Throughout the movie, Xander found himself glancing over at Willow and Tara on more than one occasion. The two girls were sitting on his right, and Willow was resting her head against Taras left shoulder and holding the girls hand. Their fingers were laced together and resting against Taras thigh. Every time he looked down, he couldnt help but notice that Willow was slowly running her thumb against Taras hand, gently caressing her as they watched the movie.
Whenever he looked across at Willows face, he noticed the dreamy expression in her eye. He could also see the affection in Taras eyes as well. On occasion, she would glance down at their joined hands and smile, or look up at Willow and press a soft kiss against her cheek.
This said a lot to Xander. And he couldnt be happier for Willow. Tara was a good person, and whats more, she was hot too. But that was beside the point. What mattered the most to Xander was Willows trust in himin his reaction and his love for her.
After Better than Chocolate had finished, the three teens headed towards the Caf for a late lunch. Once theyd eaten, they went back to the auditorium hosting the film festival, and settled in to watch some more movies.
When the movie Bound had finished, they piled out of the auditorium to stretch their legs. Xander decided hed had enough and thanked the girls for the fun day. He was definitely up for a little action thoughand if Cordy wasnt interested, maybe he could convince a certain dark-haired Slayer
***
You wanna see another movie? Willow asked Tara once Xander had left.
Tara thought for a second. It was late in the afternoon, and the twilight hadnt even set in yet. However, she and Willow had been neglecting their magicks lately, and she didnt want the girl to fall behind.
I thought maybe we could do some spells, Tara ventured. Its been a few days
Right, Willow instantly agreed. Spells it is. Besides, I dont think I can handle any more onscreen action, she chuckled. That last movie
Tara nodded her head in agreement and grasped Willows hand. Now you know why its one of my favourites, she said as they began walking.
Its good for the imagination, Willow grinned.
My thoughts exactly, Tara smiled.
A few minutes later, they finally reached Taras dorm. Willow sat herself down on the bed as Tara searched for a good spell book. They spent the next few hours going over spells before heading out for dinner.
After dinner the girls returned to Taras room and inevitably began to make out. Tara stopped things pretty quickly though; not wanting the situation to get out of hand. She then mentioned that it might be a good idea if Willow didnt sleep over anymore.
They had now reached a new level in their relationship, and if they slept in the same bed, shed be willing to bet that there wouldnt be much actual sleeping going on. However, she did agree to meet Willow for breakfast in the morning. If they couldnt spend their evenings together, then they could at least start their days together.
***
Thats how the next few days went for them. The couple would meet in the morning for breakfast, then Tara would walk Willow to school, before heading off to her own classes.
In the afternoons theyd meet back at Taras, where theyd practice their spells, have dinner, and even make out a little. They did their best not to take things too far thoughlimiting the temptation to takes things further.
The following Sunday, the girls bypassed their evening make out session in lieu of hanging out at the Bronze. After their afternoon magicks, Oz had shown up at Taras. Hed driven them to the Bronze and had dinner with the two girls before his first set had started.
After his third set, Oz put down his guitar and set off down the stage. The Bronze was especially crowded tonight, making seating a bit of a chore. Consequently, as he reached the table where Willow, Tara, Xander, and Cordelia were sitting, there wasnt much room for him.
Oz, hey! Willow smiled in greeting. Have a seat she looked around and frowned. Except, we dont have any seats
Its okay, he smiled. Ill just scrunch in, he nudged Willow over a bit so that she was now practically sitting in Taras lap.
Tara instantly wrapped her arms around Willows waist and lifted her up so that she really was sitting in her lap.
You dont mind? she half whispered into Willows ear, speaking just loud enough to be heard over the crowd and the music, but soft enough so that no one else heard.
Nope, Willow craned her neck back and smiled, before turning around and placing her arms over Taras. She pressed gently against them, letting her know she was okay with this.
Why you giving her a lap dance? Cordelia instantly asked.
Willow smiled weakly, but chose not to get up. Instead, she gently stroked Taras arm.
What? I just like her, she chuckled, figuring humour was her best bet. She wasnt going to make the same mistake of overacting to Cordelias comments as she had in the past.
Cordelia gave her a questioning look, and then shrugged. Shed never understand geeks.
Tara smiled and gently tightened her grip around Willows waist and rested her chin on the girls shoulder. She was very proud of her reaction. It showed her just how much Willow was growing. Only a week ago, she probably wouldve turned beet red and stammered something overly defensive in response to Cordys question.
Regardless of her attempt at a joke, Willow still felt a little awkward. Which is why she decided to change the subject away from her and Tara.
Hey! she grinned nervously. Speaking of people and things they do that arent like usual, anyone notice Buffy acting sort of different?
Lets see, Xander pondered, uh, killing zombiesuh, torching sewer monsters, andno. Thats pretty much the, uhsame old Buffster, he grinned.
Willow furrowed her brow. Well, I just mean, you know, shes off by herself a lot more, and shes kind ofdistracted
Cordelia smiled in response. Think maybe she has a new honey?
A boyfriend? Willow exclaimed, craning her neck to look up at Tara, before glancing at Xander. Why wouldnt she tell us?
Excuse me? Cordelia interjected. When your last steady killed half the class, and then your rebound guy sends you a dump-o-gram? It makes a girl shy.
But were the best of Buffys bestest buds, Xander looked at his girlfriend, and then at Willow and Tara. Shed tell us he appealed.
Tell you what? Buffy questioned from behind Xander. She nudged her way passed him so that she was now standing between him and Tara, who still had Willow in her lap.
About your new boyfriend, Willow turned and smiled. Who we made up. Unless we didnt? she looked at her quizzically.
Buffy raised her eyebrows in response. This was a topic of discussion?
Well, Oz explained, raised, but never discussed.
So, Cordelia interjected bluntly, are you dating somebody or not?
Buffy took a moment as she considered how best to answer. Craning her neck, she spotted someone in the crowd and smiled.
I wouldnt use the word dating, she turned to face Willow. But I am going out with somebody, she grinned. Tonight, as a matter of fact.
This was news to Willow. Really? she exclaimed in surprise. Who?
Faith emerged from the crowd, put her hand against Xanders shoulder and pushed him aside. Yo, whats up? she nudged up against Buffy. Hey, time to motorvate, she gave her fellow Slayer another nudge.
Buffy grinned and turned to face Faith. Really, she placed an arm around her shoulder suggestively. Were just good friends, she smiled.
Faith gave Buffy a flirtatious look, choosing to go in on whatever game the girl was playing. She then winked at Tara, before placing her own arm around Buffys waist and leading her out of the club.
Willow craned her neck to look at Tara in shock. She couldnt believe what shed just seen. Faith and Buffytogetherit wasnt possible. Was it?
You dont think? she asked Tara
Tara chuckled, following Willows train of thought. I dunno, she shrugged.
Willow didnt know what to think either. However, if Buffy was with Faith, then that would definitely give her something to think about. It would change things for Willow immensely.
Not only would it make coming out easier, but it lessened the niggling fear that Faith might one day swoop Tara out from under her
Although, on second thoughts, a part of her didnt like the idea of Buffy and Faith together either. She felt as if Faith was encroaching on her territory
I knew it, Cordelia exclaimed, interrupting Willows thoughts. Its finally gotten to her.
Everyone looked at Cordy in confusion.
Loser guys, Cordy explained, wondering why everyone was so dense. No wonder shes turned lesbian.
Tara chuckled in bemusement. You d-dont just turn l-lesbian Cordelia. If Buffy is gay, th-then shes always had it in-inside her. She just hasnt r-realised it till now.
Tara gave Willows arm a little squeeze, letting the redhead know the double meaning behind her words.
Willow smiled and gave Tara a squeeze of her own. The blonde did have a good point.
But, Tara continued thoughtfully, I dont really think Buffy and Faith
Why not? Cordelia questioned. No offence, but Buffys more Faiths style than youll ever be.
Tara smiled good-naturedly. Right, she voiced her thoughts. They do make a better couple. But I think Buffy was just t-teasing. Ive never gotten the, umthe she trailed off, struggling to find the right word.
Lesbi-vibe, Willow supplied with a chuckle.
Yeah, Tara giggled, enjoying the turn of the conversation. Ive never gotten the lesbi-vibe off Buffy.
Whatever, Cordelia shrugged, getting bored with the whole topic.
Next set, Oz stood up, having noticed his band reconvening on stage.
Okay, Willow smiled at him as he left. She didnt rush to take his seat though. She was happy right where she was. In Taras lap.
As the evening progressed, Willow continued to ponder over Faith and Buffy. Wondering what their relationship meant, and how it affected her personally. In fact, she continued to mull over the issue long after shed said goodbye to everyone, and had curled up in her own bed.
***
The next evening, after her last class, Tara headed over towards the library to meet with Willow. The girl had left a message on her machine, letting her know that something was up. Apparently there was a new demon on the loose by the name of Lagos. He was searching for an artefact known as the Glove of Myhnegon. The glove was meant to be extremely powerful and highly dangerous. Unfortunately, there wasnt much of a record as to its full power.
Willow had told her that this information had come from a new Watcher by the name of Gwendolyn Post. Shed shown up during the Slayers patrol last night.
However, according to Willow, this new Watcher was giving Giles a bit of a hard time. Poor Giles, Tara thought to herself as she walked down the school corridors. It was never easy being upstaged.
As she entered the library, Tara noted that Giles was sitting at a table going over a number of large volumes. Xander was looking down at him from the end of the table, and Willow was standing behind him near the railing next to the stacks.
Hey, she greeted, giving Xander a smile before reaching Willows side. She grasped her hand and gave her a gentle squeeze.
Hey, Willow squeezed back.
Oh, this is intolerable! Giles slammed shut the book he was reading.
Both Tara and Willow jumped in surprise, and looked at each other with a worried expression.
Theres not a word here about Lagos or the glove. Giles stood up. We dont have time for this, he dropped the book onto the table in frustration, near-missing.
Willow and Tara gave each other another worried look. It wasnt like Giles to get so agitated. They looked down at Xander, who seemed to share their confusion. He shrugged at them as they both took a few steps towards him.
Giles turned around to face the three teens. Just find out all you can about the demon, he instructed. Its-its-its strengths, its-its weaknesses, he began to pace the room, its places of origin. With a sigh he paused to yank off his glasses. And most importantly, he gestured towards Xander with his glasses, what it plans to do with this blasted glove.
Unlike the two girls, Xander wasnt gonna take this kind of behaviour from him. Hey, he protested, youre not the Watcher of me.
Then go home, Giles retorted. But if you choose to stay, then work.
With that, he turned around and stormed off into his office, leaving the threesome to gape after him.
Poor Giles, Tara sighed, giving Willows hand a gentle squeeze as they headed up into the stacks.
Poor us, Willow corrected. Weve been at it all day, she said as Xander joined them in the stacks. Its late, Im tired. What does he want from us anyway?
The number of a qualified surgeon to remove the British flag from his butt? Xander quipped.
Tara looked at Xander and smiled. She supposed they were right to be upset with Giles. After all, theyd had to put up with him for the better part of the day. Shed just gotten here. But still, she couldnt really blame Giles for being frustrated. She kept her opinion to herself though. She could see it wasnt gonna be appreciated.
As Xander moved to look through the stacks, she followed Willow to a section where a couple of books were already lying open on the floor. She sat down next to Willow and picked up the book in front of her.
My eyes are all blurry, Willow set down her book after a moment.
Tara looked up from her own book and glanced sympathetically at Willow, who was now leaning forward and resting her head in her hands. She wished there was something she could do to make her feel better. She watched silently as the girl started rubbing her temples with her fingers.
Ohh Willow moaned, and continued to rub her temples.
Tara watched Willow for another moment, before putting her book down. She couldnt just sit by and watch her in pain. With that, she scooted over and reached for Willow. She covered the girls hands with her own and let loose with a tiny sliver of energy.
Ohh, Willow moaned and dropped her own hands into her lap.
Tara smiled and began to gently massage Willows temples. She pressed her forehead against the back of Willows head and closed her eyes as she released her energy progressively.
Ohh, Willow moaned again, quickly succumbing to Taras ministrations. However, as usual, the girls touch did more than just soothe her pain. She was beginning to feel an all too familiar stirring between her thighs.
Oh, Willow sighed, stop
Right, Tara continued to massage Willow, getting drawn into the moment. Stop means no, and no means no, she sighed, so, umstop
With that, she lifted her forehead away and stopped her massage. She then leaned herself back against the bookshelf and picked up her book.
The moment Tara moved away, Willow instantly missed her presence. Without a second thought, she turned around and grasped Taras cheeks in her hands.
Tara immediately dropped her book and wrapped her arms around Willow. She drew the girl closer to her and opened her mouth. She trembled when she felt Willows tongue against her own.
Having heard the drop of a book, followed by the sound of moaning, Xander stepped around the stacks to investigate. He stopped in his tracks when he came upon Willow and Tara. He felt as if all his Christmases had come at once. He knew he should look away, give the girls some privacy. But his hormones wouldnt listen to his brain.
In fact, he was so enthralled, that he failed to notice Giles walking up behind him, his nose in a book.
Tara, Giles stopped walking, but continued to read. Willow, Xander
Xander startled and turned around, wondering if hed been caught staring.
Willow and Tara meanwhile scrambled to their feet in embarrassment.
You can stop your, uh, studying, Giles glanced up from his book, but only to look at the book shelf in front of him. He had his back to all three of them
As Willow and Tara looked at each other nervously, Xander glanced back at them sheepishly. The pair looked at Xander in exasperation, not really able to be too mad at him.
Ive got what I need, Giles continued, still not bothering to turn around.
What have you got? Xander turned around, doing his best to sound nonchalant.
Uh, the probable location of the Glove of Myhnegon, Giles finally turned around to face the three teens. Its, uh, housed in the Von Hauptman family crypt, he lowered his gaze back to the book in his hands.
Yeah, Xander clicked at the name, thats that big one over at the Restfield Cemetery.
Yeah, well, Willow ventured nervously, wondering how much hed seen, if anything at all, thats great, Giles.
Tara nodded in agreement. Um, howd you find it?
I looked, Giles said caustically as he continued reading.
Wheres Buffy at? Xander interjected.
Uh, Im not sure, Giles replied distractedly.
Well, Xander figured he might as well do something useful, seeing as he felt a little guilty for spying on Willow and Tara. Ill go check out this, uh, crypt, he moved to leave. Um, tell her heads up if she, uh, stops by.
With that, he gave Willow and Tara another apologetic smile, before exiting. He figured itd be better to leave before they could confront him.
Yes, Giles continued reading, by all means, go.
Willow looked at Tara nervously. A-and well just keep studying, she suggested.
Right, Tara agreed. I-I-I think were on the verge of a b-b-big Lagos breakthrough.
Giles finally looked up from his book. No, he glanced at Willow and then at Tara. Id say were done. And with that, he headed back out of the stacks.
Willow and Tara looked at each other and then burst into giggles, letting out all their nervous tension.
Man, Willow sighed. That was close.
Yeah, Tara agreed. Im sorry
Its okay, Willow reassured. I dont think he saw us.
Yeah, Tara chuckled. But, uhI think Xander did.
Willow chuckled as well. Did you see the look on his face? she grinned.
Yeah, Tara chuckled. Oh, she frowned as she realised something.
What? Willow prompted.
Hes gone to the cemetery all alone, she noted.
Think he was scared to face us? Willow chuckled.
He could get hurt, Tara pointed out.
Willow frowned. Tara was right. You wanna go after him?
Yeah.
***
As he neared the crypt, Xander frowned at the darkness before him. He couldnt help but feel a little apprehensive.
Hey, Giles, he spoke to himself sarcastically, heres a nifty idea. Why dont I alleviate my guilt by goin out and gettin myself really, really killed?
Would we let that happen? Willow came up behind him and draped her left arm around his waist.
But the least you coulda done was give us a warning about Giles, Tara came from his other side and put her right arm around him, resting her hand on top of Willows.
Xander looked at Willow and then at Tara and wrapped an arm around each of the girls shoulders. He was a little startled to see them, but pleased nevertheless. He wasnt gonna get killed after all. Not with two powerful witches by his side. Speaking of whichhadnt he just angered these two really powerful witches?
Hey, he smiled ruefully. You guys arent gonna turn me into a frog or something, are you? he quipped, only half kidding.
Tara looked at Willow and chuckled. Maybe a toad, she grinned.
Or a slug, Willow suggested. Theyre easier to conjure.
Yeah, Tara agreed.
You dont mind being a slug, do you Xander? Willow teased.
Xander alternated his gaze from one girl to the other and smiled weakly. Im sorry, he apologised.
We forgive you, Tara smiled.
This time, Willow corrected with a grin.
No more spying, Xander ventured, I promise.
Hey, Tara suddenly frowned, hearing a crackling in the bushes. What was that? She took a few steps forward. If she wasnt mistaken, she could hear the sound of stone grinding against stone.
Willow stepped away and followed Taras lead, as did Xander.
Its a grinding noise, Xander whispered. Its coming form inside the crypt.
The three teens looked at one another and wordlessly ducked behind the nearby group of bushes. Hopefully whoever was making that noise would come out soon. Sure enough, not a minute had gone by, before they spied a dark shadowy figure exiting the crypt. They remained silent as the figure closed the door, noting it held a bundle of rags in its arms. Most likely the Glove of Myhnegon.
Oh God, Willows eyes widened as she caught her first glance at the figures face. She turned to face Xander, seeing hed noticed him too. Hed reached into his pocket and pulled out his stake, and was now holding it at the ready.
Tara frowned at their reaction. What was she missing here? Did they recognise this figure?
Willow looked passed Xander and noticed Taras puzzlement. Its Angel, she whispered.
Lets go, Xander stood up, figuring the vamp was now far enough away to be followed.
Right, Willow agreed and reached her hand for Tara.
Tara was extremely puzzled as she grasped Willows hand and followed after Xander. Wasnt Angel supposed to be dead? And hadnt he been cured before Buffy killed him? So, if he was cured, then why was he stealing the Glove of Myhnegon?
A few minutes later, they had followed Angel back to his mansion. They still hadnt spoken a word to one another. Willow and Xander both seemed to be in a bit of a daze. Tara didnt really blame them. After all, Angel had tried to kill all of them, and he was supposed to be dead.
Xander was the first one to break the silence. Lets see what hes got planned, he ventured towards a window.
Right, Willow nodded and followed him to the window.
Seeing as she was still holding Willows hand, Tara had no choice but to do the same.
As they peered inside, there was a group exhalation of breath. For who should Angel be meeting with, but Buffy. And if that wasnt bad enough, the couple were actually kissing.
Im gonna kill him, Xander stepped away from the window. I cant believe she
Xander, Willow rested her hand against his right arm. We should talk to her first. Ask her whats going on. Maybe hes not evil anymore
Theyre making with the smoochies, Xander pointed at the window in frustration. How long do you think hes gonna remain cured. I say we stake him now, and ask questions later.
Willows right, Tara placed her hand on his left arm. We shouldnt rush into things
You dont know him, Xander pointed out gruffly and stepped away from the two witches. You dont know what hes capable of.
Willow instantly went to Taras defence. That just makes her more objective, Willow grasped Taras hand.
Fine, Xander fumed. Well assemble the gang. Tell em what we saw and confront her
Like an intervention? Tara frowned.
Yeah, Xander confirmed.
Those never really go well, Tara pointed out.
Willow had to agree there. It was gonna be a little too confrontational. But she didnt really see any other option here. If we all promise to use I statements
Im not promising anything, Xander interjected. Im going over to Cordys to let her know, you guys get Oz, and well meet you back at the library.
Maybe we should wait till tomorrow, Tara felt the need to suggest. Allowing Xander to confront Buffy in his current state of mind wasnt gonna do anyone any good.
No way, Xander shook his head. I wanna settle this tonight.
What would be the point? Tara insisted. Its late, and were all tired.
Willow agreed with Tara. Shes right, Willow reached for Xander and grasped his free hand. She then used the trick Tara had taught her and released a little bit of her own energy, doing her best to calm the guy down.
Xander sighed in frustration. He didnt know why, but he suddenly felt as if the wind had been knocked out of his sails. Maybe the girls were right. It couldnt hurt to wait till the morning. Besides, itd give him some time to think about what to say. And he had quite a lot to say.
Fine, he took a step away from Willow and headed off.
Willow frowned and squeezed Taras hand as they walked off as well. I cant believe she didnt tell me. Why would Buffy keep this a secret?
Why do you think, Tara pointed out softly. Shes probably scared about how youd all react.
Because she knows what shes doing is wrong, Willow sighed.
She loves him, Tara reminded her. Love has a funny way of clouding your judgement.
That means he really could be evil, Willow glanced at Tara. What if she wants him to be cured so badly that shes being fooled? What if he hurts her? We should go back, she stopped in her tracks. What if all Angel wanted was the glove and hes using Buffy to get to it? What if theres no Lagos demon out there, only Angel? Hes gonna kill her
Will, Tara held her hand firm, preventing the girl from running back to the mansion. Shes a Slayer. Im sure shell be okay.
Willows sighed. But Im still worried
Want me to talk to her? Tara suggested. I can wait at her place
Ill come with you, Willow stated, instantly warming to the idea.
Tara stopped walking and gave Willow a loving smile. Better not Sweetie, she said softly.
Why not? Willow frowned.
Im the only one who doesnt know Angel, Tara reminded her. Buffy might react better to someone whos objective. Not that you cant be, she reassured instantly, butmaybe youre too, uhclose to the matter
Willow sighed. Once again, Tara was right. Okay, she agreed. You talk with Buffylet her know what Xanders got planned. But dont forget to call me after, she smiled. I wanna know what happened.
No problem, Tara smiled back and pressed a gentle kiss against Willows cheek.
***
Tara knocked nervously on Buffys front door. Of all the Scoobies, Buffy was the one shed spent the least amount of time with.
Joyce Summers opened the door with a smile.
H-hello Mrs. S-Summers, Tara smiled. Is B-B-Buffy here?
Not yet, Joyce took a step back and motioned for Tara to come inside. She should be back soon though. Youre welcome to wait inside.
Thank you, Tara smiled and followed the woman into the living room.
Take a seat, Joyce gestured towards the couch.
Tara did as she was told and smiled nervously as Joyce sat down on the couch next to her.
Buffy tells me you attend the local college? Joyce ventured.
Tara nodded. R-r-right, she smiled.
Joyce smiled back politely. Oh, she stood up. Can I get you something to drink?
Tara wasnt really thirsty, but she figured that getting her a drink would kill at least a minute or two of small talk.
Water? she smiled at Joyce.
Joyce nodded. You sure you wouldnt like a soda instead? Weve got Coke, Pepsi, grape, orange
Orange, Tara accepted.
Okay, Joyce smiled again, before heading over to the kitchen.
Tara let out a sigh and took a deep breath. She was never comfortable around new people. No matter how nice they were.
Here you go, Joyce came back a few minutes later.
Thank you, Tara took the glass with a smile.
So, Joyce ventured as she sat back down, how are you finding your studies?
Tara took a small sip of her orange soda. Im really enjoying them, she said softly. C-c-college is a l-l-lot better than high school.
Just then, the front door slammed shut and Buffy marched in.
Buffy, Tara called out the Slayers name.
Buffy stopped on her way to the stairs, surprised to hear Taras voice. What was Tara doing here?
Tara? she stepped into the living room.
Joyce stood up. Ill leave you two alone, she smiled at both Tara and Buffy as she exited the room.
Thanks Mom, Buffy acknowledged before taking a seat on the couch. So, she turned to look at Tara. Whats up?
Hey Buffy, Tara smiled nervously and took a sip of her soda.
Buffy frowned, sensing her nervousness. Whats wrong? she questioned. Something happen? You didnt find Lagos did you? No ones hurt are they?
Oh no, Tara instantly shook her head. Nothing like that.
Then what? Buffy prompted impatiently. She was more than a little frustrated after her meeting with Angel and wasnt in the mood for guessing games.
Tara sighed and took a deep breath. She then stalled some more by lifting the glass to her lips for another mouthful of orange soda.
Tara, Buffy prodded, her patience wearing a little thin.
Tara sighed and met Buffys gaze sheepishly. Sorry, she smiled ruefully.
Whats wrong Tara? Buffy prodded again.
We saw you, she began softly, staring down at the glass in her hands. Me, Willow, and uhand Xander.
Saw me what? Buffy frowned.
Tara stalled again as she sipped her soda. We know, she tentatively met Buffys gaze. We were chasing a lead on the glove and we saw you
Buffy still wasnt quite following. Saw me what!?
We s-s-s-saw you k-k-k-k-kissing Angel, Tara whispered, moving her gaze back down to the drink in her hands.
Buffys jaw fell open in shock. A second later her shock turned to outrage. You were spying on me?
N-n-n-n-n-no, Tara shook her head. W-w-w-w-we, uhw-w-w-w-we were, uhf-f-f-following A-A-Angel and then we s-s-s-s-saw you. We d-d-d-d-didnt mean to spy. We were just c-c-c-concerned
Buffy instantly regretted her outburst. She hadnt meant to upset Tara so much that the girl reverted to nervous stammering. Im sorry, she gave her a sheepish smile.
Tara smiled back. Its okay, she said softly.
So you know, huh? Buffy continued. Wheres the rest of the gang?
At home, Tara smiled.
Oh, Buffy frowned. So why are you here?
Im the uh, ob-objective spokesperson, Tara explained. Xander was pretty upset. Willow too. But, uhwe managed to stop Xander f-f-from going after Angel. Hes rounding the gang up. Theyre gonna confront you in the library tomorrow morning.
Buffy was stunned. She couldnt believe what she was hearing. You serious?
Uh huh, Tara confirmed. Im sorry, she insisted. But it was the only way
Its okay, Buffy said gently, before a frown marred her face. They must hate me huh?
Tara set down her glass on the table and briefly touched Buffys knee in reassurance.
Not really, she said softly. Xanders mad, but he doesnt hate you. And Willwell, shes upset that you didnt tell her. That you kept it a secret
Buffy sighed. I didnt mean to, she looked at Tara appealingly. Its justwhen he came back, I, uhI didnt know if he was evil ororI looked after him. And I kept meaning to say something, but
You were afraid of their reaction.
Buffy smiled at the girls accuracy. Right.
So hes not evil? Tara continued, knowing that was the first thing Willow was going to ask her.
No, Buffy shook her head. He even found the glove for us. Hes holding on to it to make sure it doesnt get into the wrong hands.
You sure its safe with him? Tara had to ask.
Buffy nodded. Of course.
So you two didnt, uh? Tara blushed.
Get physical, Buffy supplied with a chuckle. She shook her head off Taras nod. No. The kiss was an accident.
Oh, Tara frowned. Accident?
Buffy looked at Tara sheepishly. I know how that sounds, she ventured. But believe meit really was an accident. Ive got no intention of going down that road again. Its just
You still love him, Tara smiled knowingly.
Buffy sighed. I know its wrong, she shook her head in frustration. And we can never have a future. And I know he tried to kill all my friends. He tortured Giles. Killed Ms. Calendarbut that wasnt really him, you know? But it was all my fault. If we hadnt
Its okay, Tara reached for her knee again. You were following your heart. Theres nothing wrong with that.
Except when youre the Slayer and your boyfriends a blood sucking fiend, Buffy retorted lightly.
Tara smiled. Itll be okay, she reassured. Theyre just gonna need time.
Buffy sighed. Youre right. Any chance in hoping a whole nightll be enough?
Tara chuckled softly. You worried about the intervention?
Maybe Ill just avoid the library, Buffy suggested. In fact, why not avoid the whole school? Maybe move to LA again?
You cant run forever, Tara smiled indulgently.
I can try, Buffy quipped.
Tara merely smiled.
Buffy smiled back. Okay, she sighed. I guess running aways out of the question.
If you want, Tara offered shyly, I, uhI can meet you here in the morning. You dont have to go alone. I can even show you a really good relaxation technique. Itll help you stay calm.
Buffy smiled at Tara gratefully, finding herself warming to the girl. Why was it that they never spent more time together? Shed definitely have to do something about that.
Youd do that for me? she asked Tara softly.
Of course, Tara smiled.
Thanks Tara, Buffy reached for her hands and squeezed them gently. I mean it.
Youre welcome, Tara acknowledged with a smile. Anyway, she stood up. Its g-g-getting late. I should go
Sure, Buffy stood up as well. You gonna be right getting home? she followed her to the door.
Yeah, Tara reached into her jeans and pulled out a cross from one pocket and a stake from the other.
Buffy smiled.
Ill see you in the morning, Tara continued. Is 7am too early? We can go over the relaxation technique before we leave.
Buffy grinned. She wasnt too sure about meditating, but she figured it couldnt hurt. She was gonna need all the help she could get.
Sounds good, she reached for the door and opened it.
Great, Tara flashed her a huge smile, before heading out.
***
Whenever he looked across at Willows face, he noticed the dreamy expression in her eye. He could also see the affection in Taras eyes as well. On occasion, she would glance down at their joined hands and smile, or look up at Willow and press a soft kiss against her cheek.
This said a lot to Xander. And he couldnt be happier for Willow. Tara was a good person, and whats more, she was hot too. But that was beside the point. What mattered the most to Xander was Willows trust in himin his reaction and his love for her.
After Better than Chocolate had finished, the three teens headed towards the Caf for a late lunch. Once theyd eaten, they went back to the auditorium hosting the film festival, and settled in to watch some more movies.
When the movie Bound had finished, they piled out of the auditorium to stretch their legs. Xander decided hed had enough and thanked the girls for the fun day. He was definitely up for a little action thoughand if Cordy wasnt interested, maybe he could convince a certain dark-haired Slayer
***
You wanna see another movie? Willow asked Tara once Xander had left.
Tara thought for a second. It was late in the afternoon, and the twilight hadnt even set in yet. However, she and Willow had been neglecting their magicks lately, and she didnt want the girl to fall behind.
I thought maybe we could do some spells, Tara ventured. Its been a few days
Right, Willow instantly agreed. Spells it is. Besides, I dont think I can handle any more onscreen action, she chuckled. That last movie
Tara nodded her head in agreement and grasped Willows hand. Now you know why its one of my favourites, she said as they began walking.
Its good for the imagination, Willow grinned.
My thoughts exactly, Tara smiled.
A few minutes later, they finally reached Taras dorm. Willow sat herself down on the bed as Tara searched for a good spell book. They spent the next few hours going over spells before heading out for dinner.
After dinner the girls returned to Taras room and inevitably began to make out. Tara stopped things pretty quickly though; not wanting the situation to get out of hand. She then mentioned that it might be a good idea if Willow didnt sleep over anymore.
They had now reached a new level in their relationship, and if they slept in the same bed, shed be willing to bet that there wouldnt be much actual sleeping going on. However, she did agree to meet Willow for breakfast in the morning. If they couldnt spend their evenings together, then they could at least start their days together.
***
Thats how the next few days went for them. The couple would meet in the morning for breakfast, then Tara would walk Willow to school, before heading off to her own classes.
In the afternoons theyd meet back at Taras, where theyd practice their spells, have dinner, and even make out a little. They did their best not to take things too far thoughlimiting the temptation to takes things further.
The following Sunday, the girls bypassed their evening make out session in lieu of hanging out at the Bronze. After their afternoon magicks, Oz had shown up at Taras. Hed driven them to the Bronze and had dinner with the two girls before his first set had started.
After his third set, Oz put down his guitar and set off down the stage. The Bronze was especially crowded tonight, making seating a bit of a chore. Consequently, as he reached the table where Willow, Tara, Xander, and Cordelia were sitting, there wasnt much room for him.
Oz, hey! Willow smiled in greeting. Have a seat she looked around and frowned. Except, we dont have any seats
Its okay, he smiled. Ill just scrunch in, he nudged Willow over a bit so that she was now practically sitting in Taras lap.
Tara instantly wrapped her arms around Willows waist and lifted her up so that she really was sitting in her lap.
You dont mind? she half whispered into Willows ear, speaking just loud enough to be heard over the crowd and the music, but soft enough so that no one else heard.
Nope, Willow craned her neck back and smiled, before turning around and placing her arms over Taras. She pressed gently against them, letting her know she was okay with this.
Why you giving her a lap dance? Cordelia instantly asked.
Willow smiled weakly, but chose not to get up. Instead, she gently stroked Taras arm.
What? I just like her, she chuckled, figuring humour was her best bet. She wasnt going to make the same mistake of overacting to Cordelias comments as she had in the past.
Cordelia gave her a questioning look, and then shrugged. Shed never understand geeks.
Tara smiled and gently tightened her grip around Willows waist and rested her chin on the girls shoulder. She was very proud of her reaction. It showed her just how much Willow was growing. Only a week ago, she probably wouldve turned beet red and stammered something overly defensive in response to Cordys question.
Regardless of her attempt at a joke, Willow still felt a little awkward. Which is why she decided to change the subject away from her and Tara.
Hey! she grinned nervously. Speaking of people and things they do that arent like usual, anyone notice Buffy acting sort of different?
Lets see, Xander pondered, uh, killing zombiesuh, torching sewer monsters, andno. Thats pretty much the, uhsame old Buffster, he grinned.
Willow furrowed her brow. Well, I just mean, you know, shes off by herself a lot more, and shes kind ofdistracted
Cordelia smiled in response. Think maybe she has a new honey?
A boyfriend? Willow exclaimed, craning her neck to look up at Tara, before glancing at Xander. Why wouldnt she tell us?
Excuse me? Cordelia interjected. When your last steady killed half the class, and then your rebound guy sends you a dump-o-gram? It makes a girl shy.
But were the best of Buffys bestest buds, Xander looked at his girlfriend, and then at Willow and Tara. Shed tell us he appealed.
Tell you what? Buffy questioned from behind Xander. She nudged her way passed him so that she was now standing between him and Tara, who still had Willow in her lap.
About your new boyfriend, Willow turned and smiled. Who we made up. Unless we didnt? she looked at her quizzically.
Buffy raised her eyebrows in response. This was a topic of discussion?
Well, Oz explained, raised, but never discussed.
So, Cordelia interjected bluntly, are you dating somebody or not?
Buffy took a moment as she considered how best to answer. Craning her neck, she spotted someone in the crowd and smiled.
I wouldnt use the word dating, she turned to face Willow. But I am going out with somebody, she grinned. Tonight, as a matter of fact.
This was news to Willow. Really? she exclaimed in surprise. Who?
Faith emerged from the crowd, put her hand against Xanders shoulder and pushed him aside. Yo, whats up? she nudged up against Buffy. Hey, time to motorvate, she gave her fellow Slayer another nudge.
Buffy grinned and turned to face Faith. Really, she placed an arm around her shoulder suggestively. Were just good friends, she smiled.
Faith gave Buffy a flirtatious look, choosing to go in on whatever game the girl was playing. She then winked at Tara, before placing her own arm around Buffys waist and leading her out of the club.
Willow craned her neck to look at Tara in shock. She couldnt believe what shed just seen. Faith and Buffytogetherit wasnt possible. Was it?
You dont think? she asked Tara
Tara chuckled, following Willows train of thought. I dunno, she shrugged.
Willow didnt know what to think either. However, if Buffy was with Faith, then that would definitely give her something to think about. It would change things for Willow immensely.
Not only would it make coming out easier, but it lessened the niggling fear that Faith might one day swoop Tara out from under her
Although, on second thoughts, a part of her didnt like the idea of Buffy and Faith together either. She felt as if Faith was encroaching on her territory
I knew it, Cordelia exclaimed, interrupting Willows thoughts. Its finally gotten to her.
Everyone looked at Cordy in confusion.
Loser guys, Cordy explained, wondering why everyone was so dense. No wonder shes turned lesbian.
Tara chuckled in bemusement. You d-dont just turn l-lesbian Cordelia. If Buffy is gay, th-then shes always had it in-inside her. She just hasnt r-realised it till now.
Tara gave Willows arm a little squeeze, letting the redhead know the double meaning behind her words.
Willow smiled and gave Tara a squeeze of her own. The blonde did have a good point.
But, Tara continued thoughtfully, I dont really think Buffy and Faith
Why not? Cordelia questioned. No offence, but Buffys more Faiths style than youll ever be.
Tara smiled good-naturedly. Right, she voiced her thoughts. They do make a better couple. But I think Buffy was just t-teasing. Ive never gotten the, umthe she trailed off, struggling to find the right word.
Lesbi-vibe, Willow supplied with a chuckle.
Yeah, Tara giggled, enjoying the turn of the conversation. Ive never gotten the lesbi-vibe off Buffy.
Whatever, Cordelia shrugged, getting bored with the whole topic.
Next set, Oz stood up, having noticed his band reconvening on stage.
Okay, Willow smiled at him as he left. She didnt rush to take his seat though. She was happy right where she was. In Taras lap.
As the evening progressed, Willow continued to ponder over Faith and Buffy. Wondering what their relationship meant, and how it affected her personally. In fact, she continued to mull over the issue long after shed said goodbye to everyone, and had curled up in her own bed.
***
The next evening, after her last class, Tara headed over towards the library to meet with Willow. The girl had left a message on her machine, letting her know that something was up. Apparently there was a new demon on the loose by the name of Lagos. He was searching for an artefact known as the Glove of Myhnegon. The glove was meant to be extremely powerful and highly dangerous. Unfortunately, there wasnt much of a record as to its full power.
Willow had told her that this information had come from a new Watcher by the name of Gwendolyn Post. Shed shown up during the Slayers patrol last night.
However, according to Willow, this new Watcher was giving Giles a bit of a hard time. Poor Giles, Tara thought to herself as she walked down the school corridors. It was never easy being upstaged.
As she entered the library, Tara noted that Giles was sitting at a table going over a number of large volumes. Xander was looking down at him from the end of the table, and Willow was standing behind him near the railing next to the stacks.
Hey, she greeted, giving Xander a smile before reaching Willows side. She grasped her hand and gave her a gentle squeeze.
Hey, Willow squeezed back.
Oh, this is intolerable! Giles slammed shut the book he was reading.
Both Tara and Willow jumped in surprise, and looked at each other with a worried expression.
Theres not a word here about Lagos or the glove. Giles stood up. We dont have time for this, he dropped the book onto the table in frustration, near-missing.
Willow and Tara gave each other another worried look. It wasnt like Giles to get so agitated. They looked down at Xander, who seemed to share their confusion. He shrugged at them as they both took a few steps towards him.
Giles turned around to face the three teens. Just find out all you can about the demon, he instructed. Its-its-its strengths, its-its weaknesses, he began to pace the room, its places of origin. With a sigh he paused to yank off his glasses. And most importantly, he gestured towards Xander with his glasses, what it plans to do with this blasted glove.
Unlike the two girls, Xander wasnt gonna take this kind of behaviour from him. Hey, he protested, youre not the Watcher of me.
Then go home, Giles retorted. But if you choose to stay, then work.
With that, he turned around and stormed off into his office, leaving the threesome to gape after him.
Poor Giles, Tara sighed, giving Willows hand a gentle squeeze as they headed up into the stacks.
Poor us, Willow corrected. Weve been at it all day, she said as Xander joined them in the stacks. Its late, Im tired. What does he want from us anyway?
The number of a qualified surgeon to remove the British flag from his butt? Xander quipped.
Tara looked at Xander and smiled. She supposed they were right to be upset with Giles. After all, theyd had to put up with him for the better part of the day. Shed just gotten here. But still, she couldnt really blame Giles for being frustrated. She kept her opinion to herself though. She could see it wasnt gonna be appreciated.
As Xander moved to look through the stacks, she followed Willow to a section where a couple of books were already lying open on the floor. She sat down next to Willow and picked up the book in front of her.
My eyes are all blurry, Willow set down her book after a moment.
Tara looked up from her own book and glanced sympathetically at Willow, who was now leaning forward and resting her head in her hands. She wished there was something she could do to make her feel better. She watched silently as the girl started rubbing her temples with her fingers.
Ohh Willow moaned, and continued to rub her temples.
Tara watched Willow for another moment, before putting her book down. She couldnt just sit by and watch her in pain. With that, she scooted over and reached for Willow. She covered the girls hands with her own and let loose with a tiny sliver of energy.
Ohh, Willow moaned and dropped her own hands into her lap.
Tara smiled and began to gently massage Willows temples. She pressed her forehead against the back of Willows head and closed her eyes as she released her energy progressively.
Ohh, Willow moaned again, quickly succumbing to Taras ministrations. However, as usual, the girls touch did more than just soothe her pain. She was beginning to feel an all too familiar stirring between her thighs.
Oh, Willow sighed, stop
Right, Tara continued to massage Willow, getting drawn into the moment. Stop means no, and no means no, she sighed, so, umstop
With that, she lifted her forehead away and stopped her massage. She then leaned herself back against the bookshelf and picked up her book.
The moment Tara moved away, Willow instantly missed her presence. Without a second thought, she turned around and grasped Taras cheeks in her hands.
Tara immediately dropped her book and wrapped her arms around Willow. She drew the girl closer to her and opened her mouth. She trembled when she felt Willows tongue against her own.
Having heard the drop of a book, followed by the sound of moaning, Xander stepped around the stacks to investigate. He stopped in his tracks when he came upon Willow and Tara. He felt as if all his Christmases had come at once. He knew he should look away, give the girls some privacy. But his hormones wouldnt listen to his brain.
In fact, he was so enthralled, that he failed to notice Giles walking up behind him, his nose in a book.
Tara, Giles stopped walking, but continued to read. Willow, Xander
Xander startled and turned around, wondering if hed been caught staring.
Willow and Tara meanwhile scrambled to their feet in embarrassment.
You can stop your, uh, studying, Giles glanced up from his book, but only to look at the book shelf in front of him. He had his back to all three of them
As Willow and Tara looked at each other nervously, Xander glanced back at them sheepishly. The pair looked at Xander in exasperation, not really able to be too mad at him.
Ive got what I need, Giles continued, still not bothering to turn around.
What have you got? Xander turned around, doing his best to sound nonchalant.
Uh, the probable location of the Glove of Myhnegon, Giles finally turned around to face the three teens. Its, uh, housed in the Von Hauptman family crypt, he lowered his gaze back to the book in his hands.
Yeah, Xander clicked at the name, thats that big one over at the Restfield Cemetery.
Yeah, well, Willow ventured nervously, wondering how much hed seen, if anything at all, thats great, Giles.
Tara nodded in agreement. Um, howd you find it?
I looked, Giles said caustically as he continued reading.
Wheres Buffy at? Xander interjected.
Uh, Im not sure, Giles replied distractedly.
Well, Xander figured he might as well do something useful, seeing as he felt a little guilty for spying on Willow and Tara. Ill go check out this, uh, crypt, he moved to leave. Um, tell her heads up if she, uh, stops by.
With that, he gave Willow and Tara another apologetic smile, before exiting. He figured itd be better to leave before they could confront him.
Yes, Giles continued reading, by all means, go.
Willow looked at Tara nervously. A-and well just keep studying, she suggested.
Right, Tara agreed. I-I-I think were on the verge of a b-b-big Lagos breakthrough.
Giles finally looked up from his book. No, he glanced at Willow and then at Tara. Id say were done. And with that, he headed back out of the stacks.
Willow and Tara looked at each other and then burst into giggles, letting out all their nervous tension.
Man, Willow sighed. That was close.
Yeah, Tara agreed. Im sorry
Its okay, Willow reassured. I dont think he saw us.
Yeah, Tara chuckled. But, uhI think Xander did.
Willow chuckled as well. Did you see the look on his face? she grinned.
Yeah, Tara chuckled. Oh, she frowned as she realised something.
What? Willow prompted.
Hes gone to the cemetery all alone, she noted.
Think he was scared to face us? Willow chuckled.
He could get hurt, Tara pointed out.
Willow frowned. Tara was right. You wanna go after him?
Yeah.
***
As he neared the crypt, Xander frowned at the darkness before him. He couldnt help but feel a little apprehensive.
Hey, Giles, he spoke to himself sarcastically, heres a nifty idea. Why dont I alleviate my guilt by goin out and gettin myself really, really killed?
Would we let that happen? Willow came up behind him and draped her left arm around his waist.
But the least you coulda done was give us a warning about Giles, Tara came from his other side and put her right arm around him, resting her hand on top of Willows.
Xander looked at Willow and then at Tara and wrapped an arm around each of the girls shoulders. He was a little startled to see them, but pleased nevertheless. He wasnt gonna get killed after all. Not with two powerful witches by his side. Speaking of whichhadnt he just angered these two really powerful witches?
Hey, he smiled ruefully. You guys arent gonna turn me into a frog or something, are you? he quipped, only half kidding.
Tara looked at Willow and chuckled. Maybe a toad, she grinned.
Or a slug, Willow suggested. Theyre easier to conjure.
Yeah, Tara agreed.
You dont mind being a slug, do you Xander? Willow teased.
Xander alternated his gaze from one girl to the other and smiled weakly. Im sorry, he apologised.
We forgive you, Tara smiled.
This time, Willow corrected with a grin.
No more spying, Xander ventured, I promise.
Hey, Tara suddenly frowned, hearing a crackling in the bushes. What was that? She took a few steps forward. If she wasnt mistaken, she could hear the sound of stone grinding against stone.
Willow stepped away and followed Taras lead, as did Xander.
Its a grinding noise, Xander whispered. Its coming form inside the crypt.
The three teens looked at one another and wordlessly ducked behind the nearby group of bushes. Hopefully whoever was making that noise would come out soon. Sure enough, not a minute had gone by, before they spied a dark shadowy figure exiting the crypt. They remained silent as the figure closed the door, noting it held a bundle of rags in its arms. Most likely the Glove of Myhnegon.
Oh God, Willows eyes widened as she caught her first glance at the figures face. She turned to face Xander, seeing hed noticed him too. Hed reached into his pocket and pulled out his stake, and was now holding it at the ready.
Tara frowned at their reaction. What was she missing here? Did they recognise this figure?
Willow looked passed Xander and noticed Taras puzzlement. Its Angel, she whispered.
Lets go, Xander stood up, figuring the vamp was now far enough away to be followed.
Right, Willow agreed and reached her hand for Tara.
Tara was extremely puzzled as she grasped Willows hand and followed after Xander. Wasnt Angel supposed to be dead? And hadnt he been cured before Buffy killed him? So, if he was cured, then why was he stealing the Glove of Myhnegon?
A few minutes later, they had followed Angel back to his mansion. They still hadnt spoken a word to one another. Willow and Xander both seemed to be in a bit of a daze. Tara didnt really blame them. After all, Angel had tried to kill all of them, and he was supposed to be dead.
Xander was the first one to break the silence. Lets see what hes got planned, he ventured towards a window.
Right, Willow nodded and followed him to the window.
Seeing as she was still holding Willows hand, Tara had no choice but to do the same.
As they peered inside, there was a group exhalation of breath. For who should Angel be meeting with, but Buffy. And if that wasnt bad enough, the couple were actually kissing.
Im gonna kill him, Xander stepped away from the window. I cant believe she
Xander, Willow rested her hand against his right arm. We should talk to her first. Ask her whats going on. Maybe hes not evil anymore
Theyre making with the smoochies, Xander pointed at the window in frustration. How long do you think hes gonna remain cured. I say we stake him now, and ask questions later.
Willows right, Tara placed her hand on his left arm. We shouldnt rush into things
You dont know him, Xander pointed out gruffly and stepped away from the two witches. You dont know what hes capable of.
Willow instantly went to Taras defence. That just makes her more objective, Willow grasped Taras hand.
Fine, Xander fumed. Well assemble the gang. Tell em what we saw and confront her
Like an intervention? Tara frowned.
Yeah, Xander confirmed.
Those never really go well, Tara pointed out.
Willow had to agree there. It was gonna be a little too confrontational. But she didnt really see any other option here. If we all promise to use I statements
Im not promising anything, Xander interjected. Im going over to Cordys to let her know, you guys get Oz, and well meet you back at the library.
Maybe we should wait till tomorrow, Tara felt the need to suggest. Allowing Xander to confront Buffy in his current state of mind wasnt gonna do anyone any good.
No way, Xander shook his head. I wanna settle this tonight.
What would be the point? Tara insisted. Its late, and were all tired.
Willow agreed with Tara. Shes right, Willow reached for Xander and grasped his free hand. She then used the trick Tara had taught her and released a little bit of her own energy, doing her best to calm the guy down.
Xander sighed in frustration. He didnt know why, but he suddenly felt as if the wind had been knocked out of his sails. Maybe the girls were right. It couldnt hurt to wait till the morning. Besides, itd give him some time to think about what to say. And he had quite a lot to say.
Fine, he took a step away from Willow and headed off.
Willow frowned and squeezed Taras hand as they walked off as well. I cant believe she didnt tell me. Why would Buffy keep this a secret?
Why do you think, Tara pointed out softly. Shes probably scared about how youd all react.
Because she knows what shes doing is wrong, Willow sighed.
She loves him, Tara reminded her. Love has a funny way of clouding your judgement.
That means he really could be evil, Willow glanced at Tara. What if she wants him to be cured so badly that shes being fooled? What if he hurts her? We should go back, she stopped in her tracks. What if all Angel wanted was the glove and hes using Buffy to get to it? What if theres no Lagos demon out there, only Angel? Hes gonna kill her
Will, Tara held her hand firm, preventing the girl from running back to the mansion. Shes a Slayer. Im sure shell be okay.
Willows sighed. But Im still worried
Want me to talk to her? Tara suggested. I can wait at her place
Ill come with you, Willow stated, instantly warming to the idea.
Tara stopped walking and gave Willow a loving smile. Better not Sweetie, she said softly.
Why not? Willow frowned.
Im the only one who doesnt know Angel, Tara reminded her. Buffy might react better to someone whos objective. Not that you cant be, she reassured instantly, butmaybe youre too, uhclose to the matter
Willow sighed. Once again, Tara was right. Okay, she agreed. You talk with Buffylet her know what Xanders got planned. But dont forget to call me after, she smiled. I wanna know what happened.
No problem, Tara smiled back and pressed a gentle kiss against Willows cheek.
***
Tara knocked nervously on Buffys front door. Of all the Scoobies, Buffy was the one shed spent the least amount of time with.
Joyce Summers opened the door with a smile.
H-hello Mrs. S-Summers, Tara smiled. Is B-B-Buffy here?
Not yet, Joyce took a step back and motioned for Tara to come inside. She should be back soon though. Youre welcome to wait inside.
Thank you, Tara smiled and followed the woman into the living room.
Take a seat, Joyce gestured towards the couch.
Tara did as she was told and smiled nervously as Joyce sat down on the couch next to her.
Buffy tells me you attend the local college? Joyce ventured.
Tara nodded. R-r-right, she smiled.
Joyce smiled back politely. Oh, she stood up. Can I get you something to drink?
Tara wasnt really thirsty, but she figured that getting her a drink would kill at least a minute or two of small talk.
Water? she smiled at Joyce.
Joyce nodded. You sure you wouldnt like a soda instead? Weve got Coke, Pepsi, grape, orange
Orange, Tara accepted.
Okay, Joyce smiled again, before heading over to the kitchen.
Tara let out a sigh and took a deep breath. She was never comfortable around new people. No matter how nice they were.
Here you go, Joyce came back a few minutes later.
Thank you, Tara took the glass with a smile.
So, Joyce ventured as she sat back down, how are you finding your studies?
Tara took a small sip of her orange soda. Im really enjoying them, she said softly. C-c-college is a l-l-lot better than high school.
Just then, the front door slammed shut and Buffy marched in.
Buffy, Tara called out the Slayers name.
Buffy stopped on her way to the stairs, surprised to hear Taras voice. What was Tara doing here?
Tara? she stepped into the living room.
Joyce stood up. Ill leave you two alone, she smiled at both Tara and Buffy as she exited the room.
Thanks Mom, Buffy acknowledged before taking a seat on the couch. So, she turned to look at Tara. Whats up?
Hey Buffy, Tara smiled nervously and took a sip of her soda.
Buffy frowned, sensing her nervousness. Whats wrong? she questioned. Something happen? You didnt find Lagos did you? No ones hurt are they?
Oh no, Tara instantly shook her head. Nothing like that.
Then what? Buffy prompted impatiently. She was more than a little frustrated after her meeting with Angel and wasnt in the mood for guessing games.
Tara sighed and took a deep breath. She then stalled some more by lifting the glass to her lips for another mouthful of orange soda.
Tara, Buffy prodded, her patience wearing a little thin.
Tara sighed and met Buffys gaze sheepishly. Sorry, she smiled ruefully.
Whats wrong Tara? Buffy prodded again.
We saw you, she began softly, staring down at the glass in her hands. Me, Willow, and uhand Xander.
Saw me what? Buffy frowned.
Tara stalled again as she sipped her soda. We know, she tentatively met Buffys gaze. We were chasing a lead on the glove and we saw you
Buffy still wasnt quite following. Saw me what!?
We s-s-s-saw you k-k-k-k-kissing Angel, Tara whispered, moving her gaze back down to the drink in her hands.
Buffys jaw fell open in shock. A second later her shock turned to outrage. You were spying on me?
N-n-n-n-n-no, Tara shook her head. W-w-w-w-we, uhw-w-w-w-we were, uhf-f-f-following A-A-Angel and then we s-s-s-s-saw you. We d-d-d-d-didnt mean to spy. We were just c-c-c-concerned
Buffy instantly regretted her outburst. She hadnt meant to upset Tara so much that the girl reverted to nervous stammering. Im sorry, she gave her a sheepish smile.
Tara smiled back. Its okay, she said softly.
So you know, huh? Buffy continued. Wheres the rest of the gang?
At home, Tara smiled.
Oh, Buffy frowned. So why are you here?
Im the uh, ob-objective spokesperson, Tara explained. Xander was pretty upset. Willow too. But, uhwe managed to stop Xander f-f-from going after Angel. Hes rounding the gang up. Theyre gonna confront you in the library tomorrow morning.
Buffy was stunned. She couldnt believe what she was hearing. You serious?
Uh huh, Tara confirmed. Im sorry, she insisted. But it was the only way
Its okay, Buffy said gently, before a frown marred her face. They must hate me huh?
Tara set down her glass on the table and briefly touched Buffys knee in reassurance.
Not really, she said softly. Xanders mad, but he doesnt hate you. And Willwell, shes upset that you didnt tell her. That you kept it a secret
Buffy sighed. I didnt mean to, she looked at Tara appealingly. Its justwhen he came back, I, uhI didnt know if he was evil ororI looked after him. And I kept meaning to say something, but
You were afraid of their reaction.
Buffy smiled at the girls accuracy. Right.
So hes not evil? Tara continued, knowing that was the first thing Willow was going to ask her.
No, Buffy shook her head. He even found the glove for us. Hes holding on to it to make sure it doesnt get into the wrong hands.
You sure its safe with him? Tara had to ask.
Buffy nodded. Of course.
So you two didnt, uh? Tara blushed.
Get physical, Buffy supplied with a chuckle. She shook her head off Taras nod. No. The kiss was an accident.
Oh, Tara frowned. Accident?
Buffy looked at Tara sheepishly. I know how that sounds, she ventured. But believe meit really was an accident. Ive got no intention of going down that road again. Its just
You still love him, Tara smiled knowingly.
Buffy sighed. I know its wrong, she shook her head in frustration. And we can never have a future. And I know he tried to kill all my friends. He tortured Giles. Killed Ms. Calendarbut that wasnt really him, you know? But it was all my fault. If we hadnt
Its okay, Tara reached for her knee again. You were following your heart. Theres nothing wrong with that.
Except when youre the Slayer and your boyfriends a blood sucking fiend, Buffy retorted lightly.
Tara smiled. Itll be okay, she reassured. Theyre just gonna need time.
Buffy sighed. Youre right. Any chance in hoping a whole nightll be enough?
Tara chuckled softly. You worried about the intervention?
Maybe Ill just avoid the library, Buffy suggested. In fact, why not avoid the whole school? Maybe move to LA again?
You cant run forever, Tara smiled indulgently.
I can try, Buffy quipped.
Tara merely smiled.
Buffy smiled back. Okay, she sighed. I guess running aways out of the question.
If you want, Tara offered shyly, I, uhI can meet you here in the morning. You dont have to go alone. I can even show you a really good relaxation technique. Itll help you stay calm.
Buffy smiled at Tara gratefully, finding herself warming to the girl. Why was it that they never spent more time together? Shed definitely have to do something about that.
Youd do that for me? she asked Tara softly.
Of course, Tara smiled.
Thanks Tara, Buffy reached for her hands and squeezed them gently. I mean it.
Youre welcome, Tara acknowledged with a smile. Anyway, she stood up. Its g-g-getting late. I should go
Sure, Buffy stood up as well. You gonna be right getting home? she followed her to the door.
Yeah, Tara reached into her jeans and pulled out a cross from one pocket and a stake from the other.
Buffy smiled.
Ill see you in the morning, Tara continued. Is 7am too early? We can go over the relaxation technique before we leave.
Buffy grinned. She wasnt too sure about meditating, but she figured it couldnt hurt. She was gonna need all the help she could get.
Sounds good, she reached for the door and opened it.
Great, Tara flashed her a huge smile, before heading out.
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"I may be love's bitch, but at least I'm man enough to admit it." - Spike
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"I may be love's bitch, but at least I'm man enough to admit it." - Spike
Willow and Tara Closeness
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but you're an amazing writer, thank you!
