarrassed. We couldnt quite look at one another, but when our eyes eventually met, she leaned in and we kissed for the first time. Awww, Willow smiled. Tara chuckled in response. It didnt last long. But every night after that, wed kiss goodbye. We never discussed our feelings or if we had a relationship, but the kisses got longer and longer each night. This began to bother me after a while, cos I started to have feelings for her. It wasnt love, well, not exactlyI didnt really know what it wasbut I cared for her and I couldnt keep going on like we had So what did you do? Did you call her on what was happening? I did, Tara smiled. One night when she moved to kiss me I pulled away. I told her I couldnt do this any more. I asked her what we wereif she thought we were girlfriends, and told her I couldnt keep kissing her and have it mean nothing. What did she say to that? Willow inquired. She said it was about time I said something, Tara chuckled. Shed wanted to bring it up herself, but didnt wanna pushwanted me to set the pace cos I was so new at this Tara paused at the thought, recalling the girls kind words to her. Willow waited patiently for her to continue, allowing Tara to travel down memory lane at her own speed. She was pleased the girl had good memories in her past. She liked knowing that Tara had happy times in her life. We became official girlfriends that night, Tara continued after a moment, her smile widening, and she asked me if I wanted to spend the night with her. I thought she meant, you knowbut she told me she just wanted to talkin private So you went home with her? Willow prompted. Not that night, Tara shook her head. I was too scared. This was all kinda new to me. And I wasnt ready for anything more than kissingeven if she did say she just wanted to talk. I told her I wanted to talk, too, but I also wanted to take things slowly and I wasnt sure going home with her would be a good idea. Howd she react? Willow asked. She was okay with it, Tara continued with her story. She said she understood and that she wouldnt push. So thats how we started out and the next night when we met she kissed me hello and we talked and danced and kissed...its like there was a different vibe between us now and because we were girlfriendsit felt okay. I mean, we didnt even care if anyone saw usyou know? And things got better from there. A few nights later I took her up on her offer and went to her place. Thats when we started really making out Oh, Willows blush mirrored Taras. Is that when you put your hand under her shirt? Taras blush deepened. Not that nightbut a few nights later What about you? Willow continued. Did she touch you? Tara nodded shyly, not quite meeting Willows gaze. Our hands were, um, lotsa places. But you two neverI mean, you said you never? Right, Tara was quick to respond. We never made l-l- love. We only got to like second basealthough, this one time, now that I think about it, we did kinda get to, um, thirdjust for a second Really? Willows curiosity was peaked. What happened? Oh, sorry, you dont have to answer Its okay, Tara smiled shyly. We, umwe were kissing and-and I was wearing a skirt andwell, umher hand kept getting higher and higher on my leg andshe touched mebetween the legs Willows face reddened as she imagined the scenario. Did you pull away? Not i-i-immediately, Tara gave Willow a sheepish smile. It um, f-f-felt nice, you know? And II wanted her to touch me. But when her hand slid under my, ummy p-p- pantiesthats when I pulled away. Oh, Willow smiled, her cheeks burning and the wetness between her legs doubling. She couldnt help but imagine what it would be like to touch Tara so intimately. Especially since shed had a sneak preview this afternoon. Tara smiled back. I w-w-wasnt ready. So, what happened between you? Willow asked, forcing her naughty thoughts away. Whyd you two break up? We werent in love, Tara said wistfully. We were together for a few months and even though we were attracted to each other, we both realised we were kinda using the other. It was a hard time for both of us cos of our grief. It was good to be close to someonebut thats all it was. I couldnt keep being with her when I didnt love herand she realised it too. So we broke it off, but still remained friends. At least for a while. I started going to the youth club less frequently and so did sheand eventually we lost contact. Aww, thats kinda sad, Willow noted. You lost all contact? Tara smiled softly in response. It was for the best, she contemplated. People grow apartthey come and goits all part of life. And no one got really hurt, so Its better than most breakups, Willow finished off. Yeah, Tara agreed. Im glad I met her, and we came into each others lives when we needed one another the most. I guess fate or the gods or whatever, figured our part was donewed helped each other and now it was time to move on Thats a very interesting way of looking at things, Willow noted. So, you believe fate controls our destiny and that nothing happens without a reason? To an extent, Tara replied. I think that fate plays a big part in our lives, but were the ones who ultimately choose which path to take. We have decisions to make in life and fate merely guides us to those crossroads. Its up to us to take it from there So not everything we do is ingrained in stoneforetold? Tara nodded. Right. We choose to make our lives what they are. Willows smile widened at Taras words. She was enjoying the philosophical turn of their discussion. Tara was definitely intelligentand to her, smart equalled sexy. What? Tara inquired, noticing Willows grin. Smart is sexy, Willow replied automatically, speaking her mind. W-w-what? Tara blushed. Willow blushed as well, realising what shed let slip. It was too late to back up though, so she might as well reveal all. Smart girls are sexy, Willow lifted her eyes to Taras meaningfully. Taras blush deepened at the compliment. I, uhI-I-I-I Im sorry, Willow relented. I didnt mean to make you uncomfortable Its okay, Tara responded graciously. Im just not used to-to c-c-compliments Well, you better get used to them, Willow quipped mock sternly, cos when youre around I cant help myself Willow chuckled then, doing her best to make light of the situation. Tara smiled back and giggled. Thanks Will, she said once her giggling had died down. Which reminds meI had an idea before What idea? Willow asked curiously. Like I noted, Tara began, youre Research Gal, right? Off Willows nod, Tara continued. So, that means youll wanna research being a lesbian, right? What are you getting at? Willow asked with a smile, her curiosity getting the better of her. I was just thinking, that um, after weve eaten, you might wanna go to the mall with me. Its open for another hour or so. We could go to the book shop Oh, Willow interrupted, suddenly understanding. That would be cool. You could help me look for books on being a lesbian Yeah, Tara smiled. And maybe I can even get a new romance novelIm sure youre gonna want to borrow all the ones Ive got now. Im gonna need something to read on lonely nights she chuckled. Willow giggled as she reached out for some more nachos. Times a wasting then, she stuffed the food into her mouth. Tara found her enthusiasm adorable. Right, she smiled warmly, grabbing the last fajita. No time to waste * _____________________________________________________ "I may be love's bitch, but at least I'm man enough to admit it." - Spike Willow and Tara Closeness Spikeme4now_Willow_Tara egroup
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Posts: 115 (11/05/03 10:06:04) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts	Tara motioned to Willow when they reached the book store she had in mind. So this is it, Willow stated, taking a moment to glance around the small shop as they crossed the threshold. Its not big, Tara acknowledged, moving towards the romance section, but its got what Im looking for, she chuckled. Yeah, Willow smirked, a blush creeping to her cheek as she recalled the afternoons events. Tara turned to face Willow and gave her a shy smile, before moving her attention back to the various romance novels on display. Oh, Tara tapped Willows arm a moment later. CN Winters has a new book, she reached out and grabbed the book from the shelf in front of her. Whos that? Willow asked curiously. Ive read a lot of lesbian romance novels, Tara explained, and her first is one of the better ones out thereone of the few that sticks in my mind. Ive got her book at homeIrrefutable Evidence if you wanna read it. Whats it about? In response, Tara pointed to the book. Its that one there. Willow picked up the book and turned it around, silently reading the blurb. Real estate broker, Sara Langforth, gets lost on the city streets of Detroit and inadvertently becomes the key witness to a murder. Enter Lt. Denise VanCook. She is sworn to uphold her duty as an officer and keep Sara safe from a city gangster whose other witness have a habit of disappearing. While Denise covers three different countries to keep Sara alive, back at home her dedicated partner Sgt. Angie Michaels tries to uncover the reason why Denise and Sara continually get discovered. Soon Denise must juggle bounty hunters, police protocol, dirty cops and a growing attraction to her witness Sara . . . before it destroys them all. Wow, she said as she finished reading. Sounds coolnot just juicy bits Yeah, Tara chuckled, but wait till you read the juicy bits Hot? Willow smiled. Oh, yeah, Tara grinned. Whats her new one about? Tara handed Willow the book she was holding so that she could look over it. As the flower power era comes to an end, radical and soon-to-be-graduate, Erin OFallon, confronts Officer Carol Johnson, which leads to Erins arrest at a college peace rally turned explosive. Soon after, both women are forced to make life-altering choices in their quest to find true happiness and themselves. One Belief Away is a novel of how two such women, from opposite ends of the spectrum, came together to find a common ground and a deep love. Its a story about looking past ones exterior to finding the person within others and even ourselves. Aww, Willow said as she finished reading. That sounds cool. Yeah, Tara agreed. The girls continued to browse for another half an hour. Willow wanted to buy every lesbian related book in the shop, but unfortunately her allowance had a limit. I guess Im maxed out now, Willow sighed, looking down at the small stack of books she was holding. Tara moved towards her friend with a smirk. Maybe I should try for a job here she joked. Looks like you need someone on the inside Willow smiled in response. Yeah, could help. Theres so many books here What did you settle on? Tara looked down at the pile of books in Willows hands. Um, well Willow blushed as she noticed the topmost book on her pile. Purely for research purposes Tara smirked as she picked up the book. Tough girls. Down and dirty dyke erotica, she read out loud, her lips curling into a smile. By Lori Selke and Laura Antoniou. Uh, yeah, I Willow stammered, unable to meet Taras eye. Mmmm, sexy, Tara said softly. Id love to read it when youre done Willow couldnt help but smile at Taras attempt to make her feel more comfortable. She looked up gingerly at her friend and forced down a fit of nervous giggles. Sure, she grinned. Tara smiled back and picked up the next book on Willows pile. Early embraces. True life stories of women describing their first lesbian experience. Edited by Lindsey Elder. Yeah, Willow grinned. I figured itd be good research, you know Yeah, Tara smiled, and Im sure you didnt get it for the raunchy descriptions Of course not, Willow quipped with mock horror, before the two of them burst into giggles. Well, this ones a little more respectable, Willow ventured, holding up the next book. How to be a happy lesbian, Tara read as she accepted the book. A coming out guide by Tracey Stevens and Katherine Wunder. Youre right, she agreed. Next one? Willow paused as she looked down at the last book in her hands. This ones, umnot so, uminnocent Awakening the Virgin, by Nicole Foster, Tara read with a grin. Well, theres some more, um, technical books, Willow justified herself, but, umwell, I cant afford all of em and Iwell, these seemed good for now. I can always, um Its okay, Will, Tara handed the books back to her friend. I did the same thing when I first started my collection. Yeah? Willow quirked an eyebrow. Yeah, Tara confirmed. When we get back to my room, you can check it out. Lotsa good reading Cool, Willow replied. You gonna get anything? she asked Tara as they made their way towards the counter. Oh, yeah, Tara grinned in recollection, making a detour back to the romance section. She quickly grabbed a copy of C.N. Winters One Belief Away, before joining Willow at the counter. * As the girls made their way across campus to Taras room, they had to make their way passed Porter dorm. The party was in full swing by now, and the sounds of laughter, chatter and music could be heard from a mile away. Looks like theyre having a good night, Willow observed. Yeah, Tara agreed, noticing the slightly wistful tone of Willows voice. You wanna check it out? Oh no, Willow was quick to reply. Its just What? Tara prompted with a smile. I guess I cant wait to start college, Willow stopped outside the entrance of Porter dorm. Not for the parties, she nodded in the direction of the party, butwell Tara gave her an encouraging smile, and grasped Willows free hand, the one that wasnt holding onto the bag of books. Willow smiled at Tara, and squeezed her hand affectionately, warmed by her touch. Its just that she continued with a sigh, I never get invited to parties andand, well, it might surprise you to know this, but Im not really that popular at school, she explained in a mock conspiratorial voice. But at college, geeks are in and Tara smiled as she began to understand where Willow was coming from. And things would be different, she finished off, looking deep into Willows eyes and giving her hand a gentle squeeze. Youd be with people who respected your intelligence. You wouldnt be the only smart one andand you could party with anyone you want cos you wouldnt be out of place. Yeah, Willow grinned, surprised at how accurately Tara had pegged her thoughts. In High School, knowledge is pretty much frowned upon. You really have to work hard to learn anything. But here, the energy, the collective intelligence, its like this force, this penetrating force, and you can just feel your mind opening up, you know, and letting this place thrust into and spurt knowledge into Tara held back a giggle as Willows words began to sink in. Noticing her friends bemusement, Willow trailed off, catching herself before she said anything even more embarrassing. That sentence ended up in a different place than it started out in she grizzled good naturedly Uh huh, Tara grinned Although, I kinda feel the same way You do? Willow quirked an eyebrow. Tara chuckled in response. I mean, II couldnt wait to get to college either, she explained, and not just so I could get away from my family. In my mind, I looked at college as a way of starting from scratch. Id be here andand no one would know me or judge me. No one would care if I were gay or straight, Wiccan or Christian, smart or dumb, popular or unpopular. I could be whoever I wanted to be. Learn whatever I wanted to learnmake my life my own. Willow looked at her friend with complete admiration. Taras way of looking at things was entirely profound, and made perfect sense. Whats more, it struck a deep chord within her. Wow, she exclaimed. II never wouldve put it that way, butbut its exactly how I wouldve put it if Id thought about how Id put it andand youre totally right Tara chuckled at Willows way with words. I am? she smirked. Uh huh, Willow giggled, realising how shed sounded. So, Tara began after a moment. You wanna go inside, take a look? Oh, no, Willow shook her head vehemently. IweI could never Tara applied a gentle pressure to Willows hand. We can go in if you want, she said softly. The group of guys I sold the chocolates to told me I was more than welcome to come to the party and bring along any friends. Although, at the time I never thought Id actually take em up on the offer. But if you want, we can go in for a whilejust to see what its likeI can see youre curious No, I, Willow interrupted, but faltered as Tara gave her a knowing look. Okay, she admitted, I guess Im a little curious, she smiled sheepishly, but that doesnt mean we have to go in. Its just she trailed off wistfully. I dont go to any parties, especially college parties. Ive never been to a real college party. Buffy has thoughwith Cordelia of all people. They went last year andand of course I wasnt invited, butbut Buffy went andand okay, so they were almost eaten by this underground demon, but it still wouldve been nice to have gotten an invite Tara furrowed her brow, doing her best to follow Willows babbling. Oh, Willow trailed off sheepishly, noting Taras reaction. Tara merely smiled, realising now was not really the time or the place for explanations. Does that mean you wanna go inside? I Willow hesitated. However, before she could properly form a response, a couple of guys walked up towards them. They were both in high spirits and the scent of alcohol was more than just a little apparent. Hey, one of the guys greeted Tara, its the Candy Girl. Uh, hi, Tara shook the guys hand gingerly, recognising him as one of the boys shed sold the chocolates to earlier that day. That candy was awesome, he continued enthusiastically. Yeah, the guys friend agreed. Best candy Ive ever had. I, umIm g-g-glad you liked em Tara stammered shyly. She always had a problem talking with someone she barely knew. Hey, you girls gonna come inside? the guy turned his gaze to Willow and then back towards Tara. Not waiting for a response, he headed towards the door, opening it for the two girls. Lotsa fun to be had inside, he grinned, right Nick? Right, the guy agreed, holding up a couple of large brown paper bags as he joined his friend. We just got back from a booze-run. Weve got more than enough wine here if you girls arent into beer I, um Willow faltered, not wanting to offend the guys. Maybe they could go inside for just a little while? She looked at Tara, wanting to gauge her opinion on the matter. Tara smiled and shrugged, letting Willow know that she didnt mind either way. Willow thought it through for another moment, before finally chickening out. Much as she wanted to check out a college party, she still felt kinda out of her league. Maybe next time, she gave the guy a smile. Yeah, Tara confirmed, but thanks for the, um, invitation Youre missing out on a great night, the guy holding the door open smiled, gesturing once again for them to come inside. Yeah, his friend agreed. Willow smiled. Thanks, butwe should really head off The guy smiled ruefully, genuinely regretful that the two girls werent gonna join them. However, a second later, his face lit up as his half-drunk mind got an idea. He reached into one of the bags and pulled out a bottle of wine. Here, he offered it to Tara. You can party at home Oh, Tara shook her head, I-I-I cant a-accept Sure you can, the guy insisted. If you wont come inside, then at least take some of the party home with you. I Tara began, but quickly realised that the guy wasnt gonna take no for an answer. Which is why she gracefully accepted the bottle, knowing it was better to humour a half-drunk frat boy, than to argue with him. Thank you. The guy gave her a huge grin, obviously pleased shed accepted his gift. Enjoy your evening, ladies, he said, before he disappeared through the doors and in to the party, quickly followed by his friend. Looks like we scored some wine, Tara chuckled, handing the bottle to Willow, who deftly placed it in her book bag. They seemed nice enough, Willow noted. Yeah, Tara agreed. Most students Ive met here have been nice You sound surprised, Willow observed. A little, Tara admitted. I guess Im just not used to it. I never really had many friends in high school, she explained, looking up as the door opened again. Willow looked up as well, and was surprised to see her ex- boyfriend heading towards them. Oz, she greeted him with a smile, unconsciously giving him the once over. He looks real good tonight, she noted to herself, her heart skipping a beat, and hes got his good hair Hi, he acknowledged, his eyes locking onto Willows. What are you doing here? Willow questioned, forcing down her confusing thoughts. Gig, he explained. Dingoes are playing. I just stepped out to grab some more guitar strings. He motioned towards the direction of his van. You two going inside? Oh, no, Willow shook her head, wondering how she hadnt noticed Ozs van parked there earlier. I guess I had other things on my mind We, umwere just going back to Taras she trailed off, feeling more than a little uncomfortable. Tara looked down at the floor and shuffled her feet, stealthily letting go of Willows hand. The tension in the air was so thick, it would take a sword to cut through it. I see, Oz said with his usual stoicism. I hope you have a good night, he smiled graciously. Thanks, Willow replied, not knowing what else to say. Tara merely smiled, before moving her gaze back down to the floor. The three of them stood there in silence for another moment, until Oz finally cleared his throat. Ill see you later, he ventured. Bye Oz, Willow said softly, as the young man headed towards his van. Tara watched in silence, feeling even more uncomfortable than she had a moment ago. It was obvious that Willow missed Oz, and shed bet her prize tarot deck that the girl was still in two minds as to whether she was doing the right thing; whether she really was gay. Itd be so much easier for Willow if she were with Oz. She wouldnt have to deal with the stigma of being gay, of coming out Tara? Willows gentle enquiry brought her out of her thoughts. Tara looked up at her friend and gave her a warm smile. You wanna head off? Sure, Willow nodded, deciding not to prod further into Taras mind frame. Besides, it wasnt too hard to guess why the girl appeared so uncomfortable. With that, the two girls walked the rest of the way to Taras room in silence. Ozs appearance being the catalyst for introspective thoughts regarding their relationship. * _____________________________________________________ "I may be love's bitch, but at least I'm man enough to admit it." - Spike Willow and Tara Closeness Spikeme4now_Willow_Tara egroup
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Posts: 115 (11/05/03 10:10:09) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts	Will, Tara ventured once theyd reached her dorm room and had taken a seat on her bed. Yeah, Willow prompted with a smile. If you, umwanted to go back to the partyhang out with OzId understand II dont, Willow sighed. Iits just You miss him, Tara interjected softly, keeping her tone very quiet. Willow sighed again, not knowing quite how to respond. She did miss Oz, missed their relationship. However, what she and Tara were on the brink of enticed her more and more each day. Shed recently realised she was gayonly, sometimes, like tonight, seeing Oz with his good hair, looking so adorable, well, it gave her a lot to think about. She still cared for him a great deal, and the fact that she could care for a guy in that manner, while also being attracted to a girl confused her terribly. Tara couldnt help but sense this. She wasnt stupid, and Willows reaction to seeing Oz had not gone unnoticed. Shed seen the way Willows gaze had locked onto Oz, seen the way shed unconsciously run her eyes down his entire length, taking in his appearance. It was obvious that she still felt a little attracted to him. Can I ask you something? Tara inquired gently. Off Willows nod she continued tentatively. Youre still a little, umattracted to him, arent you? Willow blushed and shook her head vehemently in protest. Im not She couldnt lie to Tara however, so stopped herself mid-sentence. I dunno, she sighed instead, unable to meet Taras eye. Its all so confusing Being the dutiful friend that she was, Tara reached out and placed a gentle hand on top of Willows. You know, its okay to be attracted to both men and women. Theres nothing wrong with being b-b-bi-sexual. Is that what I am? Willow sighed, turning her hand over and giving Taras a gentle squeeze. I dont know Will, Tara squeezed back. Only you can tell. Butbut why do you have to be anything at all? Cant you just be Willow? she quipped. Willow chuckled at Taras attempt at humour, her mood lightening despite herself. You dont have to pigeonhole yourself into a sexuality, Tara continued more seriously. You I know, Willow interjected. Its justIm a pigeon- holy type of gal. I like order andand I just wanna know who I am, where I fit in, who I should like, who I shouldnt like I know, Tara smiled warmly. But sometimes its better to just let things be. You dont have to belong to any group but Willow-group. In fact, the way I look at it, youre actually just really open to love itself. Willow smiled at this, liking the notion. Youre not limiting yourself, Tara continued, pleased to see Willow taking to her idea. Youre open to a relationship, regardless of gender. It just means youve got more of a chance at finding happiness than someone whos written off half the worlds eligible population. So Im not gay or straight then, Willow stated. Im bi You dont sound too sure, Tara noted. I guess Im not, Willow replied sheepishly. I dont know what I am Tara. Ive never actually had an interest in guysor girls for that matter. Ive had a crush on Xander for years and because of that I never really noticed anyone else. Until Oz came along. But then I met you andand I started to have thoughts and feelings andand you know the rest. I just wish I knew for certain who I was Willow sighed and looked at her friend appealingly. Tara pondered her response for a moment, before deciding that there really wasnt anything she could say that would help Willow. Instead, she let go of Willows hand and got up off the bed, an idea forming in her head. Well, you dont have to decide tonight Willow watched in silence as Tara walked towards her desk, wondering what the girl had in mind. When she grabbed the bottle of wine and uncorked it with a muttered spell, Willows perplexity increased. Those guys had a good idea, Tara placed the bottle on the nearby table, as she searched for a couple of glasses. You wanna party? Willow quirked an eyebrow. Not exactly, Tara finally located two small tumblers. I can see Oz had an effect on you tonight, a-and youre all confused now? Willow sighed at that, but nodded in agreement. We can try to analyse your feelings, if you want, Tara began to pour the wine, but we could also clear our minds for a while, drink a little wine, and not worry about what the world expects you to be. Tonight, we can just be Willow and Tara. Not gay, not straight, not bijust us. What do you say? Tara returned to the bed with both glasses and extended one towards Willow. Willow looked at Tara, meeting her gaze, before looking down at the wine she was offering. She could definitely see the merit to Taras plan. A glass of wine might actually be the best way to end such a tumultuous day. Heres to being yourself, Willow took the glass and clinked it against Taras. To being yourself, Tara grinned, pleased that Willow had decided to follow her lead. The girls clinked their glasses again, before each taking a long sip of their wine. A second later they were both coughing. I guess Im not used to alcohol, Willow said sheepishly. Me either, Tara smiled, taking a smaller sip this time. I dont think were meant to down it in one gulp. No, Willow giggled, before she too took another sip. Its not too bad once you get used to it, she said a few sips later. Mmm, Tara concurred, getting up to pour them both some more. It gets into your head pretty quick though, she noted, already feeling a little light-headed. Yeah, Willow agreed. But it is nicenot that I really know much about wine, she chuckled. Tara chuckled as well, feeling somewhat giddy. The wine was quickly beginning to work its way into their system, and both girls could feel themselves relaxing more and more with every sip. Tara, Willow ventured as she took yet another sip of wine, can I ask you something? she repeated the girls earlier question. Tara smiled and nodded her head. Of course. How often do you think about it? About what? Tara asked, a hint of bemusement in her tone. You know Willow replied with a cheeky grin, taking another sip of wine. Tara was a little surprised by Willows question. However, seeing as the wine was having its desired effect on her, she merely curled her lips in a Mona Lisa type smile, before answering. Wouldnt you like to know Willow giggled and took another sip of her wine. Does that mean all the time? she quipped. What do you think? Tara smirked. How often do you think about it? she countered good-naturedly. Willow giggled as her eyes met Taras. I used to wonder about it a lotwhat itd be like with Oz, she confided. Tara nodded, prompting Willow to continue. Id imagine what wed do. I had these whole first time scenarios in my head You fantasised about it a lot? Tara asked softly, curious despite herself. Yeah, Willow admitted, the wine helping her to feel increasingly comfortable with the turn of their conversation. But, umlatelyhes not the only one Ive been fantasising about Tara blushed at the way Willow looked at her. Really? she asked her softly. Ive been curious, Willow confessed shyly. Youve been on my mind so much Taras blush deepened. I-I-I have? Mmm hmm, Willow smiled. Andand I, umwhen I was reading that book earlierI couldnt help but, you know, think what itd be like. I could see us doing thatsee usyou know Taras heart was pounding in her chest. She knew the book in question quite well, and the notion of Willow imagining the two of them making love in the manner described within it, caused an immediate flood of warmth to fill her lower belly. Youve been on my mind a lot too, Tara ventured, taking another mouthful of wine in the hopes of cooling herself down a little. However, it merely served to make her even more heated. Do you think about us, Willow blushed, together, like thata lot? Sometimes, Tara whispered shyly, suddenly unable to meet Willows gaze. I think about you a lot Will, she confessed gently. You mean so much to me, and II cant help but think about Willow boldly reached for Taras thigh. Tell me she appealed softly, gently squeezing the girls thigh before removing her hand. Tara exhaled sharply, her gaze moving up to meet Willows. She could see the intensity in the girls eyes, and for some reason (probably having a lot to do with the amount of wine shed consumed), Tara felt strangely bold. It was like she simply had to let Willow know I have this fantasy, she began, downing the rest of her wine in one gulp. Willow smiled and reached for the end table to pour them both some more. About me? Mmm hmm, Tara blushed as Willow refilled her glass. I seem to remember you playing a large role in it Willow blushed and giggled simultaneously, placing the now empty bottle of wine back on Taras end table. It varies sometimes, Tara continued, gaining more confidence with every passing second. But its about our first time Where does it happen? Willow prompted, feeling a sudden excitement building inside her. Usually here, Tara smiled. But sometimes its in your room Willow smiled and took another sip of her wine as she waited for Tara to continue. Tara also took another mouthful of wine. However, feeling the need for a little more liquid courage, she fluidly downed the last of it and handed the glass to Willow to place on the end table. Shed never in a million years have thought shed be revealing her fantasy to Willow. However, it was too late to back down now. Besides, a part of her was more than a little excited with the prospect of letting Willow know Were dancingslowly. I, uhI love to slow dance, Tara confessed with a shy smile. Im holding you close and I can feel every part of you against me Willow closed her eyes, allowing herself to imagine the scenario. After a while, Tara continued, I begin to softly sing the lyrics of the song, almost whispering them into your ear Mmm, Willow opened her eyes, flashing a warm smile at Tara. Tara smiled back, locking her eyes intently with Willows. In my mind, you always like that. My breath keeps brushing against your ear and you close your eyes and, ummoan softly. Willow could feel her breathing getting unsteady. I really like the sound of that, Tara admitted, smiling shyly, and I stop singing. I press my lips against your ear and slowly reach out with my tongue. I run it around the bottom of your earlobe, before taking it into my mouth and sucking gently on it Willows cheeks were burning as the image of Taras words imbedded itself inside her brain. Id like that Tara blushed in response. Yeah? Mmm hmm, Willow exhaled, taking a small sip of wine to cool herself down a little. What else would you like? Tara found herself asking, feeling suddenly curious. Willows lips curled into a smile, deciding she could have a little fun with this. Your lipseverywhere Everywhere? Tara smiled saucily, the wine making her feel bold enough to rest her eyes on Willows breasts and then her lap, before moving back up to her face. Yeah, Willow confirmed, her eyes locked with Taras, and her heart racing at the way she was looking at her. She loved this flirtatious, saucy side of her friend In my fantasy, Tara ventured boldly, my lips do go everywhere Willows mouth opened slightly as she exhaled. The sudden image of Taras lips on every inch of her body was simply too much. Downing the last of her wine, she placed the glass on the end table, and in one quick move she positioned her hands on Taras cheeks, and gently pulled the girl towards her. Before Tara even knew what was going on, she felt the distinct impression of Willows lips against hers. Instinctively, she moaned into the kiss and wrapped her arms around Willows neck and back, opening her mouth to accept the girls tongue, instinctively meeting it with her own. Willow moaned at the contact, enjoying the way Taras tongue felt against hers. She would never tire of kissing Tara, and with every kiss they shared, Willows desire for her seemed to get more and more urgent. The sexual energy between them was more intense than it had ever been between her and Oz. However, right now, all she could focus on was Taras lips and tongue. She kept her hands against Taras face as she continued to kiss her, holding her gently, moaning into the kiss every now and then. In turn, Tara just held her close, returning each tongue thrust with one of her own, losing herself in the headiness of it all. After a while, the girls began to pull away from the kiss, finding it harder and harder to remain in control of their desires. However, pulling away was extraordinarily difficult. Each time their lips would break away, the girls would find themselves seeking to reclaim contact. Oh gods, Willow breathed against Taras lips, capturing her bottom lip briefly. Mmmm, Tara moaned, tightening her hold on Willow. Spurred on by Taras reaction, Willow sensuously ran her tongue along Taras lip, all the while continuing to gently suckle on it. When she finally let go, she instantly felt Taras lips follow suit, copying her earlier actions. Tara, Willow sighed, her eyes flickering open as Tara pulled away. Your lips Mmm, Tara leaned in for another kiss, pressing her lips against Willows briefly. She pulled away so as to start pressing soft kisses against the corner of Willows lips, along her cheek, her jaw line, before moving back up to her lips. She then boldly thrust her tongue inside, working it around in a daring circle, before retreating and pulling away, enjoying the way Willow trembled in response to her actions. Oh gods, Willow exhaled, her eyes flickering open again. Your lips she repeated. Your fantasyshow me Everywhere? Tara whispered huskily, moving her lips to Willows cheek. Everywhere, Willow confirmed, closing her eyes as she felt Taras tender kiss against her cheek. Unwittingly she began to gently move her thumbs in slow circles, softly caressing Taras cheekbones. Oh Tara, she sighed, when the girl began pressing long, languid kisses all along her cheek, slowly moving down towards her jaw. Mmmm Tara moved her hand up from Willows neck and gently entangled her fingers in the girls hair, as she finally brought her lips to rest just underneath Willows earlobe. Willow, she whispered, taking a moment to inhale the subtle scent of Willows perfume and hair shampoo. You smell like strawberries and apples, Tara observed, moving her lips against Willows skin as she whispered. Mmmm, Willow closed her eyes, shivering as Tara finally pressed an open mouthed kiss just below her ear. She only felt the slightest touch of the girls tongue against her skin before she pulled away. She was just about to protest the loss, when she felt the warm wetness of Taras tongue on the same spot her lips had just vacated. Oh God, Willow moaned, moving her hands from Taras cheeks and entangling them within her hair. _____________________________________________________ "I may be love's bitch, but at least I'm man enough to admit it." - Spike Willow and Tara Closeness Spikeme4now_Willow_Tara egroup
spikeme4now	FIC: A Fluke Between Two Wiccans 6a W/T NC-17	#85	[-]
Posts: 115 (11/05/03 10:15:08) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts	With no conscious thought of her own, Willow instinctively leaned her head back, exposing the left column of her neck to Taras lips and tongue. The only thought inside her was that she wanted to give herself to Tara. She wanted Tara to brand her and kiss her and claim her. Her mind clouded with desire, Tara closed her eyes and sensuously moved her tongue in a small circle, moaning as she tasted Willows skin for the first time. Mmm, she pressed her lips where her tongue had just been, kissing Willow softly. She then began to make her way slowly down the length of Willows neck, using the same pattern. First, she placed a soft kiss against each new bit of skin, then she ran her tongue around it in a small circle, taking her time to fully savour the taste of the girl she loved. When she was finally satisfied, she placed a finishing kiss against her skin, sucking it into her mouth briefly, before moving down to repeat the process all over again. The whole time, Willow merely trembled and moaned, wondering how anything on this earth could ever feel so good. She was wetter and more aroused than shed ever been in her whole life, but she couldnt move if her life depended on it. All she could do was rest her fingers in Taras hair, lean her head back, and offer herself up to be branded. When Tara finally reached the point of her neck that met her collarbone, Willow wondered what the girl would do next. She opened her mouth to ask, but all that came out was a husky moan as Tara began to suckle on her skin, causing her to lose all feeling in her legs. MmmmohhhhTarammm Tara lost herself completely as she branded Willow, not really conscious as to what she was doing. Subconsciously, she was putting her mark on the girl, taking what was being offered to her, leaving a sign that would tell everyone who this girl belonged to. Consciously however, all that was going through her mind was how good Willows skin felt, how nice it tasted. The slightly tangy, saltiness of her skin was like nothing shed ever tasted before. It had a uniquely Willow type of flavour, and Tara just couldnt get enough of it. After a long while, Tara eventually decided to make her way back up Willows neck, languidly kissing, tasting and nibbling along the way. When she reached Willows jaw she made a slight detour, extending her tongue to taste the soft flesh just behind Willows ear. Mmmm, Willow moaned, as Taras tongue began to taste the bottom of her earlobe. As per her fantasy, Tara took her time in tasting Willows earlobe, before she finally took it into her mouth and suckled on it. OhTara Willow trembled, tightening her hold on Taras hair. You feel soohmmmmTara Spurred on by Willows obvious enjoyment, Tara moved her tongue along the girls earlobe as she continued to suckle on it. After a while, she finally released it, but only so that she could press some more kisses along Willows neck, moving down towards her collarbone, and making her way up along the right column of her neck, which up until now had remained untouched. She lavished the same attention on it as she had the other side, until she finally reached Willows right earlobe. Willow didnt know how much more of this she could take. Despite not having had any contact with her sex, Willow felt as if she was damn near close to actually experiencing an orgasm. Shed had no idea her neck was such a centre for erogenous zones, and Tara seemed to have found every last one of them. Tara, Willow quivered, as the extreme wetness of her desire began to trickle downwards, moistening her thighs. She didnt really notice this however. Her arousal was already so far gone that her mind was no longer forming conscious thoughts. All she knew was how she felt; how Tara was making her feel. When Tara finally let go of her earlobe and started to work her lips and tongue back down along her neck, she began to quiver uncontrollably. Tara, Willow gasped, her lips half open as she threw her head back and fell down onto the bed. Tara instantly followed suit, her lips attached to Willows neck, tasting her and branding her at the same time. There was no mistaking what was about to happen, which is why Tara pulled her lips away from the girls neck and pressed them to her lips instead. She kissed her softly, before shifting her weight and moving to lie on her back, bringing Willow along with her. Feeling utterly close to the edge, Willow curled herself against Taras body. She rested her head against her chest and draped an arm over her waist. She then closed her eyes as her breathing began to steady itself and the intensity of her hormones subsided. Tara held Willow close, lovingly stroking the girls hair as she calmed down. Her own breathing was also somewhat erratic. Willow, she sighed after a while, leaning down to press a soft kiss against the top of her head. Mmmm, Willow nuzzled her lips against Taras neck, causing the girl to shiver slightly. You okay? Tara ran her fingers through Willows hair, caressing her gently. Yeah, Willow replied breathlessly, still a little caught up in what had just happened. A bit tired, butokay You are? Tara prompted, her voice barely audible. Willow shifted her body upwards, so that she could press a gentle kiss against Taras cheek. She then repositioned herself and rested her head against Taras shoulder. Im, uha little overwhelmed, she admitted, not quite able to meet her gaze. Im sorry, Tara apologised, moving her hand to stroke Willows cheek. I didnt mean to Oh no, Willow tightened her grip on Taras waist. Its okay, II dont mind youIm not upset. Its just...Iits all so new to me, she struggled to explain. Im sorry Will, Tara repeated, tenderly caressing her cheek. I didnt mean to make you uncomfortable You didnt, Willow protested. She lifted her head a little so that she could look into Taras eyes. Besides, she quipped, trying to lighten the mood with a bit of humour, all you did was give me a couple of hickeys. Although, in my defence, I gotta saythey were some hickeys Tara couldnt help but chuckle, her anxiety lessening somewhat. Oh Will, she leaned down to press a soft kiss against Willows cheek. I Hey, Willow shifted herself so that she was looking down on Tara. Its okay Tara, she reassured, leaning down to kiss the girls lips, making sure to keep the contact chaste. You know, Willow ventured as she pulled away, returning to rest her head back against Taras shoulder, Im glad this happened, she said shyly. Yeah? Tara whispered, leaning down to press another kiss amongst Willows hair. It means a lot to me, Willow began tentatively. She could feel her heart pounding as she made an unconscious decision to bare her feelings. You, umyou mean a lot to me, andand Im glad this happened. It kinda brings me closer to youbinds us together in a way Taras heart skipped a beat and she couldnt help but reach out with both hands. She grasped Willows cheeks and tenderly lifted the girls face to meet her gaze, needing to see the truth in her eyes. You dont think I crossed a line? Well, if you did, I did, Willow chuckled, lowering her lips to Taras for a brief kiss. I, uh, in fact, you know, this is gonna sound silly butbut I kinda feel like I belong to you now, as if you branded me a-and claimed me andand now Im yours Tara exhaled loudly, wishing to God that Willow really was hers. Oh Will, she blinked away a sudden tear. I w- w-wish you really were mine, but I This surprised Willow and she sat herself up so that she could look down at Tara. You dont think I mean it? she exclaimed. Tara sat up as well and turned so that she was facing Willow head on. I t-t-took something you werent ready to give, she sighed. You said it yourself. You dont know who you arewho you want. How can you be mine when you dont even Maybe I didnt know at first, Willow interjected, desperate to let Tara know she was mistaken, but when you were kissing me andand I could feel your lips, your tongueon my neck. All I could think about was you. I wanted you to, umto brand me. I wanna be yours Tara. She took a deep breath before saying her final sentence. I wanna be your girlfriend Willows words sounded oh so bittersweet to Taras ears. She so desperately wanted Willow to be her girlfriend. However, because she loved the girl so much, she knew she had to be strong and not selfish. Despite Willows vehement protests to the contrary, Tara knew the girl was still confused. Having a girlfriend was not something Willow was ready to handle just yet. Taking a deep breath, she reached her hands towards Willow, gently grasping the girls face. Will, she said softly as tears began to well up and trickle down her cheeks. Willow shook her head and extricated herself from Taras grasp. She knew that look. Tara didnt think she was ready. Tara, dont she pleaded, not wanting to hear the words. Her heart couldnt take the rejection just now. Will Im gonna have a shower, Willow ignored Taras protest. She leapt off the bed and quickly located the overnight bag shed left there last week, all the while blinking away her tears. She didnt want Tara to see how upset she was. Deep down inside a part of her knew Tara was right. She just wasnt willing to face it Tara watched in silence, her own heart breaking. She hated to see Willow so distressed, especially since it was her fault. However, she knew it was for the best. Better a little pain now, than a whole lotta pain in the future. Right? When Willow finally met her gaze, Tara relented. There were tear tracks staining her cheeks, and the pain and longing evident in her soul was like a knife in her chest. She couldnt resist the unspoken plea in her eyes. Leaping up off the bed, Tara moved towards Willow with the swiftness of a cheetah pouncing on its prey. Oh Will, she whispered, tears streaming down her own cheeks. Willow wanted to protest, to move away and hide from the object of her pain. However, the moment Taras arms reached around her, she melted. With an anguished sob, she dropped the overnight bag to the floor and returned the hug, burying her face deep in the crook of Taras neck. The two girls held onto one another for dear life, sobbing quietly, and drawing comfort from each other. They cried for a long while, neither of them moving or saying anything. Tara was the first to speak Im so s-s-sorry, she mumbled against Willows neck. Me too, Willow replied, her hands tightening around Taras back. Im sorry Tara Oh Willow, Tara finally moved her head, but only so that she could press her forehead against Willows. Its all my fault. With the wineI let things go too farkissed youmade you think No you didnt, Willow protested. It was just as much my fault. The wine mightve made me a little giddy, but Im not drunk. I know where things standwhat we have But you want more, Tara sighed. So do I Willyou have no idea how much I want you. But I didnt mean to m-m- mark you like that. I But Im the one who let you, Willow interjected. I wanna be yours Tara. I really do. I justI wish Tara lifted her lips to Willows forehead, kissing her as she spoke. You wish you knew for sure if it was right. Im sorry Tara, Willow appealed, pulling away to meet Taras gaze. Youre right you know. Im so confused. I really want youand I wanna be yours, but Its okay Will, Tara smiled reassuringly. She moved her hands so that they cupped Willows face tenderly. I know youre confused, and like I said earlier. You dont have to figure out who you are tonight. I just wanted to make you forget about things for the moment, not make them more confusing for you. But you know what? What? Willow tentatively met Taras gaze. You might be confused, Tara smiled nervously, but Im not What do you mean? Willow asked shyly. Did Tara mean ? Tara took a deep breath as she built up enough courage to say what was in her heart. I know what I want she began with a hesitant half smile, and I want you Tara took another deep breath, intensifying her gaze. She wanted Willow to know the truth, even if it made her vulnerable. I, uhI wanna give myself to you. If you, uhw-w-wanna brand meIm yours Willow felt her heart race as she took in Taras words. You mean it? she whispered. In response, Tara leaned in and gently kissed Willows lips. Im yours, she whispered timidly. Blinking away her tears, Willow recaptured Taras lips, and wrapped her arms tightly around her body. After a moment, she moved her lips away and pressed an open mouthed kiss against the left column of Taras neck, extending her tongue out for a small taste. Mmmm, Willow moaned, shivering as the tangy saltiness of Taras skin invaded her senses. She slowly moved her tongue around in a small circle, savouring Taras taste completely. Tara couldnt believe this was happening. Willows tongue on her skin was causing her whole body to tremble. The second Willow had begun tasting her, she knew she was lost. Oh gods, she thought to herself. I cant believe how wet I amOh WillowOh godsI want you so much After a few moments Willow gradually began to work her way down the length of Taras neck. Just as Tara had done earlier, Willow took her time in tasting and kissing and sucking. Only when she finally reached the base of her neck did Willow gently begin to suckle and make her own mark on Tara. Mmmm, Willow, Tara moaned, moving her hands so that she could entangle her fingers within Willows hair. She now knew what heaven felt like. Willows mouth and tongue on her skin felt incredible, but being branded by Willow was even more intoxicating. Willow felt Taras hands tighten their grip in her hair. She also felt the way her breathing was getting more erratic, and the way her legs had started to wobble. With great reluctance, she began to pull her lips away from the base of Taras neck. Shed finished making her mark. Tara was hers now However, the extreme look of desire in Taras gaze as she met her eyes, caused Willow to lower her lips to the other side of Taras neck. She needed more of Taras taste. She moved her hands to Taras ass and pressed their lower bodies together as she began to taste, suckle and brand her girl. Oh gods, Tara trembled, surprised to feel Willows hands on her ass. She returned her hands to Willows hair, and threw her head further back in ecstasy. She felt like a bolt of electricity was running through her entire body and Willows lips on her neck, and her hands on her ass, were the final straw needed to break her. Willow could sense what was happening, and as Taras knees buckled, she followed her gently to the floor, kneeling down with her as she continued to suckle at her neck. She moved her hands from Taras ass and slid them upwards, deftly slipping underneath her blouse so she could press them against the silky smooth skin of her back. Ahhhhhhhhh, Tara tightened her grip at the contact, overcome with sensation. In response, Willow reluctantly pulled her lips away from the girls neck, and removed her hands from underneath her blouse. She then gently guided Taras head to her shoulder and rested her own against Taras. They both needed a moment to recover. Wow, Tara whispered breathlessly against Willows neck. Willow moved a hand to lovingly stroke Taras hair. You alright? Wow, Tara repeated, taking a few more deep breaths as her breathing slowly began to return to normal. I never knew a hickey could be so powerful. Tell me about it, Willow chuckled as she pulled away. Tara smiled and lightly kissed Willows lips. I guess Im yours now, she quipped. And dont you forget it, Willow grinned cheekily, before they both burst into nervous giggles. The two girls were in uncharted territory here, and neither of them knew quite what to make of what had happened between them tonight. But right now, the girls were too worn out and mind frazzled to think about its significance. The events of the evening were definitely catching up with them. You wanna go shower? Tara ventured after a moment. You mean together? Willow smirked. Tara chuckled and pulled away from Willow, so as to gather her bathroom gear. You think youre up for it? she quipped over her shoulder. Im game if youre game, Willow challenged. She leaned down and picked up her overnight bag, before moving towards the door to wait for Tara. Tara merely giggled as she grabbed a couple of towels. She handed one to Willow, before following her out of the room. *** _____________________________________________________ "I may be love's bitch, but at least I'm man enough to admit it." - Spike Willow and Tara Closeness Spikeme4now_Willow_Tara egroup
spikeme4now	FIC: A Fluke Between Two Wiccans 6a W/T NC-17	#86	[-]
Posts: 115 (11/05/03 10:18:28) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts	Willow was the first one out of the showerwhich shed taken alone. Despite what had just happened, the girls were in no way ready to deepen the physical side of their relationship in that manner. Besides, they hadnt really crossed any lines. Right? All theyd done was give each other a couple of hickeys. So why did Willow feel so different, as if a part of her now really did belong to Tara? It was almost as if magick of some sort had been involved Once she was back inside Taras room, Willow began to blow dry her hair, and pondered over the situation. She and Tara were definitely bonded, and even if she was still a little confused about her own sexuality that was one thing she was sure of. She would forever want Tara to be a part of her life, regardless of the role she played in it. She could not imagine her life without her With that thought, Willow set down the hair dryer and moved in front of the mirror to brush out the final tangles from her hair. It was then that she noticed the two unmistakable red marks on her neck. Tara had definitely gone all out with the branding. Tara, Willow thought to herself, lifting a finger to the left mark. Tara-lips, she traced the outline of the unruly red circle. Does this mean I belong to Tara? Am I Taras? Does Tara belong to me now, too? With that thought, she moved her hand to the other side of her neck, lightly touching the other mark. Its gonna take a whole lotta makeup to hide this It was then that Tara walked in through the door, catching Willow in the act of checking herself out. With a smile, she placed her gear down and took off the towel covering her damp hair. She draped the towel over a nearby chair back to dry, before making her way over towards Willow. She came to stand right behind her, looking over her shoulder to meet her gaze in the mirror. Those are some marks she ventured ruefully. Yeah, Willow smiled, not turning around. You have em too Mmm hmm, Tara agreed. She tentatively wrapped her arms around Willows waist and rested her chin on her left shoulder. What do you think they mean? I dunno, Willow replied truthfully, letting out a soft sigh as Tara turned to nuzzle her neck. Tara pressed a soft kiss against Willows cheek, before moving her gaze back to the mirror.. Willow smiled dreamily, enjoying the sensation of being held in Taras arms. Well, whatever it means. I do know one thing, she craned her neck to lightly press her lips against Taras. Whats that? Tara mumbled against her lips, nipping Willows bottom lip playfully. Theres no going back. Willow replied, speaking each word between nips. I might not be your girlfriend, but were more than just friends nowright? Tara deepened their kiss in response, thrusting her tongue in a circle around Willows mouth. The girl was right, they were more than friends. However, they would have to take things slowly. There was so much that they werent ready for And kissing Willow like this isnt taking anything slowly, a voice reminded her. But it feels so good, she argued with herself, letting out a soft moan as Willows tongue met hers. You know whats right thoughthis is just making you both more confused With that thought, Tara reluctantly pulled away, despite the groans of protest coming from Willow. We should take things slow, she said by way of explanation, as Willow turned around to face her. I know, Willow sighed. But your lips taste sooo good, she leaned in for a quick taste Thats what started this whole thing, Tara chuckled as she pulled away from the kiss. Besides, she moved towards the hair dryer. My hairs still wet Willow smiled good naturedly, seeing right through Taras plan. The girl was right though. Hey, she took the dryer from Tara, let me do it. Give me a chance to run my hands through your hair. Tara blushed at Willows words, but turned around in compliance. You like my hair? she asked shyly. Mmm hmm, Willow gently ran her fingers through the wet strands. I love how it feels in my fingersand the wetnessmmm Tara blushed, knowing exactly what Willow was referring to. Feeling somewhat bold and giddy, she decided to see if she could make Willow blush as well. Maybe one day Ill let you feel exactly how wet my, uhmy hair can get Tara felt Willows fingers still their movement within her hair and chuckled under her breath. Curiosity guiding her, she craned her neck, and couldnt help but smirk as she noted the wide eyed red faced expression on Willows face. Vixen, Willow smiled after a moment, before leaning down to lightly kiss Taras lips. Did anyone ever tell you youre a tease? Tara gave Willow a cheeky grin. I guess you bring it out of me. Willow thought for a moment how best to respond, but all she came up with was another kiss. Come on, she ventured once shed pulled her lips away from Taras. She knew things could so easily get out of hand again. Following her train of thought, Tara turned around dutifully so that Willow could begin her work. It might be a lotta fun to flirt with Willow, but it could definitely lead to trouble * Fifteen minutes later, Willow had finished with Taras hair and both girls were crawling into bed for some much needed rest. Willow turned on her side to face her friend. Tara she ventured with a shy smile. What is it? Tara replied softly. She reached out and lovingly stroked Willows cheek, pressing a tender kiss against her lips. In your fantasy, Willow began shyly, you umyou mentioned singing in my ear Tara blushed, sensing where Willow was going with this. Yeah? she whispered gingerly. Despite the girls obvious reluctance, Willow couldnt resist her plea. She was curious to hear her voice after all, and could imagine no better way to end the day than by having Tara sing to her. Can you? Tara sighed. She should have known this was coming. What had she been thinking of when shed revealed her fantasy? You w-want me to sing you to-to sleep? Her voice trembled with a hint of trepidation. Willow gave Tara her most endearing smile, hoping the girl wouldnt be able to resist her charm. Please she appealed softly. Tara smiled ruefully, knowing she was beat. How could she resist that smile? For you, she placed a quick kiss against Willows lips, anything Willow grinned and leaned over to return the kiss, briefly capturing Taras bottom lip. Turn around, Tara whispered, gently guiding Willow so that she could spoon with her. Willow instantly complied and let out a pleased sigh when she felt Taras arm tighten around her waist, and the gentle tickle of her breath against her neck. Mmmm, she covered Taras arm with her own, shivering with pleasure. She loved being in Taras arms, and this was the best way to get to sleep. Tara loved it too, and couldnt resist placing an adoring kiss against Willows cheek, before nuzzling her neck for a brief moment. Only for you Will, she whispered. Anything for you Oh Tara, Willow craned her neck for another kiss, shivering slightly as their lips met. Taras words meant more to her than she could ever express with words. What do you want me to sing? Tara whispered into Willows ear as the girl returned to her previous position. Something soft and romantic, Willow closed her eyes, shuddering at the sensation of Taras breath against her skin. Tara thought for a moment, taking her time to come up with a suitable song. A moment later, she took a deep breath, placed a quick kiss against Willows neck and began to sing the first line of her favourite Elvis song. Wise men say, only fools rush in. But I cant help, falling in love, with, you Willow felt a chill run through her as the soft strains of Taras song echoed in her ear. Tara had the most beautiful singing voice shed ever heard. Shall I stay? Would it be a sin? If I cant help, falling in love, with, you Oh wow, Willow sighed as Tara paused. You like? Tara whispered shyly, feeling a little nervous about Willows reaction. Wow, Willow repeated, lifting Taras hand from her waist so that she could lightly kiss her palm. Beautiful, she sighed, returning Taras arm back to its position around her waist. Tara smiled and continued softly, her confidence boosted. Like a river flows, surely to the sea. Darling so it goes, some things, were meant to be ee, ee, ee Willow shivered as Taras leg somehow found its way in between hers and the girl snuggled against her even closer. She had no idea Tara had such a wonderful voice, and she felt extremely blessed that the girl felt comfortable enough to share it with her. Take my hand, take my whole life too. For I can't help, falling in love, with you As Tara continued to sing, Willow could feel herself getting drowsier and drowsier, allowing the girls voice to gently work its way into her being. Taras voice was magickal, and before she could even begin the next line, Willow was already half asleep. Like a river flows, surely to the sea. Darling so it goes, some things, are meant to be, ee, ee, ee Tara could feel Willows breathing getting steadier as she neared the end of the song, and she paused to press a tender goodnight kiss against her cheek before softly singing the last of the lyrics. Take my hand, take my whole life too. For I cant help, falling in love, with you. For I cant help, falling in love, with you Good night Willow, Tara whispered, kissing Willows cheek one last time before she too allowed the sweet sensation of slumber to take over. * The next day, Tara awoke to a slight headache, feeling somewhat nauseous. She wasnt used to alcohol of any kind, and the small amount consumed by her and Willow last night had been enough to make her feel a tad off colour this morning. She was reluctant to get up and grab an aspirin though. Shed much rather stay in bed, curled up behind Willow, listening to the gentle sounds of breathing coming from the girl she loved. As she continued to hold Willow however, the stabbing pain of her headache began to get progressively worse. She really needed to do something about it. With a sigh, she pressed a light kiss against Willows cheek and carefully extricated herself from the girls sleeping form. She grabbed the tumblers she and Willow had used last night and tiptoed out of the room towards the bathroom. It didnt take her long to rinse the glasses out and fill them with water. She figured Willow would feel just as seedy as she did this morning. When she got back to the room, Tara placed the glasses on her end table and tiptoed as quietly as she could while searching for her medical supplies. She didnt want to wake Willow, knowing that the more the girl slept, the less time shed have to endure awake and uncomfortable. It didnt take Tara long to find some aspirin and a bottle of vitamin B tablets. She downed two of the aspirin and a couple of vitamins, before she crawled back into bed with Willow. Tara sighed and closed her eyes as she snuggled up against her friend. The aspirin hadnt kicked in yet, so she carefully tightened her hand around Willows waist and rested her chin against her shoulder, doing her best to draw comfort from the girl without waking her up. Despite her mild hangover though, Tara didnt regret what had happened last night. She was glad the wine had loosened their inhibitions and helped move their relationship into a new level of closeness. She was in love with Willow after all, and wanted more than anything to be her girlfriend. Although, if truth be told, she shouldve kept Willow at more of a distance. The girl was confused, she was still a little attracted to her ex-boyfriend, and she was scared about who she really was. The last thing Willow needed right now was for someone to make life more difficult. However, Tara was only human, and Willows reaction to Oz had triggered a chord within her. She didnt like the idea that Willow was still attracted to her ex. Nevertheless, shed wanted to be the good friend, look after Willows interests, not complicate things. But a part of her had said enough! She didnt always feel like making sacrificesdoing the right thing. She and Willow had shared a lot of intimacies yesterday, and Tara had felt more than a little disgruntled by Ozs intrusion. So, instead of preaching to Willow that it was okay for her to go back to Oz if she wanted to, shed plied the girl with alcohol. Tara wasnt really too proud of herself for that, but as she looked back on the events, she knew she hadnt really done anything that was too wrong. Besides, when it had come down to crunch time, she had done the right thing after all. Shed been strong and refused to accept Willow as her girlfriend. And that was one of the hardest things shed had to do in her whole life. In fact, she had no idea how much longer she could continue to remain strong. She wanted only what was best for Willow. But was she willing to sacrifice her own happiness in the process? I hope I can be that strong With that thought, Tara leaned up and pressed an adoring kiss against Willows cheek. Mmm, Willow mumbled, blinking here eyes to force them open. She had a killer of a headache, and a bellyache to match. Hey you, Tara whispered. She hadnt meant to wake Willow up, but was glad of her company nevertheless. How you feeling? Mmngh, Willow groaned. She was still unable to form proper words, sleep and pain clouding her mind. Tara smiled bemusedly, knowing exactly what Willow was going through. With a quick kiss against Willows cheek, Tara forced herself out of bed. Mmngh, Willow moaned at the loss of contact and turned to lie on her back. She instantly regretted the action as a sharp stabbing pain worked itself into the middle of her forehead. Mmngh Thisll make you feel better, Tara explained, popping out the medicine. Aspirin for the headache, and vitamin B to give you energy, she moved to sit on the edge of the bed and placed two aspirin and two vitamins in Willows hand. Drink up, she instructed. With another groan, Willow forced herself up into a sitting position. Owww, she winced as her head decided to complain again. Drink, Tara insisted, holding out the glass as Willow popped the tablets into her mouth. Willow just looked at her through sleep-covered eyes as she swallowed. She didnt really think anything would help her pain at the moment, but was willing to give it a shot nevertheless. There, Tara grinned as she returned the glass back to her end table. You should feel better in no time. Mmm, Willow moaned, still not entirely convinced. However, as Tara crawled back into bed with her, she began to think otherwise. She sighed in contentment when Taras forehead came to rest against hers and the girl intertwined their legs together under the covers. Nice, she whispered. Tara smiled and moved her arm around Willows back as the girl did the same, pulling them closer together. The aspirin should kick in soon and youll feel a lot better. It only took a few minutes with me. How long you been awake? Willow whispered. Not long, Tara smiled. I was just thinking Bout last night? Willows voice shook a little, as her mind slowly began to recall their situation. Nothing bad, Tara reassured gently, feeling Willows energy level fluctuate suddenly. I dont regret what happened she paused, unless you do? No! Willow instantly exclaimed. Im not sorry. Im glad we? Tara smiled warmly, sensing the girls question. Me too. Mmm, Willow moaned as Taras lips met hers in a brief kiss. Any remaining doubts about last night were now forever stricken. You feeling any better? Tara pulled away from the kiss. She wanted to keep their contact light this morning. They had to tread carefully despite their new level of intimacy. Following Taras train of thought, Willow smiled in response. A little, she pouted playfully, but my tummys still upset Tara smiled affectionately. You want me to rub it better? she asked softly. Willows smile widened at the idea, instantly warming to it. Tara grinned. Turn around, she instructed softly, guiding Willow to lie on her back. Close your eyes Willow did as she was told and shivered as Tara boldly began to lift up the material of her nightshirt. However, the cold air on her belly went completely unnoticed as her cheeks flushed with the excitement of knowing Taras eyes were on her half naked body. Wow, I cant believe Taras doing this. How fars she gonna take it? Tara shivered as well, her imagination racing as Willows skin was progressively revealed to her. She couldnt quite believe her own daring actually, but for the life of her she wasnt gonna back off now. There was a new understanding between them as of last night, and she was helpless to avoid succumbing to it. Gods, shes so beautiful Tara forced herself to stop just short of Willows breasts. She then settled herself on her side and rested her head against Willows shoulder, her eyes glued to the delectable sight of the girls naked belly. Its so firm and smooth and toned andgods, its WillowsI cant believe Im gonna do this. I shouldnt really be doing this. Were meant to be taking things slow. But why does she have to be so irresistible? A soft touch couldnt hurt right? Nothings gonna happen. Okay, who am I fooling here? Face it Tara, youre hopeless Tara took another moment to argue with herself, before she finally reached out her hand towards Willow. Much as her brain knew what the right thing to do was, it seemed to hold little sway when it came to her hormones. Willows eyes flew open when she felt the first touch of Taras palm against her bare belly. A tingle of electricity ran all the way down her body almost instantly. This okay? Tara whispered, keeping her hand still. She hoped she hadnt gone too far. Especially since she could now make out Willows pale blue cotton panties, and was having a hard time keeping her thoughts decent. Whyd I lift up her nightshirt? Its just asking for trouble. I could have just as easily rubbed her belly through the thin material. But, oh gods, shes so sexy. And her pantiesoh wow, Im seeing Willows panties Willow smiled and sighed. Modesty was the last thing on her mind at the moment Please Tara smiled back, instantly feeling relieved. Willows approval was unmistakable. With a slight release of energy, she slowly began to work her hand in a tentative circle on Willows skin, allowing herself to unashamedly enjoy the girls subtle reactions to her touch. Willow closed her eyes with a shudder, completely aware of the way Tara was gazing at her. Taras hand felt so sensual against her skin, that she couldnt stop herself from moaning softly in response to each movement. Her slight nausea was now completely gone having disappeared the moment Tara had touched her skin. But that wasnt really what this was about anyway. Tara was enjoying herself immensely. She loved having a legitimate excuse to touch Willows silky soft skin. Whats more, she couldnt help but feel pleased at the girls reaction. She knew a small part of it had to do with the energy she was releasing, but mostly it was pseudo-erotic. She wasnt blind, and the look of intense longing shed seen in Willows eyes at her very first touch had been unmistakable. Unfortunately, Taras ministrations were cut short by the shrill ringing of her telephone. She thought about not answering it for a moment. However, she never got many phone calls, so the chance that it was something important was quite high. I should answer that, Tara sighed, even while her hand continued its steady movement on Willows skin. Do you have to? Willow whispered with a pout. If it were up to her, shed lie here all day and bask in the headiness that was Taras hand on her belly. Could be important... Willows pout turned into more of a frown. Tara was right. But she didnt have to like it. No fair Tara chuckled at the childish expression on Willows face. The girl was utterly adorable. Be back soon, she promised with a smile. As she removed her hand however, Tara felt a tinge of spontaneous boldness empower her and she leaned down and pressed her lips against the bare skin of Willows bellyon the same spot her hand had just vacated. Shed been unable to get the fantasy out of her head the whole time shed been caressing Willow. And she had to admit, reality more than lived up to her fantasy. Willows skin was so soft and tender beneath her lips. She was truly magnificent. Willows whole body trembled in response and she let out a soft moan. Tara, she pleaded when her lips left just as quickly as theyd arrived. Phone, Tara grinned cheekily over her shoulder as she leapt off the bed. Shed pulled away more for her own sake than for Willows. Nevertheless, it didnt stop her from enjoying Willows reaction. Tease, Willow pouted good-naturedly. Taras grin widened as she reached the phone, her gaze moving down to Willows panties of its own accord. She was just so beautiful, and Tara simply couldnt help herself. In fact, she didnt even consciously realise she was ogling the girl. All Tara could think about was how sensual Willow looked, and how shed love to press her lips against those sexy thighs of hers Willow blushed in response to Taras gaze, but did nothing to cover up. Meanwhile, the phone continued to ring, and Willow soon realised that she couldnt keep distracting Tara. Unless she wanted it to ring off the hook. So, with a rueful smile, she slowly began to unfold the material of her nightshirt. Tara frowned as Willow sat up in bed and covered herself up. Phone, Willow pointed in response. Oh, Tara smiled sheepishly. Hello, she finally picked up the receiver. Hey Tara, Buffys voice echoed into her ear. You seen Willow? Yeah, shes right here. You wanna speak to her? Tara motioned for Willow to join her. Buffy? Willow mouthed. Tara nodded. Its okay, Buffy declined. Was just wondering where she was. Schools almost out for the day and I havent seen her in any of her classes. Tell her not to worry though, most of the teachers werent in school anyway. Even Giles skipped out on study hall. Im headed over there now to see whats up. Oh, okay, Tara replied as Willow moved to stand behind her. Later, Buffy hung up the phone. What did Buffy want? Willow asked, wrapping her arms around Taras waist from behind as the girl put down the receiver. Looks like you missed school, Tara turned around in Willows arms and looked at her sheepishly. Think we mustve overslept. Its she paused to glance at her clock, wow, it almost 2. Willow was stunned. She couldnt believe shed missed school. She never missed school. I missed the whole day? Uh huh, Tara smiled. But dont worry though. Buffy said most of the teachers werent even at school anyway. Even Giles was at home. Shes gone to see him now. Willow frowned at this, wondering if something Hellmouth- y was involved. I hope hes okay. Hope nothings wrong. Maybe we should go to Giles? Tara reached up with her left hand and tenderly stroked Willows cheek. Buffy can handle it. If somethings wrong and she needs our help, Im sure shell call. Willow smiled. Yeah, I guess youre right. But I still cant believe we slept through the whole day. Tara giggled and leaned in towards Willow. Willow grinned and pressed a soft kiss against Taras lips. She pulled away pretty quickly though. With the new intimacy they shared, each kiss now had the potential to get out of hand very quickly. And now wasnt the time for such things. You hungry? Tara inquired, following Willows train of thought. A little, Willow admitted with a smile. But first, we gotta figure out a way to cover these up, she moved her hand to Taras neck, lightly touching the hickey shed left there last night. If Buffy calls Tara chuckled. Ive got some makeup we could use. But I think a couple of turtlenecksll work better. Right, Willow agreed. *** _____________________________________________________ "I may be love's bitch, but at least I'm man enough to admit it." - Spike Willow and Tara Closeness Spikeme4now_Willow_Tara egroup
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Posts: 115 (11/05/03 10:22:12) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts	A couple of hours later, the two girls had showered, changed, applied makeup and were now sitting at the Rocket Caf having an extremely late lunch. The makeup theyd applied to their necks was tentative at best, so theyd decided that Taras idea of a turtleneck was the go. As they were finishing their meal however, they were surprisingly joined by Buffy. Apparently the girl had somehow managed to wrangle her mothers Jeep and had come looking for them to join her in a joyride. This worried Willow a little, especially since she knew how bad Buffys driving skills were. But why had Joyce been with Giles? Why had most of the teachers been absent from school today? And why didnt Buffy seem to think this behaviour was at all weird? There was no use in bringing all this up with Buffy though. When the Slayer had her mind set on something, it usually didnt leave much room for anything else. And right now Buffy was dead set for going on a joyride. Which is why she and Tara had reluctantly succumbed to her invitation, and were now locked in the Jeep at the mercy of Buffys driving. Willow had opted for the front seat, figuring Tara would be safer in the back. Tara still didnt know how bad a driver Buffy was. She was quickly finding out though. Tell me again how it happened, Willow ventured nervously as they headed jerkily down a semi-secluded residential street. At least there werent many cars on the road here. Buffy grinned, oblivious to the edginess of the two witches. Told my mom I wanted to be treated more like a grownup, and voila, driviness. Willow craned her neck to meet Taras gaze, but was instantly thrown back in her seat as Buffy skidded around a corner without so much as tapping the brakes. Oh my god, oh my god, Willow started to breathe heavily, were all gonna die, were all gonna die, Buffy's gonna kill us, were all gonna die Tara wasnt coping much better either. In fact, her eyes had closed and she was now forcing herself to take deep calming breaths. What had she gotten herself into? How could a Slayer of all people be such a bad driver? Werent Slayers meant to have super human coordination skills? Also, Buffy continued as if nothing untoward was going on, I think she wanted me otherwhere. Considering my mom and Giles are planning my future, I think its easier for them to live my life if Im not actually there. Willow wasnt really listening to Buffys words. She was too busy trying to keep herself from jumping out of the car. The risk of jumping out of a moving vehicle was beginning to look sweeter and sweeter. And when was Buffy gonna take that parking brake off? She was beginning to feel her earlier nausea returning from all the jerky movements. Do you know that you have the parking brake on? Tara asked from the back seat. She too was beginning to feel increasingly nauseous. Uh huh, Buffy released the parking break oh so innocently, causing the engine to rev up. Big mistake, Tara cringed, as the car was now going at twice as fast. Maybe I shoulda kept my mouth shut? Are you sure about the Bronze? Willow ventured nervously, doing her best to focus on something other than their impending deaths. I mean, the SATs are tomorrow I can study at the Bronze, Buffy grinned. A little dancing, a little cross-multiplying Buffy trailed off as an idea hit her. You know what we need? she leaned over and turned on the radio and began playing with the dial. Eyes on the road! Eyes on the road! Both Willow and Tara screamed at the Slayer, their hearts pounding. The Slayer might have super healing, but they were sure to die in a crash Buffy pulled her head up as the car swerved onto another road, luckily not hitting anything. She was having the time of her life. Fortunately, they werent far from the Bronze now, and a minute later, Buffy was pulling up in front of the club. Willow instantly gravitated towards Tara and linked their hands together. She was grateful to be alive. Tara felt the same and squeezed her hand warmly. As they entered the Bronze however, the three girls instantly noticed the surprising amount of older patrons. I guess this is where all the teachers are hiding out, Tara joked. Lets do the time warp again, Buffy chuckled as they made their way through the crowd. Maybe theres a reunion in town oror a Billy Joel tour or something, Willow ventured. Buffy frowned as a teacher suddenly brushed passed them. Ms. Barton? Willow flashed a glance at Tara and smirked, referencing the girls previous joke. Buffy? Ms. Barton greeted. Whoa! Are you okay, Ms. Barton? Willow asked gently, surprised to see the somewhat glazed expression on her teachers face. If she didnt know better, shed bet the old woman was high on something. Oh, Im cool, Willow, Ms Barton grinned. Willowthats a tree, she giggled. Youre a tree! The three girls exchanged a quizzical look. Was it really possible for this grandmotherly looking teacher to be high? Yeah, Ms Barton began to look around the room, uh, uh, are there any nachos in here little tree? A-are you sure you dont need some fresh air, Ms. Barton? Buffy spoke up. Ms. Barton laughed hysterically in response. Okay, she continued giggling as she disappeared into the crowd. Hey, this is not normal, Willow frowned. Tara and Buffy shared a look and held back a smirk. Uh, w-well, Willow stammered sheepishly, maybe that goes without saying Just then, Principal Snyder chose to grace them with his presence and startled both Buffy and Tara as he moved in between them and placed an arm around their shoulders. Hey Gang! This place is Fun City, huh, he laughed. Tara couldnt believe what she was seeing. Here was the man whod just yesterday yelled at her and practically accused her of being a delinquent. And now, he had an arm around her in a club. There was definitely something wrong with this picture. Principal Snyder? Buffy turned her head with a frown. Call me Snyder, he grinned, doing his best to sound cool. Just a last name, likeBarbarino. Willow stepped away from Snyder as he began to move his arms and fists wildly. Ohh! Im so stoked! he exclaimed. Hey, did you see Ms. Barton? I think shes wasted. Willow moved towards Tara and relinked their hands together. This was getting beyond weird. Im gonna have to put that in her next performance review, Snyder continued gleefully. Cos, Im the principal With a burst of laughter he disappeared into the crowd, leaving behind three stunned teenagers. I dont like this, Willow glanced towards Tara. They could have heart attacks. Uh, wellma-maybe theres a doctor here...? Buffy ventured. Just then, a shirtless middle-aged man jumped onto the stage where the Dingoes were playing and pushed Devon away from the microphone. Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaah! he belted out to the crowd. I think that is my doctor, Willow frowned, her neck going back in shock as she watched him dive off the stage and land on the floor. All three girls cringed at the sight. He-hes usually lesstopless, Willow quipped. Tara frowned at this and gently squeezed Willows hand. Just then, Snyder once again returned to the fold and stuck his head in between her and Willow, causing them both to startle. I got a commendation for being principal, he exclaimed proudly. From the Mayor, he continued, gesturing with his hand. Shook my hand twice. Thats nice, Tara humoured him, quirking an eyebrow at Willow. Willow merely shrugged as Snyders eye caught sight of a couple of attractive women walking past him. Whoa! he exclaimed with a grin. There are some foxy ladies here tonight! With that, he moved away from Willow and Tara so as to head off after them. Sharing an exasperated look, the three girls wasted no time in walking off in the opposite direction as Snyder. The principals presence was more than wigging them out. As were all the grownups. Whats happening? Willow voiced her thoughts. I dont know, Buffy frowned, but its happening to a whole lot of grownups. The girls continued to look around at the middle-aged crowd in wonder. Theyre acting like a bunch Willow ventured. Theyre acting like a bunch of us, Buffy finished as they all stopped walking. Willow frowned at this, her eye catching sight of an old couple making out quite heavily on a nearby pool table. I dont act like this Tara smiled adoringly at her friend and lightly squeezed her hand. No, she smirked, I dont think you have it in you. And what is that supposed to mean? Willow asked with mock bravado. You think I dont know how to have a good time? Buffy gave Tara a knowing look and held back a giggle. Sure you do Will Willow pouted in response, knowing they were both kinda right. She wasnt much for partying or acting reckless. She was the resident good girl. But that didnt make her boringdid it? Did Tara really think she was boring? You think Im boring, she voiced her thoughts. Of course not, Tara was quick to reassure her. you just dont have it in you to, umto act carelessly. Which is exactly what these grownups are doing. Tara looked around at the crowd again, shaking her head in wonder. Its just not natural No, Willow agreed. Hey guys, Oz came up from behind them. His set had just finished and hed spotted the three of them from the stage. Attack of the grownups, he quipped, venturing at the crowd. Willow smiled at her ex in greeting. Hey. Somethings definitely changing them, Buffy voiced. A spell? Willow turned to face Tara. Tara nodded. The notion had definite possibilities. Could be Theyre teenagers, Oz pondered. Its a sobering mirror to look into, huh? Tara smirked despite herself, but cringed as Snyder headed towards them again. Youve got great hair, he directed at Oz, walking around him in admiration. Oz merely stood there silently, allowing the old man to do as he wished. He was getting more and more disturbed by the second. A group of old men had replaced him and the Dingoes on stage. There were more grownups at the Bronze tonight than teenagers. And all in all he was getting a seriously bad vibe from the whole situation. It just gets more upsetting, Willow sighed. Buffy agreed. No vampire has ever been, she pointed up towards the stage, that scary. Tara chuckled for a second, but cringed as a fight broke out a few meters in front of them. Fight! Snyder exclaimed with a grin. Willow sighed and motioned towards the exit. Buffy, Tara and Oz nodded in agreement and they began to head out. Weve gotta figure out whats going on, Buffy stopped in front of a pinball machine where a woman was holding out a candy bar to her boyfriend. This has Hellmouth fingerprints all over it. Hey, Snyder called out to them, suddenly noticing theyd gone. Where are we going? The four teenagers purposefully ignored him as they walked out, rushing towards Joyces Jeep. Wait up, you guys! Snyder insisted, following them relentlessly. Hey! You guys arent trying to ditch me, are ya? Thats the plan, Willow thought to herself as she got in the back seat with Tara, leaving the front for Oz. We should find Giles, Oz opened the front door and sat down. Hell know whats going on, right? Sure, Buffy pondered as she put on her seat belt. Except, for all we know, hes sweet sixteen again. Willow and Tara exchanged a worried look. Hes with your mom at his place, Willow supplied urgently. Just then, Snyder moved towards the drivers side of the car and opened the door as Buffy started up the car. He wasnt about to be ditched. I said, wait up! he slammed the door closed and took a seat. Tara frowned as Snyder forced her to scoot over to give him some room. Uh, Snyder she appealed to Buffy. No time, Buffy put the car into gear. Hes coming with us. With that, she slammed her foot on the gas and skidded out of the parking lot. Whoa, Summers! Snyder exclaimed. You drive like a spaz! Willow and Tara exchanged a knowing look and held back a smirk. At least Snyder was right about one thing. Itll be okay when we get to Giles, Willow ventured a moment later. Of course, Oz agreed, craning his neck back to look at his ex. I mean, even if hes sixteen, hes still Giles, right? Hes probably a pretty together guy. Tara frowned at this, as did Willow and the two girls shared a worried look. Oz couldnt help but notice the look, and furrowed his brow in confusion. What was he missing here? Yeah, well... Willow trailed off. What? Oz piped up, his curiosity peaked. Giles at sixteen? Buffy cringed. Yeah, Tara sighed in agreement, her eyes locked with Willows. Didnt you say he was, um...less Together Guy, moreBad Magic Hates The World Ticking Time Bomb Guy? Oz sighed at this, not liking the notion. Whats more, he couldnt help but feel irked that Tara knew more about this than he did. Why had Willow shared that with Tara and not with him? He quickly answered his own question, realising yet again how strong the connection between the two girls really was. Well, he ventured, then I guess your moms in a lotta trouble. Snyder raised his eyebrows and nodded, not really following what was happening. * A few minutes later, they reached an intersection. However, the guy in the Jeep opposite them was too busy unwrapping a candy bar to notice the light turn red. Being the non-defensive driver that she was, Buffy failed to look both ways as she went through the green light. Willow however noticed the car coming for them. Oh my God! she exclaimed. Look out! Tara followed Willows gaze and tensed up, as did Oz and Snyder. Unfortunately, Buffy slammed on the brakes too late and the other Jeep crashed straight into the left rear door and back panel, causing them to spin around in a quarter turn. Sorry! the guy from the other Jeep jumped out of his car. Gotta go! he laughed, bolting off in the opposite direction. With a frown, Buffy jumped out and instinctively moved to chase after him. However, she quickly realised she had more important matters to deal with, so moved to check out the dent in her mothers car instead. Oh God, she sighed. Are you guys okay? she looked up as everyone piled out of the car. Willow and Tara instantly gravitated towards one another and linked hands, drawing comfort from each other. Oz sighed at this. His first instinct had been to do the same. Obviously he wasnt needed anymore. With that thought he purposefully avoided Willows gaze and began to move around the car to inspect the damage. Is anybody else all creeped out and trembly? Willow took a deep breath in an attempt to calm herself. Tara smiled at Willow and nodded, giving her hand a gentle squeeze. A little, she whispered. Willow smiled back warmly and the two of them instinctively released their own energy to comfort one another. Oh, Buffy, Snyder commented as he rubbed his shoulder and inspected the damage, your moms gonna kill you. Buffy ignored him, choosing instead to look around the nearby park. Her Slayer senses were tingling. There were three men sitting around in the playground laughing and smoking. There was a postman sitting down reading the mail. In fact, there were grownups everywhere just hanging out, munching on chocolates, and looking as if they didnt have a care in the world. Somethings weird, she noted. Somethings not? Oz responded. No grownups, Buffy explained. No ones protecting their houses. Everyones justwandering. Just then, a man came up from behind Snyder and grabbed the candy bar hed been unwrapping. Hey! Snyder protested as the man ran off. Hey, give it! he began to chase after him. Defenceless Willow observed. So where are all the vampires? Buffy posed. Willow and Tara looked at each other in concern. Buffy was right. If everyone was outside in the dark, then why werent the vamps taking advantage of this? Why were they letting them all run free? There should be a feeding frenzy happening Soups on, but no ones grabbing a spoon, Buffy voiced her thoughts. Somethings happening Oz spoke up, someplace thats else. Id say something big, Buffy sighed. That guy took my candy! Snyder chose that moment to return from his chase, just in time to give Buffy an idea. The candy! Buffy exclaimed, giving Willow and Tara an astonished look. I-its gotta be the candy! Its cursed. Willow and Tara exchanged a surprised look. Of course A curse? Snyder frowned. Oh, Ive got a curse God, Willow ignored him and squeezed Taras hand gently. Using candy for evil! Tara gave her an adoring smile and squeezed back. My parents ate a ton, Oz frowned. Whos behind it? Buffy questioned, grabbing Snyder and pushing him up against the nearby Jeep. I dont know, he protested in confusion. It came through the school board. If you knew that crowd he shook his head in frustration. Where did it come from? Buffy continued impatiently. She had no time for the run around. Do you know where to get it? Yeah, Snyder replied. This pleased Buffy and she released him. You guys get Xander and Cordelia, she turned towards Willow, Tara, and Oz. Go to the library and look it up. Candy curses? Oz inquired. Disturbing second childhood, Willow squeezed Taras hand as they all turned to leave. Got it. Buffy nodded and shoved Snyder towards her mothers car. Ratboy and I are going to the source. * _____________________________________________________ "I may be love's bitch, but at least I'm man enough to admit it." - Spike Willow and Tara Closeness Spikeme4now_Willow_Tara egroup
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Posts: 115 (11/05/03 10:27:15) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts	As the three of them headed off towards Xanders, a sudden tension filled the air, similar to that of the previous night. So, Oz ventured after a while, keeping his gaze on the ground. You guys have a good time last night? Willow and Tara looked at each other awkwardly. How were they meant to answer that one? With a sigh, Willow carefully let go of Taras hand. She didnt feel too comfortable with the situation at all. It was okay, she said nonchalantly, avoiding Ozs gaze. Oz knew Willow well enough by now to know when she was embarrassed. Risking a quick glance, he couldnt help but note the way both she and Tara were blushing. So, he thought to himself, something happened last night? I dont think I really wanna know this I see, he moved his eyes back to the ground. How was the party? Tara asked, politely, trying to steer the conversation away from her and Willow. She could tell what Oz must be thinking, and despite the unspoken rivalry between them, she didnt want to cause the guy any unnecessary pain. Like your usual frat party, Oz replied softly, still unable to look at either of them. Nothing weird happen? Willow prompted as an idea hit her. I meanTara sold two boxes of candy to those guys. They didnt act all reckless and Both Oz and Tara held back a smirk as Willow trailed off. Willow smiled sheepishly. Guess it comes with the territory. Yeah, Tara smiled. Im glad no one was hurt though, she furrowed her brow as she thought of something. Are your parents gonna be okay? she asked Oz. You said they ate a-a ton Oz lifted his gaze and smiled at Tara, silently thanking her for her concern. Im sure theyre fine. In high school both my folks were more interested in practice than in having a good time. Practice for what? Tara asked softly. Music, Willow supplied. Tara turned to face Willow questioningly. Music? Classical music, Oz explained, drawing Taras gaze back towards him. They still are. Theyre both members of the Sunnydale Symphony Orchestra. Music runs in the family. Only, we dont always agree on style, he chuckled. Tara smiled in response. So, is that why they bought a lot of band candy support of the trade? Yeah, Oz replied with a smirk as he recalled the moment. And just like parents, they took the time to grill me on why I was no longer in the jazz band. Parents, Tara quipped. Theyre never happy. At least you guys have parents that notice these things, Willow interjected. Mine are never home long enough. Although, she suddenly realised, I guess Im glad they werent around this time. Who knows what wouldve happened if they reverted back to hippie-ness. Even without evil candy, my moms totally reckless when she gets onto a good cause. Everythings political to her. Its all about making a stand, writing a paper, proving a theory. Im never Willow paused as she noticed the bemused expressions on Oz and Taras faces. She hadnt meant to ramble on. Sorry, she smiled ruefully, issues Tara and Oz shared a knowing look. They both found Willow completely adorable. They looked away almost immediately though, both feeling a little awkward with the moment they were sharing. Being in love with the same person was like a double-edged sword. It bonded them together and tore them apart at the same time. The three of them walked the rest of the way in somewhat comfortable silence. The awkwardness between them had loosened a little, but it would take a lot more than a pleasant conversation to solve the real issues they had with one another. Besides, now wasnt the time to get into that anyway. They had more important things to worry about. Like figuring out why the grownups needed distracting. * As it turned out, their old friend Ethan Rayne, was behind the supply of evil candy. Hed made a deal with an unidentified partner to help distract the grownups so that a tribute could be made to a demon by the name of Lurconis. The tribute was made every thirty years. It was a ritual feeding, with the main course being newborn babies. Luckily, the Scooby gang was on top of things as usual. The research team had done their job, allowing Buffy to kick some major demon ass. All things were as they should be, and after theyd gotten a call from Buffy in confirmation, theyd all said their goodbyes and left. They did have SATs to study for after all. Which is why Willow and Tara were now in Willows bedroom, going over her study notes. Willow knew she should have an early night, but she couldnt resist some last minute cramming. Thanks again for helping, Willow looked up at Tara who was sitting cross-legged on the bed opposite her. Im not too worried about the maths part, but I think my verbal could use some work. Well, Tara grinned cheekily, if you ask me, Im sure youll have no problems with your, umoral skills Willow blushed as she met Taras gaze, and returned her grin. You wanna help me out with a little practice? Wouldnt say no, Tara grinned, leaning over to meet Willows lips. Willow trembled into the kiss, but pulled away before it could deepen. She really needed to study, and kissing Tara was too much of a distraction. Gotta study, she explained before Tara could protest. Tara smiled in understanding. Right, she picked up the study aid. Ill quiz you. * A couple of hours later, Willow decided shed had enough studying for the night, and she and Tara were now in their sleepwear, brushing their hair as they prepared for bed. Hey, Will, Tara ventured as she crawled into bed. Somethings been puzzling me all night. Whats that? Willow asked, setting the alarm before joining her under the covers. Ethan Rayne, Tara explained. What about him? Willow turned on her side to face Tara. You guys seemed to know him before tonight. Who is he? Oh, Willow smiled, sorry. Didnt mean to keep you out of the loop. Thats okay, Tara smiled back. Hes an old friend of Giles, Willow continued by way of explanation, back from his Ripper days. He worships chaos. Ah, Tara began to get the picture. I guess hes still living in the past. Doesnt even need candy to do it. Yeah, Willow giggled. You met him before? Tara interjected. Last year, Willow recalled. It was during Halloween. He uh What? Tara prompted gently. Willow smiled as she remembered her ghostly experience. It had been a turning point for her. Helped her realise she was more than just a meek, mousy, Slayerette. She could definitely take the reins when needed. But she was more than happy to step back once Buffy had returned. You shoulda seen the outfit Id had to wear. Tara was now even more curious. What outfit? We got turned into our costumes, Willow explained. It was before Id met Oz, and I was still pining away for Xander. Buffy convinced me to put on this racy outfitmini skirt and midriff top. I still have it somewhere. Anyway, it totally wasnt me. Made me real uncomfortable, so when Buffy went to greet Xander at the door, I quickly put on the ghost costume over it. You see, wed all gone to Ethan Raynes costume shop to buy our outfits, and when it got dark, we all turned into our costumes. Buffy was a princess, Xander was soldier boy, and meI was a ghost. As it turned out though, I was stuck with Buffys costume Wait, Tara interrupted in confusion. You took Buffys princess costume? No, Willow smiled sheepishly. I mean the costume Buffy had picked out for me Oh, Tara grinned, the racy outfit. You mean you walked around dressed in nothing but a short skirt and midriff top? Yeah, Willow blushed, and lotsa makeup too. Wish Id been around to see that, Tara flirted. Willow blushed coyly. Maybe Ill wear it for you some day Ill hold you to that, Tara grinned. Willows blush deepened. Anyway, she continued, suddenly feeling very shy, since Buffy was a princess, she didnt have her Slayer power anymore, and all the kids running around Were demons and monsters, Tara finished up. What happened? GilesI think What do you mean? Tara prompted. Willow sighed, I, uhwell, I went to Giles for help with research, and it led us to Ethans shop. We met Ethan there and And what? Im not sure what happened, Willow explained. Giles told me to leave, and I uhI think his Ripper side mustve shown up and scared Ethan into reversing the spell or something. Makes sense, Tara agreed. They have a history? Yeah, Willow confirmed. A short time after Halloween, Ethan showed up again. The demon they worshiped had come back to exact its hold. Every member of their group except for Ethan and Giles was killed. We managed to save the day as usual, but not before we found out about Ripper. So they were part of the same group? Tara asked. Ethan and Giles Yeah, Willow agreed. They met at collegeor university as they say in England. And strayed to the dark side Tara trailed off. I hope that never happens to Willow. Or me for that matter. Its so easy to lose your way What are you thinking? Willow prompted. Tara sighed softly. How easy it is to lose your way. Dark magick is very seductive. Then Ill just have to be careful not to get seduced, Willow grinned flirtatiously. Tara smiled in response and leaned in towards Willow. She pushed aside all thoughts of dark magick as her lips met Willows in a brief kiss. Hey! Willow suddenly thought of something. You dont think Giles and Ethan? Tara quirked an eyebrow. What did Willow mean? What? You know, Willow grinned mischievously. They were part of a group that worships chaos. Arent orgies part of the deal? You think Ethan and Giles ever? Tara blushed as she realised what Willow was implying. She had a lot of respect for Giles, and imagining him in that situation made her more than a little uncomfortable. However, Willow did have a point. Shed read books about what happened in some occult circles, particularly those that worshiped dark magick. Willows grin widened as she took in Taras reaction. You think its possible? Tara smiled bemusedly. Did anyone ever tell you youve got an overactive imagination? But you think Im right, Willow insisted. Giles and Ethan? Whatever Giles did in the past is none of our business Willow sighed. Tara was right. She shouldnt be dredging up the past. Although, Tara continued with a smirk, it wouldnt really surprise me to find out Giles played for both teams. Id always suspected as much Willows eyes widened in surprise. You did? You could sense it? Like gaydar or something? Tara chuckled in response. No, she grinned. Im just teasing. But Im sure theres a lot about Giles we dont know. Its always the proper ones we gotta worry about. The ones who never do anything wrong or reckless Like me you mean? Willow interjected with a smirk. Now that you mention it, Tara grinned, you and Giles do have a lot in common. So maybe he does swing both ways after all Willow giggled, before stifling a yawn. Sleepy time? Tara questioned softly. Willow nodded and pressed a brief kiss against Taras lips. Gotta be ready for the SATs. Tara agreed, and guided Willow onto her other side so she could spoon with her. Sweet dreams, she whispered into her ear. And Im sure youll do real well tomorrow. I hope so, Willow smiled. I know so, Tara countered with complete confidence. Willow craned her neck and gently kissed Taras lips. Thank you, she whispered as she settled back in Taras arms. Tara smiled and nuzzled her lips against Willows neck, kissing her skin softly as they both allowed sleep to gradually take over. * The next morning, Tara woke up, glanced at the clock, and turned Willows alarm off. There was still a couple of hours till Willow had to get up, so she decided to treat her to a nice healthy breakfast in preparation for her upcoming SATs. She had a brief shower and changed into the pair of loose jeans shed worn yesterday, and one of Willows multi coloured t-shirts. There was a really cute picture of a teddy bear on the front, and Tara was sure Willow wouldnt mind if she borrowed it. With a quick glance at herself in the mirror, Tara was pleased to note that the two hickeys on her neck had almost faded away. Unlike yesterday, a few dabs of liquid foundation, topped off with some powder, was enough to satisfactorily cover up what was left of the evidence. Once she was finished in the bathroom, Tara quietly made her way down towards the kitchen to make them both some breakfast. Half an hour later, there was a large stack of pancakes in the middle of the table, along with two glasses of freshly squeezed orange juice, a pile of buttered toast, and a frying pan full of scrambled eggs. And thanks to Mr and Mrs Rosenbergs espresso machine, there was also two steaming hot cups of homemade mochas, just waiting to be enjoyed. Tara smiled down at her handiwork and picked up her own mocha. She needed some way of enticing Willow down the stairs. * Willow blinked her eyes as she felt Taras lips pull away from hers. She looked up to see Tara smiling down at her adoringly. Morning, she smiled back. Morning, Tara greeted, taking a sip of her mocha. Willow frowned as she took in the scent of freshly brewed coffee and chocolate. Wheres mine? she pouted. Tara grinned and took another sip. Downstairs, she pointed. I figured that was the only way to get you down there. You always take forever to get out of bed in the morning. Not always, Willow sat up in protest. Just she paused at Taras knowing look. Well, okay, sometimes, she relented. Guess Im not a morning person. Tara smiled and pressed a soft kiss against Willows cheek, before getting up off the bed. Come, on, she extended her hand, you dont wanna miss the SATs. What? Willow exclaimed, leaping out of bed in alarm. Im gonna be late? Tara reached out and grasped Willows hand. Relax, she soothed as they headed down the stairs. Youve got plenty of time. But not if you stay in bed. Oh, Willow smiled warmly and rubbed her eyes groggily. Tara was right about one thing. She did have a hard time waking up in the morning. When she reached the bottom of the stairs, the unmistakable aroma of scrambled eggs, fresh toast and pancakes was overpowering. Oh wow, she turned to face Tara. You did all this for me? Brain food, Tara grinned. Thought you could use the energy. Youre the best, Willow wrapped her arms around Tara and pressed a tender kiss against her cheek. Thank you, she whispered, moving to kiss her lips. Tara shivered and moved her free hand up into Willows hair. She opened her lips and eagerly accepted Willows tongue. Willow trembled in response and tightened her hold on Tara. She was so lucky to have her. She didnt deserve someone as wonderful as Tara. After a moment, Tara released Willows tongue and pulled away. She looked deep into her eyes and did her best to steady her breathing. Breakfast, she pointed huskily. Right, Willow agreed, resisting the urge to recapture Taras lips. Instead, she lifted her right hand to Taras cheek instead, and gently caressed her for a brief moment, before taking a seat at the table. * The two girls were just finishing the last of their breakfast, when they heard a knock on the front door. Tara stood up and smiled down at her friend. Ill get it, she offered graciously, seeing as how Willow wasnt really dressed for company. You go get ready, and Ill tell whoever it is that youll be down soon. Okay? Okay, Willow agreed. She stood up and gave Tara a quick peck on the lips before heading up the stairs. Tara smiled as she watched Willow disappear, thinking how domestic the whole scene was. She couldnt help imagining what it would be like to really share a house with Willow With a shake of the head, Tara turned around and headed for the front door. There was no use living in a fantasy world. That didnt curb the huge grin on her face though. In fact, she didnt think that anything could ruin the good mood she was in right now. She couldnt have been more wrong Oz?! Taras eyes widened in surprise as she opened the door. She couldnt help feeling disgruntled by his presence. Once again, Oz was intruding into her and Willows world. Well, okay, so it wasnt really fair of her to be thinking like that, but she couldnt help herself. Hey, Oz ventured nervously, surprised to find Tara and not Willow standing before him. He looked at the ground uncomfortably, wondering what Tara was doing here. Hed known that something had happened between Willow and Tara the other night, and a part of him was getting scared. In fact, thats why hed decided to come here in the first place. He figured it might help his case to remind Willow that Tara wasnt the only one who cared for her. Willow had to figure out for herself who she was, but he wasnt gonna sit around and let Tara do all the influencing. Not that Tara was the type to use undue influence. He knew Tara was a good person. But where love was concerned all was fair. At least thats how the saying went. If Willow realised she was gay and wanted to be with Tara, then he would have no choice but to step aside. However, he wasnt gonna go down without a fight. Taking a deep breath, Oz lifted his head and purposefully met Taras gaze. I, uhcame to see if Willow wanted a lift. SATs Oh, Tara smiled weakly. Umyou, uhw-w-wanna come inside? she stepped aside graciously. Thanks, Oz took her up on her offer and headed straight for the living room couch as Tara closed the door behind him. Willows just getting ready, Tara explained, taking a seat on the nearby armchair. She shouldnt be too long. Okay, Oz met her gaze awkwardly. Tara smiled shyly and looked away. She wasnt used to being so confused about someone. On the one hand, she admired Oz, but on the other, he was her rival. And jealous rivalry was one emotion she didnt particularly care for. You help her cram? Oz ventured after a moment, hoping to discover the real reason behind Taras presence. Yeah, Tara replied softly. She was nervous about her verbal skills Oz nodded in response. Bet shell do great though. Yeah, Tara grinned. Shes one of the smartest people I know Thats our Will, Oz agreed, feeling just as proud of her as Tara did. They met each others eyes and shared a look, but quickly glanced away in discomfort. Once again their love for Willow was bringing them closer together, while at the same time increasing the wedge between them. You took em last year? Tara finally broke the silence. The SATs Yeah, Oz confirmed. You too Tara nodded. Oz smiled awkwardly and moved his gaze back to the carpet. They continued to sit there in silence, unsure of what to say to one another. They were both quiet by nature, and that made small talk between them even more difficult. * A few minutes later, thats how Willow found themsitting in complete silence, staring awkwardly at the floor. She was surprised to find Oz in her living room, but wasnt surprised by the awkwardness. She was glad however that shed had the foresight to cover up her hickeys before coming downstairs. She could just imagine Ozs reaction if she hadnt. Hey, she greeted her ex-boyfriend. Oz and Tara immediately stood up, feeling eternally grateful for the reprieve of awkwardness. Hey Will, Oz smiled. Whats up? Willow smiled back, genuinely pleased to see him. Thought you could use a lift, he explained. Oh, Willows grin widened as she met his gaze. Thatd be great. You sure its no problem? Its cool, he responded warmly. I can drop you back at the dorms as well if you like, he turned towards Tara. Tara smiled at his consideration. Thank you, she said softly. Despite the rivalry between them, she could do nothing to fault his manners. Oz was definitely a gentleman, and they were a rare breed in this day and age. Willow looked at Tara and then back at Oz. Let me just get my pencil case and we can go. With that, Willow disappeared upstairs to grab her stuff, while Tara and Oz headed outside towards his van. *** _____________________________________________________ "I may be love's bitch, but at least I'm man enough to admit it." - Spike Willow and Tara Closeness Spikeme4now_Willow_Tara egroup
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Posts: 115 (11/05/03 10:35:27) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts	When they arrived at the public testing centre, it didnt take them long to locate Buffy, Xander and Cordelia, who were all standing outside, waiting for the doors to open. Hey, Xander waved them over. You two decide to take em again? he questioned Oz and Tara. Just here for support, Tara smiled warmly in greeting. Chauffeur, Oz explained. Well, if you wanna sit in for me Xander posed with a grin and leaned in towards Oz in a conspiratorial fashion. We can work out the terms of payment later, he whispered. Oz merely smiled, not committing to anything. Come on, Cordelia pulled on Xanders sleeve. Theyve opened the doors, she pointed. Guess this is it, Buffy grimaced. You think Demon Slayage is a valid reason for special consideration? You can always try your luck, Willow quipped. It is Sunnydale after all. Im sure youll do fine, Tara encouraged. Thanks, Buffy acknowledged, before turning around and following Xander and Cordelia into the testing centre. With the Scoobies gone, Tara turned her gaze towards Willow and took a few steps towards her. She wasnt sure how comfortable Willow would be with a public display of affection, but she couldnt let her go in without a kiss for good luck. With a quick glance around, she noted that the only one paying any attention to her and Willow was Oz. Nevertheless, as she took Willows hands in her own, she paused before making a move. She looked into her eyes questioningly, silently asking for permission. What they had was very tentative and she didnt wanna cause Willow any unwanted embarrassment. Not when the girl was about to go into the SATs. Willow met Taras gaze and smiled. She couldnt help but be grateful for Taras consideration. Glancing around, Willow came to the same realisation as Tara. The only one whod even notice was Oz. But, was she comfortable letting Tara kiss her with Oz present? Although, knowing Tara, she would probably keep the kiss chaste. She wouldnt do anything to purposefully embarrass her or upset Oz. That kind of behaviour wasnt in her nature. But still, what if someone else saw them? Tara could sense the turmoil going on inside Willow. The girl was taking her sweet time in figuring out what she wanted, so Tara decided to end the struggle for her. With an adoring smile, she let go of Willows hands and lifted her right hand to Willows cheek. Good luck, she whispered into her right ear, before pressing a very brief chaste kiss against her cheek, softly caressing her left cheekbone with her hand. Willows heart was pounding as Tara kissed her cheek. She hated herself for her own indecision. Why couldnt she have given Tara the go-ahead for a real kiss? Why was she such a coward? And what had she done to deserve someone as considerate as Tara? In the instant that those thoughts ran through her head, Willow made up her mind. As Tara began to move her lips away from her cheek, Willow turned her head just enough so that their lips could meet. Tara stopped in her tracks when she felt Willows lips against hers, and the girls hands move up to cup her face. The kiss was over almost as abruptly as it had begun, but as Willow pulled away, Tara knew how big a deal this was for her, and it made the kiss more powerful for her than any theyd shared before. Thanks, Willow whispered huskily, her cheeks flushed a deep red. Tara smiled warmly in response, finding it difficult to speak. Willow still had a long way to go, but this was an awesome first step in accepting her sexuality. Oz watched the display with increasing discomfort. Hed gallantly set Willow free the other week, but not without a slim hope that shed come back to him. However, witnessing the ever-increasing affection between Willow and Tara, had given him a lot to think about these past few days. Which is why hed come over to Willows this morning to make his last pitch. But after what hed just witnessed, he couldnt help but feel he was playing a losing game. However, that wasnt gonna stop him from sticking around for the final innings. Until Willow came out and officially announced that Tara was her girlfriend, hed continue to remain hopeful. His love for Willow would allow him to do nothing less. Willow eventually remembered she wasnt alone with Tara, and turned to face Oz somewhat guiltily. Oz smiled at her in reassurance, not wanting her to feel bad about her actions. It was hard enough for her to come to terms with her sexuality, and she didnt need him to make it harder for her. Good luck Will, he took a step towards her and pressed a quick kiss against her cheek. Willow smiled at her ex warmly, glad to see he wasnt upset with her. Thanks Oz. Oz nodded towards the entrance. Meet you here afterwards. Yeah, Tara agreed. Thanks, Willow acknowledged both Tara and Oz, before turning around and joining her fellow seniors. Oz and Tara turned towards each other somewhat hesitantly once Willow had gone. Ready? Oz ventured. Tara nodded and they both began to walk towards his van in silence. Once theyd reached his car, Oz graciously unlocked the passenger side first, before going over to the drivers side. Tara nodded her thanks, and as she got inside, she leaned over and unlocked the drivers side for Oz. If Oz was gonna play the gentleman, then so was she. In a manner of speaking. Oz wasnt the only one with good manners. Thanks, Oz acknowledged as he sat down and started up the engine. Tara smiled and put on her seatbelt. They drove in silence for a few minutes, until Oz finally spoke up. Things couldnt go on the way they were. You wanna stop for some coffee, he ventured, my shout? Tara turned to face Oz. Her first instinct was to refuse, but she quickly realised that this wasnt really about coffee. They needed to talk. Okay, she smiled. Oz smiled back, pleased with her response. A minute later he pulled up outside the Espresso Pump. * Tara smiled her thanks as Oz set down two extra large cups of mochas. He took a seat opposite her at the table, and the two of them looked at their cups awkwardly, simultaneously lifting them up to their lips for a quick sip. Strong, Tara ventured. Oz nodded. Hot, he observed. Yeah, Tara agreed. A second later they both chuckled nervously. Small talk wasnt really their thing. They met each others eyes and smiled weakly. Im sorry, Tara was the first to speak, deciding to cut straight to the chase. She knew what Oz wanted to talk about, and there was no use avoiding the issue any longer. About what? Oz inquired, sensing the apology wasnt for their inane conversation. Tara sighed and took another sip, stalling for as long as she could. I, uhI n-n-never meant to-to h-h-hurt youcome between you and Willow Oz nodded in response. I know you didnt, he said softly. I dont blame you. Not really. Ive had a lot of time to think, and II just dont want her to forget about meyoure not the only one who A light flashed in Taras mind as she realised what Oz meant. You th-think were spending too much t-t-time together? Not exactly, he sighed. II know Wills going through a lot, and Im not the best one to help, butbut I still wanna be a part of her life A-are you asking me to see l-l-less of her? Tara couldnt believe what she was hearing. Oz shook his head vehemently. Shed gotten it all wrong. Thats not what I meant, he clarified. You make Willow happyanyone can see that. I just dont wanna be left out. Wills got a lot to deal with, and I wanna be around for her. I want the chance to spend time with her, too. Tara frowned as she pondered his words. You w-w-wanna share hersplit her up? she giggled as an idea hit her. I have her on Mondays Wednesdays and F-F-Fridays, and you get her Tuesdays, Thursdays, and Saturdaysand S-S- Sundays shes a free agent? Oz chuckled at Taras attempt at humour. Not quite, he smiled. But something like that. Ill be honest with you Tara. When Will first told me about what happened, a part of me blamed you for everything. But Ive thought a lot about things, and Ive come to realise its not really anyones fault. Its just the way things are. I dont hate you or blame you. In fact, I uhI want the two of us to be friends. For Willows sake, but also for our own. Tara smiled at this. She was quickly beginning to understand his meaning. In fact, she could totally relate to his line of thinking. One of them was gonna be left in the cold once Willow sorted out her own mind. And Oz, just like herself, wanted to remain a part of Willows life regardless of the context. And he was right, it would be a lot easier for that to happen if they became friends. Friends, Tara smiled and lifted her coffee cup. Oz smiled back and pressed his cup against Taras. Friends. The three of us could hang sometimes, Tara suggested, if you want? Oz nodded and smiled. Thats kinda what I had in mind. Maybe go see a movie, hang out at the Bronze, have a video night, whatever? Might be fun, Tara agreed. Oz sipped his mocha, his mood turning more serious. Tara, he ventured hesitantly, I What? she prompted softly, giving him a warm smile. I know this is none of my business, butdoes she know youre in love with her? Tara exhaled sharply. Of all the things shed thought hed ask, this was one issue she hadnt even imagined would come up. I, uhI-I-I havent told her, she said softly, not meeting his gaze. I didnt w-w-wanna put any pressure on her. She has to f-figure out what she wants. I dont ww- w-want her to feel o-o-obligated to meinfluence her de- decision. Oz looked at Tara guiltily. He hadnt had the same restraint. Youre a stronger person than I am, he admitted wryly. To be honest, Id have thought that was the first thing you wouldve said to her. I know I did Tara smiled at Oz affectionately. You were her b- boyfriend, she reminded him. That gave you every r-r- right He shrugged unconvincingly. I guess, he sighed. Its justIm way out of my league here. I gotta be honest with you Tara. If you were a guy, Id know exactly what to do. But this wholeits not easy when you dont even know what youre competing with. Not that were competing. Its Willows decision after all. But I dont wanna lose her. And I know you dont either Oz paused and met Taras gaze. He looked deep into her eyes expecting to see anger or hatred, but all he felt was her compassion. The girl was actually relating to him. Im sorry, he sighed. You dont need to hear this Its okay, Tara smiled in reassurance. It m-must be hard for youkeeping it all in. You havent been able to talk to anyone have you? Oz sighed again and took a sip of his coffee. Its not like I can go to Devon about this. And I wouldnt wanna break Wills confidence by letting any of the Scoobies know. Besides, Wills the one whos going through all these changes Im sorry Oz, Tara reached out and touched his hand briefly. I n-never meant for this to hap-happen. I mean, I felt a c-c-connection from the beginning, but I never l- l-let her know how I felt. I never did a-a-anything t-t- to I know, Oz reassured. And like I said, I dont blame you. I just dont know what to do here. I wanna be her friend, but I wanna be more than that too. But I dont wanna push her either. And I can see you make her happy. Maybe its for the best, he sighed. At least this way I dont have to worry about the Wolf hurting her Tara reached out and briefly touched his arm. We all have evilsome m-more than others. Life is about d- dealing with it. And when you l-l-love someone, you take them as they aregood and bad. Oz smiled in agreement. But you also want whats best for them. Maybe Ive just been fooling myself. Will might be better off with someone who doesnt have a demon inside them Tara looked away in discomfort. She knew all too well how Oz felt. He wasnt the only one who had evil inside himand a part of her couldnt help but agree with him. Maybe Will might be better off without either of them But life was never that cut and dry. Just like Oz, she too was selfish when it came to Willow. And she couldnt help but hope that the evil inside her could be contained. She might want whats best for Willow, but she also wanted what was best for herself as well. I guess this whole situation is p-pretty unusual, she smiled wryly. But then again, living on the Hellmouth can do that Yeah, Oz couldnt help but smile. Guess youre right. Youre not a bad person Oz, Tara conceded softly. I can see why Will cares for you. Ditto, Oz smiled, before taking another sip of his mocha. What say we head over to the Bronze, shoot a bit of pool, wait around till shes finished? Hed had enough meaningful conversations for one day. All right, Tara smiled in agreement. She too felt like lightening the mood. But Im not too g-good at pool No problem, Oz stood up and grinned. Ill give you some pointers. Okay, Tara agreed, following him back to his van. * That afternoon, the Scoobies exited the testing centre wearily. Buffy left almost immediately to go find Faith so they could train and patrol. Cordy then decided to drag Xander off to the movies with her, leaving Willow to her own devices. She wasnt alone for long though. Less than a minute went by, before she was met by Oz and Tara, both of whom were in a very jovial mood. They had spent the better half of the day playing pool and hanging out at the Bronze. After their first game of pool, the two of them had relaxed with one another quite significantly. Theyd put aside their rivalries and focused on the game at hand. Whats more, once theyd gotten to talking, theyd realised they had quite a lot in common as well. Theyd steered away from talking about Willow, so the subjects of music, philosophy, pop culture, and other various matters had been raised. Surprisingly enough, they actually shared similar views in a lot of these areas. Being a musician, Oz had a very wide range of musical tastes, and hed been surprised that Tara actually knew of some of the more obscure bands he listened too. It was more than hed been able to say about Willow. In fact, he was also surprised to find out that just like him, Tara used music as an escape when she was upset. Whereas he played guitar, she sang. Hed even suggested a jam session, but Tara had quickly refused. She wasnt one for singing in public. Even if that public included only one member. All in all, theyd left the Bronze that afternoon with a deeper understanding of one another. They were alike in so many ways, and if theyd met under any other circumstances, they probably wouldve become fast friends. So, it was only fair that they gave each other a chance now. After all, good friends were hard to come by. And just because they were in love with the same person, it didnt mean that they should harbour resentment towards one another. Besides, it wasnt in either of their natures to be resentful. There were just some things in life that couldnt be avoided or changed. And neither of them blamed each other for their situation. It was beyond their control. You two seem awfully chummy, Willow observed with a frown. Oz had leaned over and said something to Tara, causing them both to start chuckling as they headed towards her. She couldnt help feeling perplexed with the whole situation. Whats going on here? Have I missed something? Since when are Oz and Tara friends? Is there something I should know about? What happened today? Hey Will, Tara met her gaze. Oz was just telling me about what happened at a gig the other week. Yeah, Oz confirmed with a smile. There was this incident with Wait, Willow held up a hand. Whats going on here? Tara and Oz looked at one another in resignation. We had a talk, Tara spoke up eventually, looking to Oz for confirmation. Right, he nodded and turned to face Willow. We, uhwe hung out. Turns out we have a lot in common, Tara supplied. Willows gaze alternated from Tara to Oz, still not following. You hung out? Togetheralone? she questioned. Since when do you hang out? Tara sighed and looked back to Oz for some help. I miss you Will, he said softly. I miss hanging out. And I know things are confusing for you right now, but I still wanna be a part of your life. Tara smiled in agreement. And so do Iwhatever happens So we figured it wouldnt hurt to get to know each other, Oz finished up. Make things easier in the long run. Friends Willow frowned, finally getting the picture. She wasnt too sure how she felt about this. Her ex-boyfriend, and her potential girlfriend becoming friends, now that was one for the history books. It had threesome written all over it. Willow quickly put that thought out of her head. Mind out of the gutter, she reminded herself. Besides, the three of them hanging out as friends had definite possibilities. She did miss Oz. And she was still uncertain as to what she wanted. Maybe hanging out with both of them would help make things clearer. In fact, the more she thought about it, the more the idea appealed to her. Shed be getting the best of both worlds. Tara and Oz turned to look at each other and smiled. Theyd noticed the changing expressions on Willows face, and could tell she was warming to their idea. You wanna hang out, Willow ventured, seeking clarification, the three of ustogether? Thats the idea, Tara confirmed. Willow smiled warmly. The three of usokay. So, what do you wanna do? Now? Oz questioned. Yeah, Willow replied. Were all here How bout a movie? Tara supplied. Okay, Willow agreed, turning her gaze to Oz. Sure, he smiled. With that, the three of them headed towards Ozs van, wondering what on earth they were getting themselves into. * As they entered the movie theatre, Willow sighed. There were huge lines everywhereSaturday afternoon rush and all. However, as she took the time to look around, she noticed Xander and Cordy at the top quarter of the ticket queue. Over here, Xander called out, spotting them at the same time as Willow had. He was surprised to see them here, but pleased nevertheless. Hey, Willow smiled in greeting. What movie you guys seeing? Wild Things, Cordelia supplied. Isnt that the movie with a threesome? Tara questioned with a smirk. Shed heard some of her classmates talking about it, and it had definitely peaked her interest. Xander grinned and nodded enthusiastically. Why do you think I chose it? Cordelia rolled her eyes. The only reason I agreed to see it was cos Matt Dillons in it. But seeing as youre into that kinda stuff, she turned to face Tara, youll probably like it. I heard theres some good girl on girl action What are you implying? Willow interrupted defensively. You think just cos someones gay, that theyll only watch a movie if theres Cordelia took a step back indignantly. And who made you Ms PC? she interjected. All I meant, was that a lesbo might enjoy watching The terms lesbian, Willow corrected. And I know exactly what you meant. Its okay, Will, Tara reached for her hand. Besides, she giggled to lighten the mood, shes kinda right. I do enjoy a film with good girl on girl action. Willow smiled at Tara sheepishly. Shed overreacted to Cordelias comment, and was grateful for the reality check. If she wasnt careful, her own indignation could unintentionally reveal her secret. Its settled then, Xander glanced at Oz with a conspiratorial grin. Juicy girl on girl action, and Mat Dillon-y goodness. A bit of fun for everyone. Oz looked at Xander in resignation. He wasnt too sure if Wild Things was the right movie for them to watch under the circumstances, but it would look too suspicious if he objected. Besides, it was just a moviethreesome or no. Willow and Tara looked at each other, their thoughts similar to those running through Ozs head. However, it was too late to protest. They were at the front of the queue now and Xander and Oz were already getting out their wallets to buy tickets for all of them. Ill get the drinks and popcorn, Willow offered, seeing as how Oz had offered to pay for both her and Taras tickets. Okay, Oz agreed. Willow and Tara left the ticket queue and headed towards the refreshment stand with Xander. As usual he was expected to pay for everything. The things he had to go through to date Cordelia A few minutes later, the five of them sat down in the back row, popcorn and sodas in hand. Cordelia sat at the end, with Xander next to her. Oz took a seat next to Xander, with Willow beside him, and Tara holding up the other end next to Willow. As they settled back in their seats to watch the previews, Willow couldnt help but find their situation somewhat ironic. Here she was, sitting in a darkened cinema, with her ex-boyfriend on her left, and her potential girlfriend on her right, about to watch a movie with a prominent threesome in it. Oh no, her life couldnt be any more complicated The movie started out innocently enough, but pretty soon the first twist in the plotline revealed itself, and Willow found herself utterly hooked. She was enjoying the subtle interactions between the characters, the way no one was as they seemed. And even though she was more than a little turned on by the sex scenes, she still remained focused on the story and couldnt wait to find out what was gonna happen next. Wow, she sighed as the final credits began to roll. That last scenewhat a way to turn it all around. I think for once you actually made a good choice Xander. Right, Cordelia agreed as they began to pile out of the cinema. Never underestimate a woman when it comes to money. Ill remember that, Xander grinned. But Neve Campbellcan I say woof!? Cordelia swatted him playfully. Dream on. She was kinda hot, Tara conceded softly. Willow looked at Tara in surprise. You thought she was hot? Um, she blushed, well, uhk-k-kinda Xander gave Tara a huge grin. You know what? Youd make a good couple. You and Neve Campbell ever get together, let me know Xander! both Willow and Cordelia protested. Xanders grin widened. What? he questioned oh so innocently. I think you owe me dinner now, Cordelia stated. Xander sighed resignedly. Fine. How bout the Bronze? Theyre having a special on Buffalo wings. Heard theyre real good. Buffalo wings? Cordelia frowned. I was thinking more like Pasta Alfredo, or Buffalo wings, Xander interjected. Unless you wanna pay? Im pretty much tapped out after the movie. Since it was her palette at stake, Cordelia decided shed have no other choice but to pay. Fine, she sighed. Pasta it is. Seriously? Xander grinned. Youre the bestest girlfriend ever, he wrapped his arm around her shoulder and pressed a quick kiss against her cheek. Welldont get used to it, Cordelia smiled. Xander smiled back and kissed her again, this time meeting her lips with his own. Ill be back, Oz nodded towards the bathroom as Xander and Cordelia continued kissingoblivious to the world around them. Okay, Willow smiled, before turning to face Tara. So, she smiled mischievously, you thought Neve Campbell was hot? Tara blushed. I th-th-think shes a good actress Willow smiled, finding Taras embarrassment adorable. Dont tell me you have a crush on Neve Campbell? she teased. I Its okay, Willow chuckled, lacing her fingers with Taras. I can see why youd like her, she leaned in to whisper in Taras ear. Shes got some cleavage. But if you ask me, I think yours is sexier. Taras blush deepened and she pulled her head back in surprise. She couldnt believe Willow had said that. In public no less. Okay, so shed whispered it, but still And how long has Willow been noticing my cleavage? Willow smiled back cheekily. The movie had definitely gotten her riled up. And right now, all she wanted to do was get Tara home. Watching all that girl on girl action had put her in a very sensual mood. And if she played her cards right, who knows, Tara might even let her touch Wheres Oz? Xander interrupted her thoughts, having just pulled away from Cordelia. Bathroom, Willow replied. But you guys go on ahead. I dont think well be joining you for dinner, she glanced at Tara coyly. Xander accepted her answer at face value. Okay, he smiled. Well see you later. Bye, Cordelia acknowledged, before the two of them headed out to her car. Ive got other dinner plans, Willow whispered once theyd gone. Such as? Tara replied flirtatiously. Willow moved to reply, but was interrupted by Ozs return. Hey, Oz greeted. Wheres Xander and Cordy? Left for dinner, Willow explained. I told them to go on ahead. In fact, if you dont mind, I kinda wanna head off home Not a problem, Oz smiled agreeably, doing his best to sound nonchalant. Hed seen the way Willow was looking at Tara, and after the movie, he had a pretty good idea of what was probably going on in her mind. * _____________________________________________________ "I may be love's bitch, but at least I'm man enough to admit it." - Spike Willow and Tara Closeness Spikeme4now_Willow_Tara egroup
spikeme4now	FIC: A Fluke Between Two Wiccans 6a W/T NC-17	#90	[-]
Posts: 115 (11/05/03 10:42:26) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts	As he pulled up outside Willows house, Oz turned off the ignition and stepped out of the van. He escorted the two girls up to the door in silence. He knew that the only one getting an invitation inside, and possibly staying the night, was Tara. And he didnt really feel too pleased about that. However, a part of him realised that right now, Willow needed to explore that side of her sexuality, and Tara was the only one who could help her. Unfortunately, that knowledge didnt make the situation any easier for him. But being the person that he was, he could do nothing but step aside and let it happen. Which is why he was now awkwardly gazing at the floor, as Willow unlocked the front door. He didnt exactly want to leave, but he knew he couldnt stick around either. What was he gonna do? Tara looked at Oz with sympathy. She knew what Oz must be thinking. It was one thing to suggest the three of them hang out together, but quite another to actually follow through with the plan. What made Tara feel doubly worse was that she genuinely liked Oz. Oz finally broke the awkward silence. I guess Ill call it a night, he reached a hand towards Tara. Its been fun Yeah, Tara smiled as she grasped his hand and squeezed it gently. Im glad we t-t-talked. Me too, Oz agreed, and on impulse leaned in and pressed a quick kiss against her cheek. Night Tara, he said as he pulled away and let go of her hand. Tara smiled shyly at the young man, feeling more than a little surprised by his actions. Night Oz. Willow couldnt believe what she was seeing. Oz just kissed Taras cheek. Oh my God, Oz kissed Taras cheek. That wasthat wasgods that was just so sweet of him. I cant believe theyre really friends. Oz and Tarawhodve thought? Willow knew that the two of them had reached an understanding today, but seeing Oz plant a friendly kiss on Taras cheek made it seem all the more real. She didnt know quite what to make of it. She was lucky to have such an understanding ex-boyfriend. However, the fact that they got along, did not make the situation any easier. Willow knew that. She knew that ultimately it was down to her. She had a great deal of responsibility on her shoulders, and she had to tread very carefully. Whatever happened, she had to make sure that no one got hurtbe it Tara or Oz. But its definitely gonna help that theyre friends. How lucky can a gal get? Oz turned towards Willow, whose mouth was still slightly open. He didnt blame her for being surprised. He hadnt known himself what he was gonna do until hed actually done it. Hed simply wanted to show Tara that there werent any hard feelings on his part. Good night Will, he said softly, leaning in to kiss her cheek. As he pulled away, Willow lifted her hands to his cheeks and stopped him. She knew how hard this must be on him, and his gesture of friendship towards Tara meant a lot to her. So, without further ado, she gently pressed her lips against his in a brief kiss. It was her way of showing him that she still cared, that she hadnt forgotten about him, and that she appreciated his friendship and support. Oz was overwhelmed by Willows actions. A part of him knew the kiss was just a consolation prize, but the dreamer in him held onto it like a ray of hope. Whatever happened, he now knew that he wasnt gonna be tossed out of her life. With that thought, he flashed her a warm smile, before turning around and heading off to his van. He no longer minded so muchleaving Willow and Tara alone. After all, he wasnt completely out of the game anymore. At least according to the kiss hed just gotten. Tara watched Oz leave with mixed feelings. Seeing Willow kiss Oz had left her feeling more than a little disgruntled. However, she realised why the girl had done it. And she couldnt really blame her. It was the least he deserved. But that didnt mean she had to like it. With a sigh, she stepped through the front door and made a beeline for the couch. Willow turned around as Tara disappeared inside. Closing the door and locking it behind her, she let out a sigh of her own. She realised what Tara had seen, and the effect it was obviously having on her. Stepping into the living room, Willow looked down at Tara hesitantly. The girl was sitting on the edge of the couch with an unreadable expression on her face. Hey, she greeted softly, taking a seat next to her. I, uhIm sorry Tara shook her head and forced a smile to her lips. Its okay. Willow frowned and reached a hand for Taras knee. No its not Of course it is, Tara insisted, resting her hand on top of Willows. You have the right to kiss anyone you want. Besides, she chuckled weakly, Its not like I havent seen you kiss Oz before. Ive gotten used to it. Ive learned to deal Willows eyes widened as a realisation dawned on her. Oh God, what have I put her through all these months? How long has she had feelings for me? Shes seen me kiss Oz so many times. No wonder she always acted kinda awkwardwhy I sensed those energy changes. Gods, Ive been so blind. Why didnt I realise this sooner? And I thought Xander was dense Oh God, Tara, Im so sorry, Willow searched Taras eyes desperately. I never realised Tara frowned in puzzlement, not quite following Willows over the top reaction. Really, she insisted with a smile. Its okay. I dont mind you kissing Oz. I know why you did itits okay No, Willow corrected, I mean yes. I mean, Im sorry Ihow long? Tara was now even more confused. How long what? You had feelings for me, she stated very gently, her voice barely above a whisper, before the fluke? While I was still with Oz? Oh, Tara exhaled, lowering her gaze to the floor. Im so sorry Tara, Willow insisted, moving her free hand up to Taras cheek. It mustve been hard? Tara shook her head as she blinked away a tear, overwhelmed by the girls compassion. Will, Tara met her gaze with a smile. The moment I met you, I knew you were specialbut you had a boyfriend. You werent gay. I knew that. And I was totally okay with it. But yeah, I had feelings for you. And seeing you with Ozit wasnt always easy Willow was still in a daze over Taras long-term unrequited crush. She, more than anyone, knew what it was like to be in that situation. She hated herself for being so Xander-like. Well, at least shed eventually come to her senses. And that was something Xander had never done. I cant believe I was so blind, Willow sighed, not taking her eyes off Taras. What you mustve gone through You dont have to apologise, Tara smiled warmly. Willow wasnt having any of that though. She felt entirely guilt ridden over her blindness. Shed done the same thing to Tara as Xander had done to her. And shed always sworn shed never be so dense as to hurt someone like that. Oh Tara, Willow buried her head in the crook of Taras neck and moved her hands around her back. Im so sorry, she mumbled, Im so sorry. Tara moved a hand to gently stroke Willows hair. Hey, she whispered soothingly, its okay Sweetie, its okay. Willows heart skipped a beat in response to Taras endearment. She liked being called Sweetie. It felt right somehow. Im really sorry Tara, she insisted. I know you are, Tara soothed. But its okay. Taras words were finally penetrating Willows emotions. It is? Uh huh, Tara placed a soft kiss against Willows hair. Besides, its in the past. Nothing you can do to change it now. But I can make it up to you, Willow pulled away in realisation. Let me make it up to you, she stated softly, meeting Taras gaze with resolve. Tara smiled flirtatiously at Willow, following her train of thought. What did you have in mind? She knew exactly what Willow was suggesting, and right now, she wasnt gonna do anything to refuse. Especially as a part of her wanted to make Willow forget all about that kiss shed just given Oz. She wanted her lips and her name to be on Willows mind as she fell asleep tonight Willow opened her mouth to respond, but Tara silenced her with a kiss. She was gonna take control of the situation. If Willow wanted to make things up to her, then she could start by erasing Oz from her senses, and replacing him with her. And Tara herself was gonna make sure she did everything she could to help that along. Willow reached up with her hands and wrapped her fingers around Taras hair, as the girls tongue sought entrance into her mouth. She met it eagerly. Whatever Tara wanted, she would give. After all, the woman before her deserved it. Besides, she liked Take Control Tara. She was very, very sexy Tara was pleased with her ready acceptance, and with determination, she swirled her tongue around Willows in an attempt to incite them both. Feeling Willows tongue against hers was enough to cause her whole body to yearn for more, but the night was still young, and there was plenty of time. Right now, Tara wanted to tease Willow a little. She wanted the girl to need her so badly, that thered be no room in her mind for anyone else. This is why she moved her hands to cup Willows face, as she continued to play with her tongue. She was purposefully keeping the contact between them agonisingly chaste. Willow tightened her grip on Taras hair as the girls tongue continued to tease her own. For some reason, Tara was not allowing her a satisfying taste, but kept touching and tasting in continued bursts. Mmmm, Willow moaned in frustration, as Taras tongue continued to elude her. Why was the girl teasing her? What was her game? Tara smirked against Willows lips. Her plan was working. I guess Ill give in, she thought to herself, well, only for a second Willow sighed in satisfaction when she was finally given leave to suckle on Taras tongue. This is what she wantedwhat shed had in mind. There was nothing on this earth that tasted sweeter than Tara-tongue. Well, except for maybe Tara-breasts, which she had yet to sample. Speaking of which, there was one other thing she had yet to taste, and she couldnt help but wonder what the girls essence would feel like against her tongue. This brought an immediate shudder to course down her body and finish up between her legs. Her own essence pooled up at the very thought of Taras, almost as if it was calling out to be sampled as well. It was amazing how quickly Tara always managed to get a reaction out of her. She never got this wet this fast when Oz kissed her. And for all intents and purposes, this kiss was still relatively chaste. Tara shivered as well, her body instinctively responding to Willows. Besides, the gentle pressure of Willows warm, wet mouth around her tongue had an effect all on its own. She couldnt help but think of it as a preview to another type of kiss. I wonder what itd be like to really taste herto feel the pressure of her sex around my tongue as I thrust inside and draw out her essence That thought proved too much for Tara and the aching between her thighs doubled. If she were to remain in control of the situation, shed have to pull away now. Mustering all her restraint, Tara tightened her grip on Willows cheeks, and swiftly guided the girls lips away from hers. Willow was surprised by the sudden lack of Tara-tongue in her mouth. Mmmm, she protested, not bothering to open her eyes as she leaned in to recapture the girls lips. Tara held her firm though, forcing her own eyes open as she attempted to steady her breathing. She had to give herself some time to regain her composure. She couldnt go on as she wasnot if she wanted to stick with her plan. Willow blinked her eyes open in frustration. Hey she moved to protest, but was silenced by Taras lips. The girl captured her bottom lip briefly, nipping on it gently before pulling away. Once again, Willows eyes fluttered open, but didnt remain that way for long, as she quickly felt Taras lips returning to hers. The girl continued to tease her in that manner for quite some time. Shed lean in, suckle and nip at her lips, and then move away just as she was beginning to enjoy herself. Willow didnt know how much more of this she could take. Tara had honed the act of teasing to a tee, and Willow was now utterly at her mercy. Right now she would do anything the girl wantedno matter what. Sensing this, Tara pulled away with a new purpose. Kiss me, she demanded huskily. Willow instantly leaned in to comply. No, Tara pulled away and leaned her neck back. Here, she pressed a finger between her collarbones, where her neck met her chest. Kiss me here, she said breathlessly. Taste me Willows gaze fell on Taras chest, her breathing heavy. She watched as Taras finger moved away from her chest and the girls hands returned to cup her cheeks. Her mind was utterly blank. All she could think about was pleasing Taragiving the girl what she wanted. With that, Willow exhaled softly, and breathed in heartily, before closing her eyes and pressing her lips against Taras chest. She moved her hands around Taras waist and brought her body closer to hers for better access. Tara shuddered, Oh, she sighed, moving her hands up to Willows hair and gripping her gently. Willow, she sighed again, as the girl lifted her lips and pressed another kiss against her skin. Shed opened her mouth a little this time, and briefly made contact with her tongue. Taste, Tara prompted softly, wanting more than just brief contact. She wanted her scent and her taste to be ingrained in Willows mind. She wasnt gonna go so far as to ask Willow to drink from the fount, but she wanted to leave a distinct impression nevertheless. This wasnt something she consciously wanted however. It was more instinctual.. Willow did as she was told, and extended her tongue out tentatively. She ran it around Taras skin in a slow circle. Shed tasted Tara for the first time the other night, and just like then, she couldnt get enough. All her senses were in overdrive. She could smell the lingering essence of Taras perfume, coupled with the unmistakable muskiness that was filling the room. Top that off with the uniquely tangy flavour of Taras skin, and Willow was in Tara-heaven. She wanted more however, so she began to suckle as well as taste. Oh Gods, Tara moaned, guiding Willow away from her. She didnt want a repeat of the other night. Before Willow could protest, she captured the girls lips and thrust her tongue into her mouth. Willow moaned into the kiss and allowed Tara to taste her own saltiness on her tongue. When Tara began to explore the inside of her mouth, she moved her hands up from her waist and slipped them underneath her shirt. She wanted to feel the smooth softness of the girls back under her fingertips. No, Tara whimpered, pulling away from the kiss. Willow opened her eyes in puzzlement, but stilled her movement nevertheless. Why wont she let me touch her? Shes never complained before? Give me your hands, Tara instructed, her voice barely above a whisper. Breathing heavily, Willow kept her mouth slightly open as she complied. What? Yet again, Tara prevented Willow from speaking. She was in charge here. With that, she grasped Willows hands with her own and covered the girls lips. Touch me, she instructed against Willows mouth. Where? Willow thought as Taras tongue met hers. Tara answered her unspoken question by guiding her hands to her belly. I know what you want, she explained, pulling away so as to taste Willows bottom lip. Willow shuddered at the sensation of Taras tongue against her lip. What? With her hands pressed gently against Willows, Tara slowly guided them upwards. This, she nipped playfully at her lip. This is what you want, she stopped her hands just before they reached the underside of her breasts. Isnt it? Willow opened her eyes and looked down at where her hands were resting. Tara had chosen to wear her shirt today. She hadnt complained though, seeing as how it was about one or two sizes too small for her, and caused her breasts to be displayed quite enticingly within its confines. She hadnt been able to get that image of Taras breasts out of her head all day. And she couldnt believe Tara was actually offering to fulfil one of her daydreams. This wasnt really happeningwas it? Isnt it Willow? Tara repeated, holding her hands still. She wasnt gonna let her touch until she admitted it. This is one thing Oz can never give you, can he? she thought to herself. But I can. Whenever you want em Willowtheyre all yours. Just let me know. I wanna hear you say it. I wanna hear you say you want me. There are some things only I can give you, and I wanna know you want em. Oh gods, Willow sighed, oh gods yes. She needed her now. Please Please what? Tara grinned. Willow smiled back indulgently. Tara was playing with her. But considering what was at stake, Willow was more than willing to play by her rules. I uh, I w-wanna touch em, Willow blushed, suddenly overcome with a wave of shyness. Please Tara smiled as she noticed the flush in Willows cheek. Shes so adorable With that thought, Tara let go of Willows hands, giving her total freedom to touch whatever she wanted. When Willow failed to make a move however, Tara realised that she was gonna need a little guidance. However, as she opened her mouth to speak, she too felt a sudden wave of shyness sweep over her. Much as she wanted to play the cool, calm, sophisticate, the intimacy of what she was offering could not be ignored. Which is why she shyly returned her hands to rest against Willows and gazed deeply into her eyes. The pure need and adoration she saw there, gave her the courage to continue. Touch me, she prompted with a whisper, her pulse racing as she slowly guided Willows hands upwards. Both girls closed their eyes and trembled when Willows hands reached the underside of Taras breasts. Willow stopped for a moment to steady herself. She was in a daze here, unable to fully comprehend that she was actually feeling Taras breasts against her thumb and forefinger. Still in her dreamlike state, Willow eventually continued her journey, slowly moving her hands upwards. She moaned when she felt the imprint of Taras nipples against the centre of her palms. They were straining against the material of her shirt and bra, showing Willow exactly how much she was wanted. Tara forced her eyes open so that she could see what Willow was doing. Her touch, even through cotton and polyester, was exhilarating. There was no one else on this planet who could get such an immediate response from her. She just loved the girl so much. Willows eyes opened and locked with Taras. She could see the desiresense it, just as strongly as she could feel her own. But shed never touched another girl like this before. Tara, Willow ventured shyly, show me she hesitated as a blush warmed her cheek. Forcing herself into composure, she timidly finished her sentence. Show me what you like In response, Tara applied the slightest bit of pressure against the backs of Willows hands. She then guided both of Willows hands to fully cup her breasts, letting her knead them gently. This allowed Willow to feel just how full and supple she was. Unashamedly, Tara closed her eyes and arched her back. She wanted Willow to see exactly what effect she was having on her. After a while, she wanted more, so she began grinding Willows palms in slow circles against her nipples, increasing the pressure and speed according to what she needed. _____________________________________________________ "I may be love's bitch, but at least I'm man enough to admit it." - Spike Willow and Tara Closeness Spikeme4now_Willow_Tara egroup
spikeme4now	Re: FIC: A Fluke Between Two Wiccans 6a W/T NC-17	#91	[-]
Posts: 115 (11/05/03 10:49:32) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts	Willow was fascinated with Taras soft moans and heavy breathing, not to mention the sensation of her breasts in her hands. In fact, playing with Taras breasts and seeing the effect her touch had, was causing the dull ache between her legs to continuously intensify. Whats more, she was now so wet that if she looked down, shed probably notice the wetness had seeped right through her jeans and left a telltale wet spot. She didnt care though. She was too lost in the moment. And with that, she leaned in and captured Taras lips. Tara let go of Willows hands and moved them to her hips. She too was now lost in the momentall thoughts of remaining in control flying out the window. Willows tongue inside her mouth, and her hands cupping her breasts, was all she could focus on. She was just so pleased the girl hadnt stopped caressing her now that she was no longer being guided. Suddenly, Tara arched her back as her whole body quivered with sensation. Willow had decided to take advantage of her newfound freedom by gently pinching her nipples. Gods shes a vixen, Tara thought to herself, moving her hands to rest against her back. But shes not the only one With that, Tara allowed herself to fall back against the couch. She pressed gently against Willows back, trapping the girls hands against her breasts, while she captured her left thigh. If Willow was gonna go all out, then so was she. Willow pulled away from Taras lips and looked down into her eyes. She was surprised by their new position. Before she could speak however, Tara moved her hands to her ass and lifted her thigh. She applied a brief yet calculated pressure in the area of her clit, effectively clearing all thought from Willows brain. In response, Willow could do nothing, but lower her head back down and thrust her tongue between Taras lips. Her whole body was aching with need and desire, and the unexpected pressure between her legs had not helped the matter. Tara sure knew how to totally disarm a girl. Tara eagerly accepted Willows tongue into her mouth. As she did so, she gently kneaded Willows ass, enjoying the way it caused the girl to quiver and moan softly. She wasnt gonna stop there though, and as Willow began to once again apply a gentle pressure against her breasts, Tara continued to caress her ass. After a while though, she got the urge to move her hands upwards and slip them underneath her blouse. Tara was tremblingunable to control herself in the wake of Willows increasingly skilful massage of her breasts. However, that did not stop her from also enjoying the softness of Willows skin. She slowly ran her hands up and down Willows lower back as their tongues duelled, unashamedly getting turned on by the girls delectable smoothness. It didnt take long for her to want more though. And so, before Willow knew what was happening, Tara moved her hands to her cheeks, parted their lips and rolled her over on the couch. She dropped a leg to the floor to steady herself as she guided Willow onto her back. She further surprised Willow when she failed to lie back down on top of her. Instead, she moved one of Willows legs to the floor. She then placed a knee on the couch between Willows thighs as she straddled the leg resting on the floor. Willow exhaled sharply when she felt just how heated Tara was. She looked up at the girl questioningly, wondering what she had in mind. Before she could voice her question, Tara placed her hands on either side of her face and leaned down to kiss her lips. She thrust her tongue briefly around the inside of her mouth, before moving to taste her bottom lip. In response, Willow thrust herself against Taras thigh and moved her hands up to once again cup her breasts. This caused Tara to moan softly and begin thrusting as well. She then started to gently nip at Willows bottom lip, all the while continuing to thrust against her thigh. They both wanted release, and their thighs were definitely providing some much needed friction. However, tonight wasnt about release. Tonight was about leaving an impression, and Tara had not finished making it just yet. So, before their mutual thrusting could get too serious, Tara moved her lips from Willows and started pressing soft kisses down her jaw line, along her neck, and down to her chest. This forced her to move her body down as well, bringing her thigh just out of Willows reach. Willows eyes fluttered open in protest, but when she felt Taras hands reach down between their bodies to cover her breasts, all was forgotten. Tara lifted her lips from Willows chest, so as to gaze into her eyes. She wanted to see the reaction her touch caused. And Willow didnt disappoint. As she tentatively pressed her palms flat against Willows breasts, the girls eyes widened and she gasped softly. This gave Tara more confidence. Shed been a bit hesitant when it came to touching Willows breasts, but the moment had called for it, and shed been unable to curb her hormones. Whats more, she had to admit, the girl had amazing breasts. They fit perfectly in the palm of her hand, and the thin material of her blouse did nothing to hide the stiffness of the girls nipples. Feeling naughty, Tara once again moved her body upwards and thrust her thigh against Willows warmth. She simultaneously thrust her tongue into Willows mouth and gently pinched the girls nipples. Mngh, Willow shuddered at the triple whammy and retaliated by applying pressure against Taras breasts, squeezing them quite hard. Oh gods, Tara pulled away from Willows lips. She was totally out of breath and in dire need of some relief. She could practically feel the throbbing of her clit as it begged for more friction. It wasnt gonna get it however. Taking a second to compose herself, Tara looked down at Willow with half closed eyes. The girl had not stopped kneading her breasts, and neither had she. But she was about to. With that, Tara leaned back down and pressed her lips against Willows chest, once again moving her thigh out of reach. This time however, she swirled her tongue in a circle against her soft flesh as she moved her hands down to the waistband of Willows jeans. Willow whimpered and momentarily ceased her hand movements. Was Tara gonna touch her down there? Tara lifted her head up and met Willows gaze with a glint in her eye. She knew what the girl was thinking. Which is why shed moved her hands there in the first place. However, she had something else in mind right now. Breathing heavily, Tara spread out both her hands and placed them just below Willows belly, underneath the hem of her blouse. Her thumbs rested on the waistband of her jeans. She didnt move them howevernot wanting to let Willow know just yet what she had in mind. Let the girl squirm and wonder for a bit longer, she smirked, Itll make her even wetter With that thought, she returned her lips to Willows chest and began pressing soft kisses against her skin. She moved her lips in a downward trail, until she reached the thin material of her blouse. This didnt stop her though, and she continued with her kisses. When her lips reached Willows left breast, she surprised her by taking her nipple into her mouth, and gently sucking on it. Willows hands instantly moved to entangle themselves in Taras hair. She moaned softly and arched her back as the warm wetness of Taras mouth seeped in through her blouse. A second later, Tara moved her attention to her other nipple, causing her to tighten her grip. Oh God, Willow trembled, thrusting upwards, but coming up short of any satisfying friction. Where was Taras thigh when she needed it? Tara lifted her head up and gazed down at Willow. She was more than pleased with her reaction. In fact, it spurred her on and gave her enough confidence to begin lifting up the hem of her blouse, exposing Willows delectable belly to her gaze. Willows hands had moved to rest against Taras waist as she looked up at her. She squeezed her hips in surprise though, as she felt the cold air against her skin. What is she doing? What does she have in mind? What? Taras lips against her belly silenced her question. Oh God, Willow moved her hands back to Taras hair. Gods shes amazing. Encouraged by Willows reaction, Tara tentatively extended her tongue. She ran a small wet line along the length of Willows belly, following the waistband of her jeans. She was so close to Willows sex now, that she could actually smell her arousal. She never wanted to leave here, but the more she kissed and licked and suckled at her belly, the more she wanted to slip further down and taste the dessert that was calling out to her. So, before she could succumb, Tara forced herself into a kneeling position astride Willows thigh, one foot on the floor for balance. Willows hands dropped back to Taras waist. Her whole body was on edge. Taras lips on her belly had been like sweet torture. The girl had the most amazing tongue. And even though she hadnt tasted what she wanted her to taste, Willow felt like shed been close to heaven. She looked up at Tara and moved her own hands to the hem of the girls shirt. She too wanted a taste. So, not waiting for permission, she grasped the edge of her shirt and lifted it clear off Taras body. Taras mouth opened in shock and she exhaled sharply. She hadnt expected Willow to react like that. And as she watched Willow drop the shirt to the floor, she could feel her heart pounding. She was now half nakedher breasts hidden only by the sheer cotton of her bra. Not that she was one for false modesty, but shed always been a little shy about her body. However, as her eyes met Willows and she saw the girls utter look of desire, her shyness quickly melted away. After all, she had wanted to show Willow what the difference between herself and Oz was. And what better way to do so, than by giving her a chance to gaze at her breasts? That was one thing she was certain Oz could never give her. Wow, Willow sighed, using her hands to circle Taras waist. Wow, she repeated. You like? Tara blushed. Willow was speechless. Tara had the most beautiful breasts shed ever seen. Her nipples were standing at attention, calling out to her through her bra, and her delectable mounds were so ample that they spilled out quite enticingly. The girls bra did nothing to hide her beauty, and it served merely to lift her breasts up and present them on a platter. Beautiful, she whispered, amazed to actually be seeing Tara this way. So beautiful And with that, she lifted her head up and pressed her lips against Taras belly. She held onto the girls hips tightly as she leaned back, forcing Tara down with her. Oh gods, Tara trembled, reaching out with her hands to brace herself. She rested her forearms against the couch above her head, as Willows lips and tongue began to suckle and taste the soft skin of her belly. Sweet torture, she shuddered. As she continued to nibble and taste, Willow found her senses working overtime. The scent of Taras arousal was like sweet nectar. She hadnt known anything could smell so sweet. She was no longer close to heaven. She was in heaven. She wanted nothing more than to reach down and unzip Taras jeans, slip them down her thighs and press her lips against the girls sex. If Tara tastes even half as good as her scent Willow moaned against Taras skin and trembled at the thought. Damn propriety. She wanted a real taste now! I want you so much, she mumbled against her belly, moving her hands to the waistband of her jeans. And before Tara could respond, Willow deftly undid the top button and hastily lowered the zipper. This quickly brought Tara to her senses and she pushed herself away from Willow. The girl wanted her. That word was like cold water in her veins. Shed been so focused on getting Willow to want her and not Oz, that shed forgotten what sex was really about. If Willow had said that she loved her and wanted to make love, then it might have been a different story. However, want was something else all together. It denoted a pure animal magnetismsexual attraction. And while thats what shed wanted to incite, she had no intention of following it through. Shed achieved her purpose though. She had no doubts as to whod be in Willows mind tonight. Unfortunately, they were now both so close, that she couldnt quite leave it at that. So, if she was gonna head off, the least she could do was let Willow know what shed be doing, and at the same time ask if shed do it too. It would make her very happy knowing Willow was thinking of her as she came. She was certain the girl had come from thinking about Oz beforenow it was her turn in the spotlight. Willow, she said her name breathlessly. Standing up, she looked down at Willow through half closed eyes, not bothering to cover herself up just yet. She wanted Willow to see her as she wasto give her something to fantasise about. Willow was breathing hard and fast, frustrated with Taras sudden absence. Shed only been gone a second and already she missed her scenther softness. Why had she moved? When she finally opened her eyes, she let out a sharp breath. Tara was standing before her, in only a bra, and half opened jeans. Her eyes instantly dropped to Taras pale pink panties, which were so obviously soaked through. Taking her fill of the sight, she moved her eyes back up to the girls breasts, and let out another sharp breath. The girl was so beautiful. And she was half naked. Oh gods, Tara was half naked. Her Tara was half naked, and she suddenly wanted her completely naked. The girl had the biggest, fullest, most beautiful breasts on the planet. And her bellyoh gods, it was simply calling out to her. She already knew what it felt like to taste her soft skin, and right now she wanted to return to doing just that. She wanted to run her tongue over it, move it up slowly until she reached the girls belly button. She then wanted to take her time in swirling her tongue around inside the girls navel, before she continued to suckle and kiss her way up towards those succulent breasts of hers. With her hands, she would unclasp the fastenings and remove the bra post hasty. Shed then hold the perfectly full globes in both her hands, before lowering her lips to one of her nipples. Shed take it into her mouth, savouring the taste, maybe even swirl her tongue around it for a while. Shed never tasted a girls breasts beforefelt a girls nipple inside her mouth and against her tongue. She couldnt help wondering what it would feel like. Willow, Tara repeated the girls name, drawing her gaze up from her breasts to her face. She had a pretty good idea of what Willow had been thinking about. The glazed look in her eye was clue enough. Cmere, Willow sat up on the couch and reached her arms out. Please Seeing the urgency in her eye, and hearing her gentle plea, almost caused Tara to comply. She wanted Willow so badly. But she had to remain firm. No matter how irresistible she found that emerald gaze of hers to be. Closing her eyes and taking a deep breath, she moved her hands down to her jeans. You have n-no idea how m-m-much I want to, Tara said shakily as she zipped herself up. Willow frowned. Why was Tara getting dressed? She stood up and placed her hands against Taras, taking them into her own. Then why? Tara opened her eyes and squeezed Willows hands. Im so close, she whispered against the girls lips. I want you Willow, she briefly captured her bottom lip. Then take me, Willow returned the favour, gently nipping at Taras lip. I want you Tara forced herself to pull away. I should go, she let go of Willows hands reluctantly. Willow sighed as Tara bent down and picked up her shirt. Please, she appealed, moving towards Tara and pressing the shirt against the girls hands, stilling her movement. Stay I c-c-cant, Tara trembled, her resolve weakening as she met Willows eyes. The need there matched her own so entirely. Willow could see Taras uncertainty, and chose to call her on it. Why not? she pressed her forehead against Taras and allowed her breath to tickle the girls lips. Tara closed her eyes and took a deep breath. I n-n-need toI need to c-c-come tonight, she blushed, and so do you. Willow felt an immediate reaction between her legs. Taras words were so husky and sensual. Then come for me, she closed her eyes. Make me come Mmm, Tara moaned and let go of the shirt in her hand. Hearing Willows words damn near broke her. Giving in to her hormones, she lifted her hands to Willows cheeks and pressed their lips together, thrusting her tongue deep into the girls mouth. Willow responded by moving her hands to Taras back and pulling their bodies closer together. She could now feel the girls bra-clad breasts against her own, and it caused a shiver to run straight down her body. Oh gods, Tara forced herself to release Willows lips. The sensation of the girls breasts against her own reminding her that if she didnt pull away now, she would soon be unable too. They were both so close to the line of reasoning. But once it was crossed, there would be no going back. Their minds would be too clouded to focus on anything other than what they both neededwanted. I cant, she sighed, taking a step back. Willows eyes opened in frustration as Tara bent over to retrieve her shirt. Why was she resisting? Why didnt she want her? You dont want me? she questioned with a pout. Is that it? Tara shook her head vehemently as she pulled on the shirt. How can you say that? she reached for Willows hands. Touch me, she guided the girls left hand to her crotch. Feel how wet I am, she met her gaze. Willow trembled, overwhelmed to be touching the girl so intimatelyeven if it was through a thick layer of denim. But still, she had to admit, the girl sure was wet. You did that Willow, Tara whispered into the girls ear and pulled her hand away. This is the effect you have on me, she squeezed Willows hand in emphasis. Im so wet, she looked pleadingly into her eyes, her face turning red with the revelation. I-I-IIm gonna go home, her voice trembled, and lie down on my bed. Im gonna close my eyes and think of you Willow. Tara, Willow sighed, leaning forward to press her forehead against Taras. You can do that here, she squeezed the girls hand. I cant, Tara closed her eyes with a sigh. I wanna scream your name as I come Oh gods, Willows voice shook with emotion. She let go of Taras hand so she could cup the girls face. I want you, she whispered against Taras lips, before capturing them with her own. Tara moaned into the kiss and wrapped her arms around Willows neck and back. More than anything she wanted to come for Willow. She wanted the girl to take her upstairs, strip her naked and ravish her. But that wasnt possible. She wasnt ready. It wouldnt be about love. Not on Willows side anyway. This was just about sex, and Tara wanted so much more Willow, Tara broke away from the kiss and moved her hands up to cup Willows cheeks. You know we cant, she whispered breathlessly, pressing their foreheads together. You know it No, Willow whispered in denial. We can, she sighed. We can do anything we want Tara placed a gentle kiss against Willows forehead. Then do something for me, she pulled away and met Willows gaze. Anything, Willow leaned forward, bringing their heads together again. Anything Come for me, Tara whispered, as she closed her eyes. I want you to go upstairs, take off your clothes, and come for me. Oh Tara, Willow shuddered. I want you to think of me, Tara continued huskily. I want it to be my lips and my tongue on your body. My face and my eyes you look into. And when your hand reaches between your legs, I want you to scream out my name as you come. Can you do that for me Willow? Willow opened her eyes and met Taras. The girl had no idea how sexy she washow sexy her words had sounded. Who woulda thought that shy sweet Tara could be so bold. Willow knew there was nothing she could do but comply. If Tara wanted her to come, then how could she not? Besides, it wasnt gonna take much anyway. And itd be her first time. Shed come from thinking about Oz in the past, but ever since the Fluke, she hadnt really had much of a chance to be alone with her fantasies. Shed never actually come from thinking about Tara. Anything, Willow repeated in response. Tara smiled and pressed a brief kiss against Willows lips, then against her cheek, before moving to whisper into her right ear. Im gonna come for you Willow, she extended her tongue and sensuously ran it along the inside of her ear. Its gonna be your hands on my breasts, and your fingers on my clit, she gently bit the bottom of her earlobe. And Im gonna close my eyes and think about what you taste like, she suckled her earlobe sensuously, tasting her. I wanna thrust my tongue inside you and draw out your essence. I wanna feel your wetness inside my mouth. Willow trembled and moved her hands into Taras hair, gripping her gently. She had no idea Tara was such a sweet talker. Tara, she sighed. The girls words had invoked the most erotic of images. She sure had a talent for erotica. You make me so wet Then go, Tara stepped away from Willow and nodded in the direction of the staircase. Come for me Willow closed her eyes as a quiver of desire coursed through her. Tara smiled and stepped back towards Willow. Ill see you tomorrow, she whispered into her ear, before pressing a final kiss against her lips. She kept the contact brief, pulling away the second she felt Willow respond. Willows eyes fluttered open, and she watched helplessly as Tara left. She wanted to go after her, beg her to stay. But she knew itd be pointless. Besides, Taras words and actions had proven too much for her. So, without further ado, she kicked off her shoes, before turning around and taking the stairs to her room two at a time. Willow waisted no time in shucking her shirt and jeans, and ripping off her own bra. A second later, her panties were being tossed to the floor, and she was now lying spreadeagle on top of the bedspread. She instantly reached her right hand down and cupped her own sex. Im so wet, she noted to herself. I cant remember the last time I was so wet. And with that thought, she closed her eyes and located her own clit with her fingertips. As she applied pressure to her engorged nub, she couldnt help but wonder what it would feel like to have Tara do this for her. What would Taras tongue feel like against my clit? Willow trembled at the image that thought invoked. What would it feel like to press my tongue against Taras clit? That thought invoked yet another shudder, and she increased the speed and pressure against her sex. She was now breathing quite heavily and moaning softly. Her back was arching up off the bedspread, as her lower body thrust upwards to meet her fingers. She needed more pressure though. Her clit was throbbing so hard and she was so close, so she reached down with her left hand, using it to increase the pressure. She guided her right hand faster and harder against her clit. She needed more still, so she pressed even harder, causing two of her fingers to enter her sex. Tara, she moaned the girls name as her left hand took over the job against her clit. She never usually penetrated herself, but she needed it this way this time. In her mind, she was imagining Taras tongue against her clit, and her fingers thrusting inside her. And her actions had to match her fantasy. Tara, she moaned again, increasing the speed of her thrusts. She could feel the pressure building up inside her. And a couple of thrusts later, she was clenching her buttocks high up off the bedspread as she came. Taaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaraaaaaaaaaaaaaa! she screamed out, thrusting deep inside herself as she rode out her orgasm. * As Willow came, Tara reached her dorm room. Shed practically run all the way there. She quickly took off her clothes, choosing not to bother with her bra, only her panties. She was in such dire need for release, that all she wanted to do was apply some much needed friction against her clit. In fact, she was so worked up, that the second she lay down on the bed and touched herself, she could feel the pressure starting to build inside her. Pressing hard, Tara spread her legs as wide as she could. Tonight, she needed more contact than usual. She was so wet and the ache was coming from deep within her, calling out to be filled. So, without hesitation, she thrust first one and then two fingers deep into her sex. With her left hand she applied pressure against her clit, all the while thrusting as hard and as fast as she could with her right. Willow, she moaned, imagining Willows fingers in place of her own. She wanted more than anything to come for the girl. I love you, her voice trembled. Oh Willow, she thrust harder and harder. I love you baby. I love you. Ahhhhhhhhh, Willooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow!!!!!! * The end of part 6a Send feedback to spikeme4now spikeme4now@optusnet.com.au _____________________________________________________ "I may be love's bitch, but at least I'm man enough to admit it." - Spike Willow and Tara Closeness Spikeme4now_Willow_Tara egroup
skeeter451	Re: FIC: A Fluke Between Two Wiccans 6a W/T NC-17	#92	[-]
Posts: 349 (11/05/03 11:10:17) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts	Hey Irena... I can't thank you enough for posting this here. I've been watching as you posted the many parts and I know it's taken you several hours to do so. You didn't have to, but I'm appreciative that you did. I hope everyone else appreciates it just as much. Great job, mate! Good luck with exams. Susan ========================= Skeeter451@mysticmuse.net The Mystic Muse Fan Fiction Site Creative Forum
seamstressofdarkness	Re: FIC: A Fluke Between Two Wiccans 6a W/T NC-17	#93	[-]
Posts: 61 (11/05/03 20:58:57) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts	Irena's back! Hooray! And with an awesome update! Thanks so much for continuing this story...I could really feel the tension between these two, especially the last section <g>. Wow, really hot! Good luck with your exams--I know I will not be the only Plan C'er waiting here patiently for more. Camille "In my world, there are people in chains, and we can ride them like ponies." Vamp Willow
deixs	Re: FIC: A Fluke Between Two Wiccans 6a W/T NC-17	#94	[-]
Posts: 234 (11/06/03 01:04:41) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts	Hi Irena! It is so good to see you back! And the upadet was just WOW! I Had to pick up my jaw after I read the whole update in one go. And then I was in serious need of a long, cold shower Anyway, I hope we get another update soon after your exams! Good luck with them! deixs ------------
EvilsGood	Re: FIC: A Fluke Between Two Wiccans 6a W/T NC-17	#95	[-]
Posts: 3189 (11/06/03 02:12:40) Moderator Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts	First: Welcome back! Second: Good luck with your exams (sending positive vibes). Third (and by no means last): THANK GOD!!! (Prints off in Word -- 85 pages, now that's what I call an UPDATE -- and can't wait to get to the coffee shop...) _______________________________________________ "Fuck me. It's a baby grand piano!" -- Anthony Stewart Head, Moonlight Rising 2003 Plan C \| Blood of the Banned \| Willow-Kennedy Yahoo Group \| Essence of Amber \| Moonlight Rising
moonchilde72	Re: FIC: A Fluke Between Two Wiccans 6a W/T NC-17	#96	[-]
Posts: 8 (11/09/03 12:29:02) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts	WOW! That's one hell of an update! THUD Talk about needing a cold shower after reading an update...DAMN! I follow this story over on Muse, and I love it. Irena - you write Tara so frickin well, it's amazing. I love your stuff in general, but your writing from Tara's POV is some of the best I've read. This story is tied for first place for my favorite alternate season 3 (along with Season 3 Y'all by JustSkipIt), and I cant wait for the next part! Good luck with your exams, and thanks for a frickin amazing update! Cheryl
EvilsGood	Re: Fic: A Fluke Between Two Wiccans - Willow/Tara	#97	[-]
Posts: 3189 (11/25/03 05:17:50) Moderator Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts	Thud. Picks self off ground, continues reading, big smile on face. Thud. Repeat. And this is only part 1 of the chapter... _______________________________________________ "Fuck me. It's a baby grand piano!" -- Anthony Stewart Head, Moonlight Rising 2003 Plan C \| Blood of the Banned \| Willow-Kennedy Yahoo Group \| Essence of Amber \| Moonlight Rising
spikeme4now	Re: Fic: A Fluke Between Two Wiccans - Willow/Tara	#98	[-]
Posts: 115 (03/03/04 06:05:54) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts	A big G'day to all Plan C'rs. I just wanna thank all of you for your positive feedback. Anyway, I've finally managed to piece together the next part of fluke, so here it is for your enjoyment... _____________________________________________________ "I may be love's bitch, but at least I'm man enough to admit it." - Spike Willow and Tara Closeness Spikeme4now_Willow_Tara egroup
spikeme4now	Fic: A Fluke Between Two Wiccans 6a	#99	[-]
Posts: 115 (03/03/04 06:17:01) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts	Note: A very special thanks goes to Susan Carr for beta reading. :-) Extra Note: I dont own the Red Oyster bar, Im simply renting it from the creative talents of CN Winters. Thanks for the accommodations. :-D * CHAPTER 6b * Willow stood outside of Taras dorm room with a couple of mochas, her thoughts drifting to their rapidly developing relationship. With a smile, Willow grasped the door handle and entered the room. Tara was lying on her side under the covers, curled up in a semi-foetal position. Willow could see the outline of her body under the bed sheets. And man did she look adorable. She had such a peaceful expression on her face. Willow smiled. I hope that look has something to do with me, she pondered, setting down the mochas on Taras end table. She looks like shes gotten a really good nights sleep With that thought, Willow carefully crawled onto the right side of the bed next to Tara. She settled herself on top of the bedspread and rested on her side. This gave her the ability to quietly get her fill of Tara. After a moment, she lovingly reached her hand out and lightly ran her fingertips from Taras cheek down to her neck. She stopped when she reached her shoulder, choosing instead to cover it with her hand. With her thumb, she traced a short line against her bra strap, realising that it was probably the only thing Tara was wearing under the covers. She didnt check though, instead, she moved her hand back up to Taras cheek. She was happy just to gaze at her. Not everything between them was sexual. In fact, the one thought that was going on in her mind right now, was how much she cared for this girl. In the short time that shed known her, Tara had shown her so much. I wonder what she feels for me, Willow pondered as her thumb lightly traced a circle against her cheek. What do I feel for her? Do I love her? Yeahof course I do. Am I in love with her? Gods, I dont know. Am I in love with Tara Maclay? Willow knew that Tara meant the world to her, but beyond that, she was still confused. Besides which, she wasnt really ready to deal with her feelings. Realising she was gay, or at the very least bi, was quite a lot to deal with in and of itself. But falling in love with a girlthat was on a different playing field. Being in love meant wanting to share your whole life with someone. Did she want to do that with Tara? And what about kids? She didnt want any right now, but in the futureand how did that work with two girls? And not to mention her parents. What was she gonna tell them? Ira Rosenberg wouldnt even let her watch A Charlie Brown Christmas, how would he react to finding out his only daughter had fallen for a non-Jewish Wiccan lesbian of Christian descent? She was sure the reception wasnt gonna be pretty. With a sigh, she moved her hand back down along Taras neck to her shoulder. The girl before her had changed her life. She wasnt about to let her go, no matter what anyone thought. They belonged together, and whatever her feelings were, shed deal with the consequences. But not just yet. Willow knew she still needed time to fully adjust. For right now, all that mattered was that she cared for Tara, and was attracted to her. There was plenty of time to figure out if she was in love. Thats what dating was foror better yet, being in a relationship. Only problem was that Tara wouldnt go on a date with her, let alone agree to be her girlfriend. How was she ever going to figure out if there was a future between them? She did see Taras point though. The girl was simply trying to take things slow for her sake. Give her the chance to make up her mind about what she wanted. But as of last night, Oz wasnt even in the picture anymore. Tara was the only one ingrained in her senses now. Last night, she hadnt done anything more with Tara than shed done with Oz. Not technically anyway. However, if Tara hadnt pulled away when she had, Willow knew they wouldve ended up making love. Thats how enthralled shed been. Shed never reached that level with Oz. No matter how heated their make-out sessions had gotten, shed still remained in control. Shed always been able to keep a part of herself away from him. That wasnt the case with Tara. All shed been able to think of last night was how much she wanted Tara, and how much she wanted to give herself to her. And Willow was a smart girl, she knew what it meant. There were just some things that Oz could never give her. Only Tara could smell so sweet and musky at the same time. Only Tara knew how to touch her just right. Only Tara had those soft and supple breasts that called out to her. And as much as she loved the guy, Oz would never measure up to those criteria. So where did that leave her? Tara didnt want her as a girlfriend, and she didnt want Oz as a boyfriend. Although, if she told this to Tara, would it change things? Would Tara reconsider and accept her as her girlfriend? What if she didnt? Tara did care for herright? I hope she does Willow leaned over and pressed a light kiss against Taras cheek. Youre amazing, she pulled away and began to gently run her fingertips up and down Taras arm. I know she wants me, but does she love me? Willow sighed and moved her fingers back up to her cheek. Oh Tara, you have no idea what you mean to me, she lovingly circled her thumb on Taras soft skin. Youre the most beautiful, wonderful, gorgeous, sexy, intelligent, compassionate, powerful person Ive ever met, she pressed a kiss against her forehead, before moving back to gaze at her. Any girl would be so lucky to have you, and with that, she moved her hand back down to her shoulder, along her arm, and then back to her cheek. And your family, she moved up to stroke her hair, I cant believe what youve been through, Willow shuddered at the thought and pressed another kiss against her forehead. The strength you have. You dont let anyone control your life, do you? she continued to stroke her hair. Willow moved her hand back to Taras cheek. You even came out to us the first night we went to the Bronze. I dont think Idve had the courage to come out like that, she rested her fingertips against the girls neck and lovingly circled her thumb over her cheekbone. Oh Tara, she kissed her lips softly, maybe I am falling in love with you Willow quivered when Tara responded by opening her mouth. The girl had begun to stir a minute ago from Willows caress, but was only now reaching lucidity. God knows I cant get you out of my mind, she thrust her tongue deep into Taras eagerly awaiting mouth. Youre the only thing I think aboutall the time, she lifted her hand to her hair, as Tara moved hers to her cheek. Willow shuddered as her tongue met Taras. Oh Baby, she began to swirl her tongue around Taras, her heart and mind racing with her newfound revelation. I really think Im falling in love with you, she moved her hands to Taras hair. I must be Mmmm, Willow moaned as Taras hand moved down to her neck, along her arm and came to rest against her hip. Mmmm, Tara gently squeezed Willows hip as she languidly pulled away from the kiss. She fluttered her eyes open and smiled. Hey, Willow smiled. I brought caffeine, she gestured towards the end table, but, I, uhI think its a little cold now she trailed off sheepishly. Cold? Tara blinked the sleep from her eyes, still feeling a little drowsy. Off Willows blush, Tara smiled in realisation. You were watching me sleep, she said softly. Willow leaned over and pressed a quick kiss against Taras forehead. You were so beautiful, she explained huskily, so peaceful. I couldnt wake you. And I was thinking What? Tara lifted her hand to Willows cheek, caressing her gently. Willow met Taras gaze shyly. About how much I care for you, she whispered. Im she felt her throat constrict. Her feelings were still too new to be shared or even acknowledged. Im so lucky to have you, she said instead. Tara smiled warmly. Im the lucky one, she said softly, before meeting Willows lips and tentatively seeking entrance. The moment her tongue found Willows, she pulled away. So, wheres that coffee? she grinned cheekily, doing her best to keep her emotions in check. Willow chuckled. Tease, she pouted, but sat up nevertheless. Here, she picked up both cups and handed one to Tara. Thanks, Tara sat up, innocently allowing the covers to fall to her waist. Shed forgotten all about her semi-nakedness. Willow hadnt however, and she took full advantage of the view. Taking a sip of her lukewarm coffee, she said not a word to Tara as she allowed her gaze to fall on the girls bra clad breasts. Lowering her cup, Tara looked towards Willow. With a puzzled frown, she followed the girls gaze to her chest. She felt her cheeks heat up as she smiled fondly. Willows eyes were practically glued to her cleavage. Enjoying the view? Tara smirked, before taking another sip. Tara did nothing to cover herself up as Willow bashfully looked away. The pair were now well past false modesty. I-I-I Willow stammered, looking down shyly at the coffee cup in her hands. Its okay, Tara reached out and pressed a finger underneath Willows chin. She gently guided Willows gaze upwards to meet hers. I dont mind, she said softly. You can look if you want Willow smiled coyly in response, her confidence rising. The girl didnt mind her looking. How about touching? Can I touch? Willow voiced her thoughts cheekily. Not waiting for a response, she placed her mocha on the end table. Tara gave Willow a blushing smile, but said nothing. The smart thing to do would be to end this now. She should get up, grab a robe and head for the showers. Only, itd help if she werent completely naked under the covers. Her panties were still on the floor somewherelying wherever shed dropped them last night Seeing the lack of resistance in Taras gaze, Willow slowly leaned in and placed her left hand on Taras right shoulder. She exhaled gradually, allowing her breath to tickle Taras lips as she began to lightly move her fingertips against her skin. Willow could hear Taras breathing getting shallower and shallower as her fingers reached the top mound of her right breast. This caused Willows own breathing to get more erratic as well. Both girls let out a welcomed sigh when Willows hand finally closed around Taras breast. Willow squeezed it gently, enjoying the way it felt in her hand. But more importantly, she was enjoying Taras subtle yet unrestrained reaction. Its my touch doing this, Willow smiled, gently kneading the girls flesh through her thin cotton bra. W-W-Willow, Tara shuddered after a moment, and pressed her right hand over Willows left. She held her hand still, stopping her movements. Willow looked into Taras eyes questioningly. Was she doing something wrong? Tara? Tara smiled warmly and lifted Willows hand to her lips. She pressed a soft kiss against the palm of her hand. You do know what that does to me? she said by way of explanation, lowering Willows hand to the bedspread. Willow smiled in understanding. She leaned forward and pressed her forehead against Taras. This allowed her to gaze downwards and get a really good look at the girls cleavage from above. But youre so beautiful, she whispered huskily, not taking her eyes off the girls breasts. I cant help it, she lifted her free hand and pressed it against Taras chest. You feel so soft, she formed a fist and extended her forefinger. She then began to trace a tentative line down towards the hollow between her breasts. Tara sighed and quivered at the girls intimate touch. Willow, she said her name tenderly. So soft, Willow repeated, using her finger to slip underneath Taras left breast for a second, before moving under her right breast. And so perfect, she moved her finger upwards underneath the bra until she reached the girls nipple. Tara let go of Willows left hand and moved it up to her right, pressing the girls finger hard against herself. Please, she begged, not knowing if she wanted the girl to stop or keep going. Willow closed her eyes at the awareness of Taras nipple against her finger. She wanted to see the nipple as well though, but Taras hand pressing against her was preventing her from doing anything. It was then that Willow realised that she now had one free hand. And with that, she lifted her left hand up to Taras other breast. She deftly cupped it in the palm of her hand and began to squeeze it gently. Willow, Tara pleaded with a shudder, her body responding directly to the girls touch. You want me to stop? Willow asked huskily, even as she continued to gently massage her breast. No, Tara sighed. Oh, yes, she corrected, but as Willow tweaked her nipple saucily, she relented, Oh gods dont stop. No waits-s-stop Willow ceased her movements. She could see the conflicting reactions in Taras responses, and she didnt want to do anything that Tara wasnt comfortable with. Im sorry, she pulled away and looked into Taras eyes sheepishly. Tara pressed her hand gently against Willows thigh. Its just, she blushed, youre making me so wet Willow blushed as well. Last night had paved the way for such revelations, but it was going to take the pair some time to get used to the full extent of the intimacy they were now able to share with one another. I dont even have my panties on, Tara continued shyly. Theres gonna be a wet spot Panties! Willow interrupted with a grin. So, shed been right, Tara was naked under the bed sheets. With a mischievous grin, Willow got up off the bed and glanced around the floor until she found what she was looking for. These do? she returned to the bed and held up Taras pale pink panties, dangling them from her thumb and forefinger. Tara blushed at the sight. I, uh Take em, Willow dropped them on the bedspread. Put em on, she continued cheekily. Tara smiled and shook her head good-naturedly. She then picked up her panties and met Willows gaze with a saucy grin of her own. Placing her mocha on the end table, Tara deftly began to wriggle and squirm under the covers, taking her time in putting them on. There, she lifted her hands up once she was done. Willow merely widened her grin. That mean I can touch again? Willow reached both hands towards Taras breasts. Not quite, Tara moved out of reach and got out of bed. Time for a shower, she grinned saucily. Willow pouted as she stood up. I thought she trailed off as her gaze took in the sight of Tara in only her underwear. Her eyes glazed over with thoughts of what she would like to do to that sexy body of hers. Looks like you could use one too, Tara teased, before moving to locate something to wear. She purposefully didnt bother putting on a robe, knowing the effect she was having on Willow. Willow watched in silence as Tara gathered up a change of clothing, a towel, and her bathroom kit. When the girl finally donned a robe, she blinked a couple of times and returned to reality. Wont be long, Tara opened the door. Feel free to use the bed, she quipped, before exiting the room. Willow blushed at the girls raunchy suggestion. Vixen, she said to herself and smiled adoringly. With that, Willow chose not to take Tara up on her offer to use the bed. Instead, she went to the girls bookcase and searched for a good spell book. She needed something to keep her hormones at bay. * Willow looked up from her book as Tara entered the room. Hey, she greeted with a smile. Hey, Tara pouted as she set down her gear and tossed her wet towel in the hamper, along with her underwear. No fair What do you mean? Willow stood up and headed towards Tara. Tara stuck out her bottom lip in a mock pout. I was hoping to catch you in the act, she leaned her forehead against Willows. Willow chuckled and gently bit Taras bottom lip, before taking it into her mouth and sucking on it. When she felt Tara shiver, she let go. Ive been a good gal, she grinned, taking a moment to notice the pronounced redness in Taras cheeks. But thats more than I can say for some Who me? Tara asked innocently. Youre glowing, Willow grinned in realisation. Glowing? Tara chuckled. You have a good shower? Willow teased, wrapping her arms loosely around Taras waist. Tara grinned back, even as a blush covered her cheeks. It was, umvery, uhrefreshing Willow pulled her closer and chastely kissed her lips. Now whats unfair? Youre the one who got all the fun, she whispered against her lips. I did offer you the bed, Tara whispered back. Not my fault you Oh hey! Willow pulled away suddenly. Does that mean I can do this now? she moved her hands between their bodies and nonchalantly covered Taras breasts. Seeing as youre allrefreshed Tara shuddered as Willow began to gently knead her flesh. Oh gods, she sighed. Is that a yes? Willow grinned, before capturing Taras lips. Tara moaned into the kiss and lifted her hands up to Willows back. Youre insatiable, she forced herself to pull back. And youre beautiful, Willow met her gaze and smiled, gently squeezing her breasts in emphasis. Tara blushed at the compliment. Willow Willow grinned and recaptured Taras lips, sucking gently on her bottom lip. She felt the girl tremble slightly as she began to tentatively massage her breasts. The moment shed touched them last night, it was as if something had awakened inside her. She simply adored the feel of Taras soft mounds in her hands. She loved the way Tara reacted when she played with then. She could play with Taras breasts all day Oh gods, Tara lifted her hands to Willows shoulders and pushed the girl away from her. I, uh, she took a deep breath to steady her breathing, II should dry my hair Willow smiled as Tara headed towards her dresser in search of the blow dryer. Too much? she followed the girl and wrapped her arms around Taras waist from behind. Too wet? she whispered into Taras ear as she pressed her own breasts against her back. Willow, Tara smiled indulgently, letting out a soft sigh as Willows lips moved to her neck. Mmmm, she closed her eyes and exhaled softly, instantly reacting to the sensation of Willows hands reaching up to cover her breasts. Youre so soft, Willow whispered against the skin of her neck, gently squeezing her breasts. I love how you feel in my hands, she moved up to nibble at her ear. Youre so beautiful, she continued to knead, pressing her palms harder and harder against the sensitive nubs of Taras nipples. I never wanna stop touching you, she moved her fingertips inwards and tenderly squeezed the girls nipples. W-W-Willow, Tara shuddered involuntarily, moving her hands up to cover Willows. She didnt know how much longer her legs were going to hold out before they collapsed underneath her. Willow was just so damn sensual. You want me to stop? Willow moved her tongue to the sensitive flesh behind Taras ear, and squeezed her nipples at the same time. Tara moaned softly. Willow was once again playing the stop me game. Only she didnt think she had it in her to win. Willows touch was proving too much for her. Then return the favour, a voice spoke to her. Show her how it feels like to be teased With that, Tara pulled Willows hands off her breasts and placed them around her waist as she turned around. You wanna play? she met her gaze and grinned challengingly. Play? Willow grinned back, already moving her hands between their bodies. She missed Taras breasts Play, Tara confirmed, moving her own hands to the hem of Willows blouse. Willow shivered as she felt Taras hands against the skin of her belly. In response, she pressed her own hands against Taras breasts. It was Taras turn to shudder. But she was already one up on Willow, because a second later, she was cupping Willows bra-clad breasts in her hands. Oh gods, Willows legs wobbled. Spurred on by her reaction, Tara began to gently work her breasts. You like? she whispered against her lips. In response, Willow thrust her tongue into Taras mouth. The two girls were now moaning softly as their hands continued their sensual movements. They could feel themselves sinking deeper and deeper into their own desires. Luckily they were both wearing skirts Willow was the first to pull away. You win, she said breathlessly, her whole body tingling. Tara smiled and slowly removed her hands from underneath Willows shirt. Id say it was a draw, she reached for the girls hands and squeezed them gently. A few seconds more and Id be needing another shower. Willow chuckled and placed a chaste kiss against Taras lips. So, she kissed her again, you want me to do the honours? she nodded her head in the direction of the hair dryer. Tara nodded. Okay, she smiled. With that, Willow stepped away, and a minute later she was standing over Tara, lovingly drying the girls hair. * _____________________________________________________ "I may be love's bitch, but at least I'm man enough to admit it." - Spike Willow and Tara Closeness Spikeme4now_Willow_Tara egroup
spikeme4now	Fic: A Fluke Between Two Wiccans 6a	#100	[-]
Posts: 115 (03/03/04 06:22:53) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts	After Willow had finished with Taras hair, the girls had decided to head out for some breakfast. On the way to the Caf, they were bombarded with a number of students handing out various flyers. Being Sunday, there were quite a few events and fundraisers taking place, and everyone was vying for attention. So, Willow looked up at Tara as she drizzled maple syrup over her waffles, What did you wanna do today? Tara took a bite of her apple and picked up the nearest flyer. I dunno, she shrugged as she read over it. Theres so many things going on. Whats that one? Bake sale, Tara handed the flyer to Willow. The campus Wicca group is rasing funds for their upcoming Bacchanal. Campus Wiccans? Willows eyes lit up as she read over the flyer. You a member? Showed up to orientation, Tara shook her head, but it was just three days of meditations and blessings. I didnt sense a flicker of energy from anyone. I dont think there was a real witch among em. Not one? Willow frowned and put down the flyer. Isnt that how your mom met Amys mom? Youd think thered be at least one real witch Tara grinned. Youre the only witch I care about anyway, she took another bite out of her apple. Willow smiled warmly at her friend and reached for her hand. Me too, she said softly. Tara smiled back and bit into her apple again. So, I guess the bake sales out. What about this? Willow picked up another flyer. It says theres a film festival. Two bucks gets you an all-day pass. Tara took the flyer from Willow and read over it. Oh, she grinned, its being hosted by the Lesbian Alliance. Theres a Lesbian Alliance? Willow asked around a mouthful of waffle. Yeah, Tara smiled. Showed up to their orientation as well. But Ive been too busy to go to any of their meetings, she gave Willow a meaningful look. Willow chuckled. Well, dont let me stop you. Who knows, maybe Ill even come with you to the next one Tara looked Willow in the eye, trying to judge how serious she was. Whatever youre comfortable with, she said after a moment, not quite able to read her expression. Willow looked down at her waffles evasively and took another mouthful. So, she changed the subject, what movies are they showing at the film festival? Deciding not to press on the issue, Tara looked through the flyers until she came upon the program. Oh, she grinned. Theyre showing Bound later this afternoon. Its one of my favourites. Ive heard of that, Willow acknowledged. Its like a mafia movie or something, right? Yeah, Taras grin widened. But its also got one of the hottest girl on girl sex scenes Willow chuckled. Film Festivalhere we come. Careful what you wish for, Tara smirked. Willow smiled back and dug into her waffles. Whens the next movie start? In just over an hour, Tara looked down at the program. Its called Better Than Chocolate. Havent seen it before. Wanna check it out? Tara nodded. Sure, she took a bite of her apple. Could be good. As Willow washed down her waffles with some orange juice, a thought occurred to her. Hey, she lifted her gaze to Tara. You know who else would enjoy this? Tara looked at Willow for a moment. Shed gotten to know the girl pretty well, and it didnt take her long to realise what she was thinking. You wanna call Xander, she said softly. Hed kill us if he found out we didnt invite him to a day of girl on girl action, Willow quipped. Tara sighed, seeing right through her friends plan. Willow wasnt comfortable going to a lesbian film festival alone with another girl. Right, Tara took a final bite out of her apple and stood up. She tossed the core into a nearby bin and then sat back down again. She wasnt particularly pleased with Willows actions. Why did the girl feel the need to put on an act for her? Doesnt she know she can tell me anything? Its not like Id be mad at her or think shes a bad person. I understand why shes reluctant. Well call him when youre finished, Tara exhaled. Okay, Willow smiled in agreement, her subconscious choosing to ignore Taras subtle mood shift. An idea hit Tara as she processed her thoughts. You think we should treat him? she suggested. Hes probably broke after last night with Cordelia. Willow chuckled. Yeah, Xanders always broke on Sundays. What he sees in Cordelia You jealous? Tara teased good-naturedly. Willow raised her eyebrows. What? Tara smirked. You did tell me you used to have a crush on Xander Not anymore, Willow protested. Hello, gay now! Are you? Tara replied softly, pleased by the opening Willow had given her. Willow put down the juice bottle and looked into Taras eyes. Why was Tara goading her like that? It wasnt like her Oh, she quickly got the picture. Im sorry, Willow reached for Taras hands. No, Tara smiled sheepishly, suddenly regretting her words. Im sorry, she squeezed Willows hands gently. Its justyou dont have to put on an act around me. I know youre still uncomfortable with the whole gay thing. Theres no rush to be out in the open... I know, Willow said softly, but I shoulda been honest with you Its okay, Tara assured, not wanting to make Willow feel worse than she already did. I didnt mean to Willow smiled and placed a hand on Taras thigh, silently letting her know she wasnt upset. Come on, she stood and pulled Tara up with her. Tara smiled and pressed a quick kiss against her cheek. Ill buy the tickets, she said as they stepped outside. You call Xander, and Ill meet you back at the dorm. Okay, Willow agreed and reached into her shoulder bag to grab her wallet. No, Tara covered her hand, Its my treat, she said with a smile. You paid for popcorn and drinks last night But Dont worry about it, Tara interjected. Its my treat, okay, she insisted. Willow smiled back ruefully. Tara definitely had a Resolve Face to rival her own. Okay, she conceded. Great, Tara grinned. Ill see you soon. * Hey Xander, Willow spoke into the receiver. You awake? Mmm, barely, he yawned and lifted a hand up to rub his eyes. What time is it? Almost 11 oclock, Willow smiled. Late night? Xander chuckled. Cordy and I Dont wanna know, Willow interjected hastily. I get the picture. So, you have anything planned for today? You mean besides sleep? Xander quipped. Willow smiled. You up for some girl on girl action? Xander instantly perked up. Is there something youre not telling me Will? Willow chuckled to cover up her sudden uneasiness. Maybe she should tell him? He was her oldest and bestest friend. Hed understandright? You there Will? Xander spoke as the silence continued to drag on. What? Willow brought herself out of her thoughts. You okay Will? Oh, Willow ventured nervously, yeah, I, uhI just dropped somethinga, uha flyer What flyer? Actually, its, uhwhy I called, Willow cleared her throat. Im, uhIm at Taras. Shes just gone to get us some tickets. For what? The, uhthe Lesbian Alliance is holding a film festival, Willow explained. Tara was interested in going, so, I, uhI thought wed, umask you to join us. Seeing as youre Im already there Will, Xander held the phone against his shoulder with his chin as he slipped into his jeans. You had me at Lesbian Alliance. So, tell me, he zipped up his fly and picked the receiver back up, you think therell be lotsagirls at the festival dark roommaking out? Willow shook her head indulgently. What do you think Xander, she chuckled. Youre the bestest friend ever Will, Xander grinned. And with that, he hung up the phone, slipped on a shirt and headed for the bathroom. Willow smiled as she put down the phone. Xander was so predictable. However, she couldnt help but wonder if maybe it was time to come out to him. He was more than okay with Tara being gay. So why wouldnt he be okay with her? Although, she wasnt too sure what to say to him. Hey Xander, guess what, Im kinda gay Willow sighed and sat down on the bed to wait for Tara. Yeah, thats a great thing to say, she chided herself. Kinda gay What does that even mean anyway? With another sigh, she pondered some more about how to come out. She was sure Xander would ask about Oz. She knew Xander would also bring up her relationship with Tara. He was bound to infer something from their closeness. And thats what was really worrying her. Yeah, Tara and I arewell, were not girlfriends, were not friends, were Willow sighed again. What are we? What does she want us to be? What do I want us to be? When Tara entered the room a few minutes later, Willow still wasnt any closer to figuring out what to say to Xander. Hey Willow, Tara sat down next to her. She could see the introspective look in her eye and wondered what was going on. Whats up? Hey Tara, Willow turned towards her and smiled. I was, uhjust thinking About what? Willow sighed and looked down at her hands. Stuff Tara frowned. What would make Willow? Ah, its Xander You wanna tell him? she asked softly and rested a hand on Willows thigh. Willow looked up at Tara and smiled ruefully. That obvious am I? Just to me, Tara smiled. Theres no rush, you know. You dont But I want to, Willow sighed. Hes my oldest friend. Ive never kept anything from him. I want him to know me, but Willow sighed again and look away, dropping her gaze to the floor. I dont even know what to tell him. Hell probably ask about us you know. And what do I say? That were more than friends? Were not girlfriends. So what are we? Tara frowned. Is that what this is about? You? Oh no, Willow shook her head vehemently and met Taras gaze. I didnt mean it like that, she reached for her hand. I know you dont think Im readyand youre probably right. Its just, she squeezed her hand gently, it makes it more confusing. I care about you Tarayou know that right? And after last night, I, uhI know its you I wanna be with Taras heart skipped a beat at the revelation. Her plan had worked. She couldnt have been happier. Only, suddenly, she didnt feel too proud of her motivations. Here was Willow talking about how she cared for her, and all she could think about was how shed managed to get Oz out of the picture. She really was a bad person Uh, Tara looked to the floor uncomfortably, about thatI, uhI have a confession to make Willow frowned, puzzled by Taras reaction. About what? L-l-l-last n-n-n-night, Tara stammered. Willows puzzlement increased. Tara rarely stuttered around her anymoreexcept when she was nervous or upset. What about last night? she prompted softly. I w-w-w-was j-j-j-j-jealous, Tara explained, unable to meet Willows gaze. Willow frowned again. Jealous? Jealous of whom? Ahh! Oz? Yeah, Tara sighed. Willow turned and placed a hand gently against Taras cheek. Look at me, she guided. Tara blinked back a stray tear and reluctantly met her gaze. Tell me, Willow prompted with a warm smile. Whatever it isits okay. Tara took a deep breath and closed her eyes. Im s-s-s-sorry Tara, Willow moved her other hand up as well, so that she was now cupping Taras face in her hands. Its okay, she pressed a gentle kiss against her forehead. What are you sorry about? With another sigh, Tara opened her eyes and met Willows. I w-w-w-wanted y-y-you to-to, uhto f-f-f-forget about him. About Oz? Willow frowned and instantly pulled away. You cast a spell!? Oh no, Tara shook her head vehemently. I-I-I-Id n-n-n-n-never do th-th-that to-to y-y-y-y-you Willow relaxed visibly. Then what? she prompted invitingly. What did you do? I s-s-s-s-seduced you, Tara said in a really small voice. Willow looked blankly at Tara for a moment, before she uncontrollably started to chuckle. She finally understood what was going on here. Tara frowned. Its n-n-n-not funny Oh Tara, Willow pursed her lips, doing her best to tone down her mirth. Youre incredible, she leaned over and hugged her tight. Tara hugged Willow back tentatively, her puzzlement increasing. Why wasnt Willow angry? Im s-s-s-sorry, Tara whispered. Oh Sweetie, Willow placed a loving kiss against her cheek and pulled away. You didnt do anything wrong, she smiled warmly. Unless you count turning me into a breast gal for life. Youre not m-m-mad at m-m-me for-for? Why would I be mad? Willow smiled. Tara sighed, I d-d-didnt want you thinking about Oz anymore. I was j-j-jealousselfish Im s-s-sorry Willow Willow felt herself falling deeper in love as she watched her struggle. The girl had the morals of a saint. Only Tara would work herself up over something like this. Tara, she cupped her face gently, can I ask you something? Tara nodded. Do you care for me? Willow continued softly. Tara blinked away a tear. Of course, she said without hesitation. Then thats all that matters, Willow smiled. You didnt do anything wrong Sweetie, she caressed her cheeks lovingly, before pressing her forehead against Taras. I love you A knock on the door caused Willow to startle and not finish her sentence. Maybe it was just as well. She wasnt sure if she was even ready to admit her feelings to herself, let alone express them to Tara. Ill get it, Willow pressed a quick kiss against Taras lips before standing up. And no more frowny-face, okay? she said over her shoulder. Besides, I kinda liked being seduced Tara chuckled softly despite herself. She was beginning to see what Willow had found so funny. She was being a bit overdramatic here. Hey Xander, Willow smiled and stepped aside as the young man entered the room. How are my two favourite ladies this morning? Xander smiled at both girls, before taking a seat next to Tara. Hi Xander, Tara greeted with a smile. You got here pretty quick, Willow teased, moving to sit down next to him. Xander grinned and placed an arm around Willow and Taras shoulders. When the first words I hear this morning are girl on girl action, a fella gets motivated. He glanced at Tara and then at Willow. You know, he grinned slyly at Willow, if you ever feel like changing teams, Im sure Tara could show you the ropes, he turned towards Tara and grinned cheekily. And Ill make sure it never gets back to Oz, he turned back to face Willow. Willow met Taras eye, wondering how to respond to that. She could easily laugh it off, but it was the perfect opening. Only, was she ready to take it? Actually, she took a deep breath, deciding to take the plunge. Oz already knows Tara smiled encouragingly at Willow as the girl stood up. Xander frowned and looked towards Tara, and then up at Willow. Hed been expecting a slap on the wrist or maybe even a bemused look. What do you mean? he voiced his thoughts. Tara smiled at Willow, doing her best to be supportive. Willow smiled back before meeting Xanders gaze tentatively. We, uhwe broke up You broke up? Xander frowned and stood up. When did you break up? he reached for her hands and grasped them gently. Im sorryI didnt know Its okay Xander, Willow squeezed his hands and smiled. It happened a few weeks agojust before homecoming. Xander was confused. Before homecoming? They hadnt looked broken up to him last night But? Were still friends, Willow interrupted, sensing his question. Xander frowned again and let go of her hands. I dont get it, he sat back down. Whyd you break up? Willow looked to Tara for support, feeling out of her depth. Thats kinda my fault, Tara stood up and grasped Willows right hand with her left. She laced their fingers together pointedly and then pressed Willows hand against her lips. She looked at Xander as she lowered their hands. Hopefully, hed get the idea. Xander looked up at Willow and then at Tara, and then down to their hands. What was going on here? He didnt get it. What did Tara mean by saying it was her fault? Why would it be her fault? And why had she kissed Willows hand? Oh!!!! Xanders mouth shot open as the situation finally dawned on him. You and Willow? he stood up and alternated his gaze from one girl to the other. You-you-you and Willow are-are-are-are!? Kinda, Willow looked at Tara for some help. Werewere Were more than friends, Tara supplied, as Xander just gaped. She could see he was having a hard time getting his head around the idea. Were taking things slowly, she continued. Xander looked at Willow questioningly. Willow sighed. I, uhwell, II think Im kinda gay Kinda gay? Xander furrowed his brow. Yeah, Willow said softly, glancing down at the floor warily. Youre kinda gay? Xander repeated incredulously. Pretty much, Willow smiled hesitantly. She wasnt sure what to make of Xanders reaction. He wasnt running from the room in terror, so at least that was somethingright? How can you be kinda gay? Xander sighed. Unless youre? Kinda gay He sighed again. Tara looked at Willow with sympathy. It was time to leave them alone for a while. Ill go and get us something to drink, she let go of Willows hand. Okay? she turned to Xander. Xander nodded absently, still trying to take everything in stride. As Tara left, the pair looked at one another uncomfortably, neither knowing where to start. How long? Xander finally spoke up. Since homecoming, Willow replied, tentatively meeting his gaze. Oh, Xander smiled ruefully, like you said Youre the first one Ive told, Willow ventured as she sat down on the bed. Well, apart from Oz Xander joined her on the bed and smiled awkwardly. He had no idea how to handle his best friends revelation. What was he supposed to say here? What was he supposed to do? Straight as nails Willow was gay! He couldnt believe it. His best friendhis reliable best friendwas gay! Of all the people hed have thought would stray from the norm, Willow wasnt even on the same list. Not that being gay was straying from the norm. Because it wasnt exactlyit just wasnt Willowwas it? With that, Xander slowly turned to face his best friend. Will Willow turned as well and met his gaze shyly, feeling very vulnerable. Xander smiled tentatively. Im glad you told me, he said eventually. Youyou are? Willow whispered. Oh Will, Xander let go of her hand and lifted both his hands to her cheeks. Despite his shock, Willow was still his best friend. And he knew what the girl needed to hear. You know I love you, right? he pressed his lips against her forehead and just kept them there. Willow reached her hands around Xanders waist as she closed her eyes. I love you too, Xander, she whispered. After a while, Xander pulled away. He then wrapped his arms around Willows back and drew her in for a warm hug. He held her close for a long time without saying anything. I love you Will, Xander repeated, whispering the words into her ear. And whatever you needyou know Im here for youalways There were tears streaming down Willows cheeks as she held onto Xander. She was resting her head against his shoulder, and she could sense his acceptance. I love you, too, she mumbled through her tears. Xander continued to hold her close, letting her tears subside, before he finally pulled away. So, you and Tara, huh? he smiled, tenderly wiping at her tears. Now that the shock was wearing off, he couldnt help but think about the reality of his best friends sexuality. Willow smiled back and reached for his hands. Kinda, she acknowledged, lowering them into her lap. Were taking things slow. And Oz knows about this? Xander questioned, giving her hands a gentle squeeze. Yeah, Willow replied. I, uhI told him about the fluke Xander gave Willow a quizzical look. Fluke? he questioned. Willow chuckled. Oh, yeah she blushed, me and Tarahomecoming dancetrying on clotheskissagefluke Xander grinned at the visual in his mind. You kissed Tara? his grin widened. Willow blushed. It just happened. Feel free to give details, Xander prodded with a grin. Willows blush deepened. Xander, she chided good-naturedly. Xander chuckled. So what happened? We kissed, Willow repeated. And it was amazing. But I kinda freaked. And then the next day we kissed again, and ITarapulled away, and I got even more confused. I ran to Ozwe talked, and I told him everything. So now were all friends But you and Tara, Xander questioned, girlfriends? Sort of, Willow confirmed. Its not official or anything. But I really care for herwe connect. Ive never felt like this before. And Im scared, but its a good kinda scared. You know what I mean? Xander smiled. As long as youre happy I am, Willow turned her head as the door opened. Tara walked in carrying three small mochas on a cardboard tray. She looked at Willow and then at Xander, realising her return had been a little premature. If you want, I can come back? Its okay, Willow let go of Xanders hands and stood up to take a cup from the tray. Were good. You are? Tara looked at her meaningfully, hoping to decipher the girls mood. Yeah, Willow gave her a huge grin. Xander stood up and also grabbed a mocha. Thanks Tara, he smiled. Tara smiled back and headed towards her bin. She dumped the tray and lifted the cup to her lips. She was pleased to feel the positive energy in the room. It told her all she needed to know. You ready to head off to the festival? Tara questioned. You betcha, Xander grinned. Give me a minute, Willow placed her mocha on the table. Too much OJ this morning, she explained as she headed for the door. Tara chuckled. Okay. When they were finally alone, Tara pulled out their tickets. Here, she handed one to Xander. Thanks, Xander took the ticket with a smile. How much do I owe ya? he reached for his back pocket. Tara shook her head. Its okay, she smiled. My treat. I couldnt Tara gave him the same look shed given Willow earlier, causing Xander to chuckle. What? she smiled at him. Willows been teaching you her Resolve Face, hasnt she? Tara chuckled. She has a Resolve Face? Xander grinned. You havent seen it yet? he didnt wait for a response. Theres no stopping Resolve Face Willow. Ill remember that, Tara giggled, before taking a sip of her mocha. Xander smiled and sipped his own. Tara, he chuckled awkwardly. I, uhI dont have to give you the dont hurt my best friend, speech, do I? Tara looked up from her mocha and gave him a warm smile. What do you think? she said softly, sensing his good humour and responding in kind. Xander sipped his mocha and smiled. So long as weve got that out of the way, he chuckled. Now down to business, he grinned. What business? Tara smiled questioningly. You and Will, Xander explained cheekily. Just want you to know Ive got no problems with PDAs. PDAs? Public Displays of Affection, Xander clarified. Tara smirked and shook her head in amusement. Hey, Willow greeted upon return. What I miss? she headed towards the table and picked up her mocha. Xanders encouraging PDAs. Tara explained with a smirk as she handed Willow her ticket. Willow frowned for a second, before realising what he meant. Is that all you think about? she chided him with a smile. Im just saying you dont have to be shy, he grinned. Its okay with me if you wanna I get it, Willow interjected. Xander grinned. So, we going or what? * _____________________________________________________ "I may be love's bitch, but at least I'm man enough to admit it." - Spike Willow and Tara Closeness Spikeme4now_Willow_Tara egroup

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